♥, J says:

2010-01-01T07:12:00.000+08:00

SHIFTED TO: http://boycottxxxlove.blogspot.com!

New year, new start, new beginning. I've been hogging Dirtymasquerade for 2 years & I think it's time I moved on, for the better :)

The two years have been awesome, and that is an understatement even. I must say that i've not been as dedicated to Dirtymasquerade, neglecting it and not blogging/posting about important life events throughout my 15 and 16 years of age so I hope that boycottxxxlove's gonna be different :)

Love ya all, thx for reading this space, relink and HAPPY NEW YEAR PULL YOUR EARS hahahaha

x x x

2009-12-28T01:37:00.000+08:00

There should be such a group/fan-page on Facebook

"I have so much to blog about but when I actually sat down to write, nothing comes to mind."

"I wanted to blog about this but I don't remember what"

OR

something along the line lol.

Seriously.

Side note: POKER IS FUNNNN!!!

x x x

Only a few streets away

2009-12-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

Because you are another one in my life I thank god for ♥
Love how we live only a few streets away aka you can just come over/ i can just go over!
Love our bangs/your bangs/my super long bangs=side fringe!
Love how we both got similar black&gold Casio watches! Telepathy! ♥
& to think we ALMOST got the same one, aiyahhhhhh.
Let's go get the same one when you're back from Bangkok!! *winks*
Love that you're starting school in the same week in Jan I'm starting my orientation camp, since SIM is next door to NP! :D
Love the fact that you took time out for me and that shows how important i am to you!

Just nua-ed at home today making complete use of Photobooth! Don'tcha just love Photobooth? :D)

See ya when you're back from Bangkok in 2010 and before we start school!
P.s. I love you, as always!
P.P.S. I haven't seen ya pink walls!!! hahahaha

x x x

2009-12-22T17:18:00.001+08:00

Me likes how packed my days are, every hour, every minute, every second. I was never bored. It makes my holidays very very fulfilling, meeting different people, learning new things, opening my mind, gaining new perspectives.

Friday: Death Note. Need i say more?

Saturday:

Furniture hunting @ Ubi/Kaki Bukit with family. Bought new sofa bed. :D
Black pepper crab @ Joo Chiat then desserts @ Tian Mi Mi with Fei & friends. (Y)
Night rollerblading with Kor & Debbie & friends @ ECP (Y)
Fei Fei wanton mee for supper @ Joo Chiat. (Y)
Reached home around 12ish and I was dead. (N)

Side note: Night rollerblading is damn shiok, didn't even felt like I had perspired. It's like night cycling. Been long since I last rollerblade. Sooooo going to do it again!!!

URGENT!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHERMIN SEE QI QI SEE YOUR BIG NAME HERE AND QUICKLY PLAN PULAU UBIN CYCLING!!!!

Sunday:

Brunch @ The Soup Spoon @ Bugis with Fei.
Headed to 313 @ Orchard. Hella crowded. -.-
New shoes from New Look cus it was on sale!! :D
Bumped into Sung Miao Wen @ Zara. COOL OR WHUT? It's funny how I spotted her, because I did not. Fei did. Fei spotted this woman wearing this top that Ting have. And i realised it's Mw's mum with her bro!!! And they said Mw's at Zara. Hahahahahahaha ttm.
(Good news! I heard from Mw later that her mum said i lost weight HAHAHA)
4 floors of Forever 21 = No one ever needs to do online shopping @ F21 ever again!
Trained a stop to Ion.
Fei's friend worked at Body Shop so bought tons of stuffs there and we only had to pay 50% of the total bill. (Y)
Prologue @ the top floor and we bought notebooks for 2010. Mine's black in colour :)
Light dinner (we were not even hungry) @ Tea Loft(?)
Awesome brownies + English tea + French toast
Trained two stops to Plaza Sing to watch movie because we were too shagged to walk
Bought our tix at 7.05 for Avatar when it started at 7.00 HAHA
Lucky for us when we hurried in it was still showing advertisements!
Our seats were not too bad either: 5th row from the front, at the side though.
It's Titanic + MOE mixed together, cus it's a love story and it is empowering, makes you think of how humans is harming Mother Nature. (Y)
14-ed home about 11. (I thought that was the end of my day...)
Then Kor said: Let's go Mustafa to get your xmas present!
I said: ON LET'S GO!
Very significant: My virgin trip to Mustafa
Spent about 2 hours shopping @ Mustafa
I got a simple, black & gold Casio watch @ $15 :D
Dim sum for supper! Me loves dim sum, esp Portugese egg tarts!
Reached home @ 2ish in the morn and I was dead again.

Monday: Exciting day!!

Met Miaowen @ 10ish @ the last cabin and we trained to Cityhall
KBOX from 11am-2pm
Kbox cheated our money. I'm sorry we should have checked before ):
Left Marina Square @ 4, headed to Aljunied
Accompanied Zhengjie for hair cut
Chilled @ Mac
Zhengjie thrashed me @ Tap Tap. Ugh.
Walked back to the Mrt around 5ish & Chipmunks on Monday!! (I hope & pray!!)
Took 40 to Katong.
Dinner @ Astons with Ms Tan, Chin Mian & Ken & Benson
Miaowen was supposed to come along!!!!
Ken disappeared halfway and we waited for him to start our dinner -.-
Awesome catching up!! So many laughters and jokes. "Good times, good times".
Thank you Ms Tan for the treat though I was the one who asked you out!! Next: desserts/coffee!! :D
Parkway after that, we just walked around aimlessly hahaha
Bumped into Jaime!! Long time no see!!!
Reached home @ 9
I chionged finish my Death Note!!!!! ALL 110 chapters!!!!!! Now what?!

Miaowen posted this on FB which was hilarious:

Yesterday, Jazmyne Gwee and I were at Club Marc when she pointed a shirt that read MARTHA FARKAR with some numeric prints at the bottom. Two things came to my mind. 1. It's probably some historian figure or a politic figure like Obama. 2. Jazmyne Gwee's history was better than mine. So i asked, "Who's Martha Farkar? oh. OH." PWNED.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

It was heartwarming to know that this won't be the only time we'll be catching up. I am sure there'll be more to come after this.

AND I found mahjong kakis!!! Since the twins know how to play but don't know how to count no. of tai(s) so Benson & I got advantage ^^ muahahhahahahah

(Dang, am i too mahjong-crazed hahahahahhhahahha)

Tuesday: Meeting darl tmr instead of today. Hope Adeline is okay! :)

x x x

2009-12-18T16:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterday with Miaowen was soooo goood, sooooo frigging fun :) I went over to her crib so that she could untie the knots in my life. Swimming was the excuse though it was raining/drizzling but we did swim for a while before it started pouring. Steam room/sauna was damn shiok, it's simply enjoying life. "Lunch is provided" and I had home-cooked chicken rice + strawberries. We turned to lip-synching & singing for self-entertainment and I must say those hearty laughs were simply awesome! Left around 630ish and i wish i could stay longer tho ):

Thank god I have you in my life ^^ because as cliche as it sounds i know i can always go to you whenever there are knots in my life, and i'll always create opportunities for us both no matter what the situation is yep! Love you love you love you love you love you, love choir green tee, love strawberries, love sharing Kinder Beuno with you, love lip-synching, love our home-made videos which made us go crazy, love your laughter, love your 17teen mags, love singing with you, love camwhoring, love our Mango shades, love the fact that you're awesome and how you can make me smile, love the fact that what you say always makes sense, love the fact that we're in our own world doing our shizz, love that nothing can ever come between us ♥

I promise you that i will still keep in touch with you on our next chapter of life be it poly or JC because it will be my/your loss if we ever lose touch. (IF ONLY AH!! Means IF even after years of not speaking to each other and we saw one another on the streets somewhere you/I must shout and scream cus we're too happy to be reunited HAHA do you get what I mean? :D)

I know how wordy my posts is but I don't care. Sung Miao Wen do read every word of it because I meant it from the bottom of my heart ♥

See ya on Monday and I can confirm + chop + guarantee that it's gonna be as fun as yesterday! We're invincible yeah! I already have a few songs in mind to which we will both sing to muahahahaha.

x x x

2009-12-11T17:49:00.000+08:00

Ha. Time to update this space again, just wanna fill this up.

Old news: Caught New Moon with a whole bunch of peepz to celebrate Kerla's bday early. WHICH REMINDS ME THAT I HAVE TO SEND OUT THE PEEKCHAS HOLY SHIT. Nvm she's in Japan enjoying herself i'll send later ^^ Had Shaker fries too yay!!

Been seeing Sim Jia Yan for the past 5 days, it's like school but sorta worse, cus for the 1st 2 days she look at me and i look at her, and all the green apples and stickers for 21 hours in total omg -.- thank god I'm not seeing her today hurhur ^^

Mahjong @ my crib with Angeline Zhenlu Derick on Wed from 12pm to 9pm = 9 hours of craziness madness and of course fun-ness. Jy & Marcus came to join in the fun but they were watching my dvds on the laptop instead. Which reminds me that i need to get the dvd wires fix or else i won't be able to watch dvds using the dvd player dang.

Next week mahjong on Derick's off day and KTV with the girls during Tay's off day looks like it's gonna CLASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CANNOT CANNOT I split myself into two then CAN ah !!

Bowling @ ECP with my lovelies yesterday which includes JY hahaha. ALL OF US GOT STRIKES WHOOHOOO! It's Diana's first bowling experience!! Glad she enjoyed it which means we'll prolly go back again! :D & Finally had Subway, been craving for it :D and for once i ALMOST couldn't finish my Tuna!! It's like o.0!!

Movie: Planet 51 with Anna the cousin cause HSBC got movie event aka free tickets! :D We got free popcorns and a can of coke! Had LJS before that. Love their cheese!

Going to get a new phone whoohoo :D Been waiting to get the iPhone from Starhub but looks like it's not gonna happen so might as well hurry renew my phone plan and get another phone :D I hope i still got student plan hmmm i want unlimited smses eh!

I miss my music fix \:

x x x

2009-12-01T17:27:00.000+08:00

In a month time, it'll be a new year, and i'll be moving. I'm anticipating a fresh start for the new year. Change is constant, and so for progress to be made, i must change.

Ever since i'm back from Taiwan which was about two days ago i've been sleeping, spending quality time with the world wide web, reading, sleeping some more, talking on the phone w various peepz and being a couch potato. It was damn shiok not having to worry about anything seriously.

Now i'm waiting for Ting's arrival to confirm my work details -.-

Think i'm too into the Lost Symbol!! o.0 Have to get the book to Afiq when i'm done, still got about one-fifth of the book! It's damn goood!! (Y)

I wanna re-read New Moon ~~before~~/after the movie!!! I can already picture myself going crazy over Jacob Black aka Taylor Lautner before & during & after the goddamn movie hahahahahaha.

Ciao, back to the Lost Symbol!!

Will post peeekchas when i feel like it, which may be prolly... never lol.

x x x

2009-11-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

Let's just say that the past 10 days of my life since O's is over have been AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Esp today :D ^^ Even awesome is an understatement.

Can't do long and major posts anymore. I dread it ttm. Hate how long i take when I blog with pictures so i'd rather not do it. hmmmmm

Going out for dinner now, ttfn!

x x x

2009-11-20T23:01:00.058+08:00

001. How many keys are on your keychain?
1, 2, 3.

002. What makeup do you wear on a daily basis?
Nome

003. Is your AIM away message on?
Not at all, since I'm using MSN idiot.

004. If you could eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Toughie. I would just die. Food is like one of my top prorities.

005. What curse word do you use the most?
Shit!

006. Do you own an iPod?
Nope, but I have one ^^ The difference being is that I can use the one that I do not own. Geddit?

007. Who on your Myspace “Top 8” do you talk to the most?
Nah don't use Myspace.

008. What time is your alarm clock set for?
Tomorrow's Graduation Day.

009. How many suitcases do you own?
Zero.

010. Do you wear slippers even when its cold outside?
Depends on how cold is it.

011. Where do you buy your groceries from?
All supermarkets.

012. Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
Both.

013. What was the last movie you watched?
My Girlfriend Is An Agent. MUST WATCH = SUPER HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!

014. Do any of your friends have children?
They want to though.

015. If you won the lottery, whats the first (few) thing(s) you would buy?
Everything I see.

016. Has anyone ever called you lazy?
Yeap

017. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster?
Nope

018. What CD is currently in your CD player?
Cancel out CD Player. Replace it with Itunes and you'll get Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder

019. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
Both are fine.

020. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
Even if they did, it'll be safe with me, because I don't remember any LOL

021. When was the last time someone hit on you?
Don't remember.

022. What did you have for dinner?
Rice, broccolli, egg.

023. Do you wear hoodies often?
Too hot for that in Singapore.

024. What color is your car?
I want it to be red (Read: I don't have a car.)

025. Can you whistle?
Yes

026. What is the first thing you see when you look to your left?
Ipod charging.

027. Do you make your own jewelry?
Nope, who in Singapore does that, except for blogshops?!

028. Have you ever participated in a protest?
Funny how Singapore is peaceful like that.

029. Who was the last person to call you?
Yayah; and she was telling me about Blue-Green HAHAHHA

030. Continue?
Yes

031. Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
I think a lot. (Read: Yes.)

032. Have you ever dated one of your best friends?
Nope

033. What are you?
Someone waiting for Hot Shot to start ^^

034. Did you watch cartoons as a child?
Hell yes.

035. How big is your local mall?
Of different shapes and sizes.

036. What is your job?
I am of no importance yet.

037. How many siblings do you have?
1, 2, 3.

038. Have you ever been so drunk that you threw up?
Nope. I have been so sick that I threw up.

039. Are you shy around the opposite sex?
It depends.

040. What is your biggest regret?
THAT HUGE ONE bugging me every now and then.

041. Have you ever had Jamba Juice?
What's that?

042. When was the last time you laughed so hard your sides hurt?
During my last movie.

043. What movies do you know every line to?
HSM1, 2, 3 HAHAHAHahA

044. Do you own any band t-shirts?
Nope, I want FOB's though.

045. What is your favorite candle scent?
You light each and every one up and I will tell you.

046. How many aunts and uncles do you have?
Plenty.

047. When was your last plane ride?
To and fro New Zealand!

048. Have you ever eaten snow?
Does shaved ice count? HAHA

049. How many chairs are at your dining room table?
6

050. What is your favorite salad dressing?
Don't fancy salad dressing.

051. Do you read for fun?
Yes

052. Can you speak any languages other than English?
Yes

053. Where is your cell phone?
Somewhere on my right

054. Do you do your own dishes?
Sometimes. I don't clear my own tray @ fast food restaurants though.

055. What color is your bedroom painted?
It's not yet painted (Read: White)

056. Are your parents divorced?
Nope, widowed.

057. Have you ever cried in public?
As a child of course, where I throw tantrums to get what I want, but it doesn't work out though.

058. Do you have a desktop computer or a laptop?
None, but I can use both

059. Which do you make: wishes or plans?
Both

060. Are you always trying to learn new things?
I'm happy with what/who I am

061. What do you have?
I have needs and wants.

062. Do you shower on a daily basis?
Yes, If you don't, please bang wall and die because you're disgusting.

063. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Yes I want tattoo but then again, there are consequences.

064. Do you believe that the guy should pay on the first date?
Not in this day and age. Women are not weak!

065. Can you skip rocks?
Nope

067. Have you ever been to Jamaica?
I have a jacket that says "JAMAICA" though, does that count? LOL

068. What do you like to snack on at the movie theatres?
Nachos, chips, popcorns. I tried Tori-Q once LOL

069. Who was your favorite teacher?
Ms Tan

070. Have you ever dated someone out of your race?
Nope

071. What is the weather like?
Chilly

072. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
If they pose no harm to me why not?

073. Do you have an online journal?
Yes. You're reading it now.

074. Did you ever play Capture the Flag in school?
Wtf?

075. What is your favorite class in secondary school?
3E2/4E2 FTW!!!!!!

076. Do you enjoy traveling via airplanes?
Not bad

077. What personality trait is a must-have in the opposite sex?
Define must-have.

078. I left this one out cuz it was mean.
Good for you.

079. When was the last time you slept on the floor?
Not that I can remember.

081. Does your closest Starbucks have a drive-thru?
You don't have stuff like that in Sg. Only Macs.

082. Do you like your life you are living?
Hell yeah. It's the post-O's man!

083. Has anyone ever called you spoiled?
Yes

084. What is your mothers hometown?
Muar, Malaysia.

085. Did you ever go to the same school as your parents?
Nope

086. How many hours of sleep do you need?
12 hours ^^

087. Do you eat breakfast daily?
Does brunch count? Mac brekky ftw!

088. What was the last thing to scare you?
Gory pictures of Jennifer's Body.

089. Do you own a Playstation?
No

090. How many times have you brushed your teeth today?
Once.

091. What is your usual bedtime?
No bedtime.

092. Do you know who Janice Dickinson is?
Yes. I watch Project Runway.

093. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Plenty. Shoes are a must-haves for the females.

094. Are your days full and fast-paced?
Not today. Past few days, oh yes!

095. Did you ever get in trouble for talking in class?
Hardly

096. Is there carpet, wood or tile in the room you’re currently in?
Parquet?

097. Were you a “planned” child?
Such things only happens in stories, i.e. My Sister's Keeper.

098. What is your favorite fruit?
Strawberries

099. Do you pay attention to calories on the back of packages?
I read through and forget.

100. How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
17!!!!!!

101. Do you know how to work a cash register?
Toy ones yes.

102. How much is gas where you live?
$25 for one

103. Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
Yes

104. What time?
Time for Hot Shot!

105. Who are you with?
At home with my mother.

106. If you had ONE wish, what would you wish for?
Many more wishes!

107. Do you believe in life on other planets?
Not exactly.

108. What does your mouse pad look like?
Black, and ... mousey?

109. Have you ever been to geauga lake?
Wtf?

110. Who was the last person to piss you off?
Mama

111. Do you believe in God?
Not really

112. What was the last thing you ate?
Mango

113. Can others make you cry easily?
Kids oh yeah

114. Do you get along better with the same or opposite sex?
Same

115. What did you dress up as for your first Halloween?
Singapore don't really celebrate Halloween, going trick or treat etc. Hmmmmm

116. How did your parents pick your name?
Whaddaya call those, medians?!

117. Do you like mustard?
No

118. If you could enter a celebrity’s mind, whose would you choose to enter?
Pete Wentz muahhahahahahhahaha

119. What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
HANG IN THERE!

120. Would you ever sky dive?
If I don't have feelings & I won't feel scared, I would.

121. Do you sleep on your side, tummy, or back?
Side and back

122. What character from a movie most reminds you of yourself?
None

123. Can you pop your knuckles?
Nope

124. Do you know what an IP address is?
Yes

125. Have you ever bid for something on ebay?
Nope

126. What do you think of Angelina Jolie being pregnant?
Ew she had sex.

127. Do you enjoy giving hugs?
Yes

128. Would you consider yourself to be fashionable?
Yes

129. What song lyric, if any, is stuck in your head at the moment?
You're not the first or the last, but you're possibly the prettiest

130. Do you own a digital camera?
No but I can use one.

131. If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?
Like my stomach's being pulled out of my system. Enough said.

132. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
It's hard to choose between chocolate and cookies & cream and chocolate chip.

133. Do you lock your room door?
Nope

134. What celebrities have you been compared to?
Nope

135. Who is your favorite Star Wars character?
Star Wars is not my cup of tea.

136. Does it annoy you when someone says they’ll call but never do?
Yes

137. What books, if any, have made you cry?
Nah

138. Do you think you’re attractive?
I decline to comment.

139. What are you allergic to?
Nah

140. Are you a jealous person?
Yes. (Read: insecure and paranoid)

141. What is your favorite Christmas//winter movie?
The Mickey Mouse one LOL

142. Have you memorized your number?
Yes

143. Did you vote in the last election?
Hello I'm going to be 17 only, tyvm.

144. too personal.
For?

145. Do you enjoy driving?
I'm wondering if I can ever coordinate. Hmmm

146. Have you ever had the “falling” dream?
Nope

147. Do you ever feel guilty after eating meat?
Hell no

148. If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name have been?
I guess its still Yi Xuan HAHA

149. Did you ever celebrate “Pi Day”
?

150. What is the time? 11.34pm and my HOT SHOT START ALR!

2009-11-14T15:14:00.007+08:00

11th November: Last day of O's - Combined Science Paper 1 (MCQ). Stayed back to clean the walls because of our wonderful and artistic signatures so that the next year class using it STILL have to paint it over hahahaha.

After this, went to meet Ahting @ Raffles to do my hair!

Got my bangs back and dyed it neutral brown = black to cover up my white hair :D

Then went to Browhaus. Tweezing hurts so much I don't think i will want to do it again ):

But i've got nice brows now ^^

Then dinner @ Mos Burger (Y)

x x x

2009-11-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

Disclaimer: A tad too high because I CAN'T WAIT FOR 3D2N OF FUN, JOY & LAUGHTER!

To all 4E2 peepz!

Yo yo yo wassup O'S IS OVER! OBVIOUSLY RIGHT! So time to partayyyeeee and stay up late and go crazy with our classmates and just let our hair down (if your hair is long enough lololol)!

DETAILS OF CLASS CHALET HERE!!!!!!!!

Venue: Aloha Loyang @ Pasir Ris (but i'm not sure which unit, which room, etc. So just call when you've reached!

Time: THIS DEPENDS. Check in @ 3-ish depending on what time we're done with shopping for drinks and tidbits!
BBQ STARTS @6PM or whenever the BBQ stuffs are being delivered!!

Tip: COME EARLY SO THAT YOU WON'T MISS OUT ON ANYTHING!

Teachers are also coming for the BBQ! Confimed are: MS SHARON KOH. MS GLENDA CHIA. MRS S. CHEONG. (Ms Koh, who are the rest coming?!)

Items to bring: WHATEVER YOU WANT.

1. Extra clothes(jacket)/toiletries/towel/sleeping bag (?) for those staying over.
2. Poker cards
3. Mahjong (anyone wants to sponser hahahah) HUAT AH!!!!
4. Hp charger-one of each brand will do! Nokia x 1, Sony Ericsson x 1, what other brands x 1
5. PSP & charger? LOL
6. MONEY!
7. Anything else that you want to bring!

We're also going NIGHT CYCLING on the first night (Sun)!!!! Prepare light clothing visible in the dark!!!

Self-reminder: BRING CAMERA & CHARGER!

Reminder to Sim Jia Yan: Bring the lightsticks!!!
Reminder to Shermin See: Bring the sparklers!!!
Reminder to Marcus Ong: Bring your basketball!!!

BE THERE OR BE SQUARE!!! CYA ALL ON SUNDAY!!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!!!

x x x

Party in the SG not US

2009-11-13T22:28:00.001+08:00

So..

THE DAMN O LEVELS IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!

(I know i very lag cus for LIT peepz in 4E2 it ended on 11/11 WED but i haven't got time to really sit down for a proper post so that explains the delay!)

Firstly, life has been good :)

Hair cut checked! Hair dyed checked! Hello BANGS! Bye white hair! Bye damaged hair and split-ends! Window-shopping @ Bugisc checked! Movie (My Sister's Keeper) @ Cathay Cineleisure checked!

&& Cam-whore half-checked because the number of photos per day is like countable with both my fingers and toes. HELLO THAT IS TOO LITTLE FOR ME ALR. I CAN TAKE MORE THAN 100 A DAY. HOW CAN I TAKE LESS THAN HALF OF IT NOW OI!!? PPL WHEN YOU GO OUT W ME BETTER CAM-WHORE HARDCORE W ME OKAY!!!

To make it worse, today i think 3 of us brought our camera(s) out but we hardly used it!!!!! I'm gonna blame it on the large crowd that makes us shy, i.e. we don't dare to take in front of the public with their eyes staring at us like some crazy people. Sometimes it's when you shed away those thoughts and don't give a shit then you get GREAT AND FANTASTIC AND AWESOME PEEEEKCHAS!!! Yep that's my not-so-secret formula, like you and your camera is invisible to the common eye, hahaha.

Okay will blog in more details when i upload the little peekchas!

Love the world! Love ya all! Ttfn!

x x x

2009-11-09T13:01:00.000+08:00

I have to stop being such a couch potato and get back to doing work like right now now now. Seriously, tv non-stop since Friday. Thanks to the good line-up of shows (Y)

Random: Can you believe CLASS CHALET IS ON SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!! Like damn fast omg. Wheeeee can't wait! :D

2009-11-07T16:07:00.002+08:00

Are you guys trying out the new Post Editor? Looks damn cool ^^

The little monsters next door :)

2009-11-06T18:06:00.003+08:00

3 papers left!!!!!!!!! HOW FAST IS THAT!!!!!! Okay these 5 days, to Wednesday, gonna be kinda long or short depending on how i see it but my point is: FREEDOOOM IS SOOO DAMN NEAR!!!!!!!!! Many peeps on FB are saying O's is UN-officially over! Agree ttm!

So after Lit paper 1 & 2 (which both sucked in a way because I think i wrote damn short and I was afraid to look at Sherlyn who was sitting beside me (:D) cus i was afraid that i would blank out after seeing how much she wrote LOL) headed to Parkway with Tzuying, Jong, Miaowen, Lucas & Marcus Soh! While Sherlyn and Shermin went to eat ban mian @ Roxy and was supposed to meet us @ PP but then they went home cus they were sick ): SO GET WELL SOON!

Anw been craving for Subway and finally had it @ Parkway today!!! :D TUNA = DAMN SHIOK (Y)!!

So i spent a ton on food these days, cus I had Mac brekky ytd @ Kallang and KFC for lunch :D Damn satisfied. Now i want to eat LongJohns!!!! HAHAHA

Everyday after O's should be like this!!!!!!!!! Can't wait for it to be OFFICIALLY OVER!!!

EMAs later @ 8pm! (Y) :D

x x x

2009-10-30T21:03:00.002+08:00

6 papers down, just like that. Not as if i can ever take it again. Chicken essence don't work. I lost faith in it after I screwed up all of my papers, on Mon Tues Wed. Bad enough? No, AMaths was screwed up too. It was worse.

Which got me thinking how unfair this O's is. How can they based everything just on a few papers? That's not the real me. That's not what they should look at, and yet, that's what they've been doing, and it turns out Singapore is doing fine with the education system. What about the students who are actually involved, sitting for the exams?! When do we get our say?

Btw, halfway through the paper it got me thinking: What's the use of knowing Binomial thm!? Useless much? OH YEAH.

This is a another phase of my growing up years. In the meantime, focus on the rest of the 9 papers: SS, Chem, History, Physics, Lit, MT, MCQ. Focus, hocus pocus.

Another peeve: Some people don't know their limits. Everyone has theirs. If you've crossed MY limit, that's it man. You're going down. I will slap you real hard, break you into a million pieces, cook curry outta ya, flush you down the toilet bowl, throw you into the incinerator, burn your house down, make sure you don't have any predecessor, and then I will laugh at you, real hard, before guilt and conscience kicks in.

I might drink chicken essence on Monday. Might need it real bad, for brainpower. Two papers. I think I will burst soon, especially my head.

I really don't need to know what you're thinking. Nuff said.

Done ranting!! Planning to do a bit of LIT and then watch DEATH NOTE II !!! Kira v cute :D

x x x

2009-10-19T11:30:00.003+08:00

Checklist:

1. SS notes. (edit:/ I think i did like 3 chapters but then there's still many more to go, so imma do it another day.)

2. Eng essays x 2

3. Summary(s) x 4

GO MEEEEEEE

I'mmma type all because I ran out of correction tape *screams for Shermin* muahahaha

[edit//]

THIS IS WHY I HATE PLANNNING WHAT TO DO:

i only completed one eng essay instead of two!!!!! and the time taken to do one essay could be used to do like.. 5? i am so dead, i am so dead, i am so dead!!!!

bye world.

Bounce

2009-10-17T20:11:00.003+08:00

HILARIOUS TTM!!! Do you really need another reason why I'm crazy over Nick? -shakes head. But still, if you need a good laugh, why not.

P.S.You can ignore the song, just watch. :D

x x x

2009-10-17T19:36:00.002+08:00

Let's just say that i have not touched science though O Level Science Practical is on THURS (22/10) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let's just say that I've been doing Amaths but i still can't solve the tougher problems and I am not sure I am able to get an A1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Let's just say that my humanities are a toughie due to the fact that previous chapters i've stored in my brain is still "searching..."

Let's just say that I'm not prepared for O's, AT ALL. GG TO ME -.-

Best Friends

2009-10-07T22:04:00.003+08:00

What defines a best friend?

What are the requirements to be a good best friend?

How many hours a week does it entail?

Stupid questions that have no answers.

A best friend is not defined by how many times they talk on the phone, or how many hours they hang out together.

It is not defined by how many sleepovers they gossip at, or how many inside jokes they have.

There are no requirements or laws that state that a good best friend must hang out with them every weekend, or tell each other every little detail.

A best friend is a matter of opinion.

It is the person who has been there for you through everything, not just through the fun things, or the little things.

It is the person that you call when you are at your absolute worst, it is the person who saves you when you didn't even notice that you needed saving, mostly it is the person who accepts you for who you are, and the person that you are becoming.

-Scriptedrama.bs.com

2009-09-27T20:37:00.002+08:00

Life and time is not to be wasted anyhow anyhow now. I've wasted enough and enough is enough.

Anw watching the F1! Laughing @ Hamilton because on the tv screen its HAM, you know like HAM, those that you eat? hahhahahhaha

I must stop thinking that way. It's been weeks. Glad i finally let it out of my chest!!!

Nica's back in Aussie! Damn fast ok! ):

Idk what else to blog. I don't want to rant here because it's so ... rubbish-y.

Need to get that stress off me. Not even a month to O's. Its getting closer and closer, creeping towards us.

Big big big plans after o's. Number 1. ROB A DAMN BANK TO FINANCE ALL MY NEEDS. Yeah. No number 1, no money, no needs. Saddddddd!! Im not planning to get a job either, I rather beg on the streets, pretending that i am homeless. As if money would drop from the sky. Har har.

Back to F1. ttfn!

2009-09-18T20:46:00.003+08:00

DAMN pissed because i didnt receive any facebook email notifications? Anyone with the same problem?

OK NVM solved it yay damn happy :D

x x x

2009-09-13T19:58:00.002+08:00

I put a brake on my studies and finished two books in two days ^^

Gonna pass the book to Tzuying tmr ^^

I found solace when I'm reading. Away from o's, away from reality, away from unhappy things, away from you perhaps?

Anw gotta jet i got 8 more qns for chem!!

2009-09-12T21:22:00.003+08:00

I opened this page not knowing what to write, because (as usual) a million and one things are going through my head. One comes in before I could process the other. & mind you, all of them are NOT related to O's, not like i'm memorizing any notes or whatever.

Not going to dwell on O's because it only makes me !@#@$#%~~~@##!$#$#@%$^%&^!!!!!!!

Am feeling like shit. Hate it when reality hit me hard, right smack on my face. There's so much i want to help, but there's so little i can do. It's time i let em' loose. Eventually like a spring, it will come back to me. Eventually.

I need a lot of needs.

Kor is going to tabao Macs back. I want something light, not heavy, so i told him McNuggets! then i added: "Upsize so got shaker fries". Ironic much!!! -.-

Hey Nica, i hope you see this. please know that i am here for you okay, my ears and shoulders are more than ready. don't matter if you're in yishun or not. its a hard time for you right now eh? glad that you're contactable now ^^ you know that you can reach me via phone esp now that you've got your line :) so much i want to say, hope to see you real soon kk xoxo *hugs*

x x x

2009-09-05T21:43:00.004+08:00

Quick post: I never had the intention to upload photos. Shall pass my thumbdrive to Shermin See Qi Qi so that she can upload to her blog/Facebook then she'll tag everyone aka spam our inbox (& even knowing so, we never edit our email notifications no matter how much we hate those emails HAHAHA) and then deep down in my heart I'll be thanking her a lot a lot because its all up on Facebook for the whole world to see ^^

So today is (Y).

Vivo to celebrate Tay's sweet 16th with bday gal, Jy, Clarissa, Shermin = GV trying to sneak into NC16 movies (not that i'm not 16!!) + LJS + EMIKO Art (?) + BANDSLAM (Y)(Y)(Y) + Camwhore!

Then black pepper crab for dinner for the 3rd consecutive week!! SIAO and SHIOK or not!? (Y)(Y)(Y)

Your heart is not with me. When will it ever be?

Sept holidays = NO holiday!!! Damn you o's.

I want to sleep. Bye and ciao!

x x x

Last words

2009-08-30T21:06:00.003+08:00

Its those days where the damn weather is so damn shiok you wish you're not gonna wake up, sleep forever and ever. I bet you wouldn't even have nightmares, oh yeah.

I wish for the same weather tomorrow.

---

"How are you, my friend? Can I have you back? I'd missed you. My door is always open. I just don't see you coming through that door as often as before. Or did you lose the way to the door? Did you have time, or the lack of it, to find that door? What about the windows, the other openings? Did you see it? Can you find it? Something is missing, and I want to find it. I need it back.

(My friend, you prolly wouldn't even read it in the first place.)

-----

To make up for the lack of class photos, gonna take tons and tons tmrrrrr, don't matter what we're wearing, as long as the heart is there, as long as the unity is there, as long as we're still bonded as before. We're definitely NOT as bonded as before, why is that so? We're only left with 2 months, can we make these 2 months, more loving, more caring, more fun, joy and laughter?

-----

Okay so i still have a million and one things to pen down. It helps to have a notebook, Twitter, a blog. I just hope that when i look back at these, I am able to identify, with what I was feeling/thinking at that point in time. These are going to be my last words for a while. I don't even want to update my tumblr anymore. It's getting too much - shouldn't have liked so many things at once. Only jonasvault(!!!!! must follow for all JB fans!!), fuckyeah-(fillintheblank), quotewhore and blogsecret. The rest are redundant, irrelevant, useless, no link, no point and not helping me get my A1s.

A1s, you better belong to me. I'm going to own you, get you, laminate you. I can see it. It's so clear. You're going to appear on my results slip. You're going to be like a paper clip, attracted to the big magnet - my name on that result slip. And then with you, i'mma rock the world!!

Bye world, ttfn!

x x x

2009-08-27T22:14:00.003+08:00

A million and one things running through my head (read: super duper short attention span). Can't seem to pen them down though. Must be that I wrote too much journal alr!!

Went back to Choir today to get our certs! Mr Ngian's speech damn touching omg! Hope the juniors like what Mw gave em :)

Then mrt-ed home with Mw, luv ya xoxo

Need to reassure myself that i REALLY REALLY REALLY want my distinctions for Chi the 2nd time i'm taking it. My goals had never seemed so near to reach, all i can see is a blurry line somewhere.

I CANNOT LOSE FAITH AH. NEED TO GET MY VISIOB BACK!!!! Oh prelims ah prelims..

Gonna curl up in bed with Jong's book and sleep early tonight, sounds like a damn great plan :)

Nights homiezzz

x x x

2009-08-26T21:46:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I'M FINALLY DONE WITH MY JOURNALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Huge sigh of relief!!!!!!!

Now i need to focus on my chinese prelims on Sat, AMaths, Sciences, and basically all the other subjects!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 days lehhhhhhhhhh eh no, 4 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I swear I cannot do journalism at the rate im thinking. (i think i type considerably quite fast alr w/o looking at the key board so i don't think its the typing, more of putting my thoughts into words hahaha)

OKAY CIAO !!!!!!!

x x x

2009-08-25T22:56:00.004+08:00

I am super duper proud of myself on one hand to make considerable progress for my journals, but on the other, i'm neglecting all my other work, oh damn. But if i were to balance myself, i would have to hand up my journals weeeeks later lol.

So for my journals, I'm left with.. 2007, 2008, and 2009 maybe not so much because its been mostly written in all my other journals lol.

I may or may not be able to finish it by Thurs. HOPE HOPE!!

& I can't take it if the com crash again. I know it wasn't Mum's fault because she just happen to sweep the floor under the com's table and it sort of triggered the wire and whatever's under the table and it all happened so quick the next thing i know is the com restarted!!!! when i hadn't saved my journal!!! (thank god its been retrieved but its not the latest version so.. nvm i retyped alr). & then it sort of hanged and i restarted it the inproper way so i hope its not gonna shorten the lifespan of the com. any windows XP i've come across has never lived up to more than 3 years. this com is only 2 years? don't die please, or at least save everything important first!!! i dont want to lose my sec 3 and 4s photos too!! i beg you!!

I wonder if I really were to write a piece of news. HAHA @ the thought of it because imagine im only recounting past events and i already took so long, what about those vvvv recent news, does this mean that when ppl read them they will only read it days laterrrr because i couldn't typed it fast enough or i couldn't think fast enough to write it? omg can't imagine at all lol i prolly would be out of job/fired/sacked oh yeah.

My eyelids touching each other alr zzzz

x x x

2009-08-25T21:07:00.003+08:00

I kept thinking I lost ALL of my sec 1 and 2 photos because you know, com crash, laptop crash, it wasn't backed up, and then you know what?!?!?!?!? Its still in my old blogs.... :O OMGGGG!!!!!!!

3-4 years alr, didn't even realise WE changed so much!!! OMG

I tell you, my skin is crawling!!!! I'm still cringing looking at em?! lololololol.

How to continue my journal like that?!

But you're so hypnotising

2009-08-24T15:59:00.008+08:00

Before I fall too fast

Kiss me quick

Make it last

So i can feel how badly this will hurt me

When you say good bye

Keep it sweet

Keep it slow

Let the future pass

Don't let go

Tonight i could fall too soon to this beautiful moonlight

But you're so hypnotizing

You've got me laughing while i sing

You've got me smiling in my sleep

I can see this unraveling

And your love is where im falling

So please don't catch me

This is the video I was telling Mw about during recess!!
KAYLX SEE THIS TOOOO! :D
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE ♥♥♥

HOPE

2009-08-23T12:40:00.002+08:00

Am STILL writing my July journal. I get that sense of peace when I'm writing journals. It keep me upbeat, and not all melancholy like here. Maybe because the journals have a purpose? and dirtymasquerade is like.. oh crap junk stuffs whatever bullshit. But its not. Its more personal to a certain extent. More hay-wire when it comes to jotting down my thoughts. Hmmm

Hope i can finish my July journal by today. HOPE HOPE!!

Sorry Darl for not being able to make it to your flea!!! Yesterday i was being lazy trying to do a lil of AMaths and a lil of Chem and watching JONAS (keke :B), while today i had hw (eeek) to do.. But glad I met you on Friday and had talks and more talks over shaker fries (!!!) and i think we ran out of things to say (rmb the pauses in between hahaha) HOPE your sale is good! See you sooonn!! luv ya xoxo

Oh yeah baby

2009-08-23T01:06:00.005+08:00

"This life is what you make it.

No matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes.

It’s a universal truth.

But the good part is, you get to decide how you’re gonna mess it up."

— Marilyn Monroe (via quotewhore)

2009-08-22T16:03:00.000+08:00

Procrastination is the bane of my life. Period.

2009-08-21T23:05:00.005+08:00

TGIF.

Short post:

4e2 PEEPS, WITH ANY CLASS PHOTOS PLEASE SEND IT TO ME VIA EMAIL!

(MIGHT NOT BE USING MSN AT ALL SO EMAIL WOULD BE BEST! THX)

ITS FOR THE E-YEARBOOK!

I DON'T KNOW WHEN DO I NEED TO HAND IN THE PHOTOS AND ALL, SO PLEASE SEND IT TO ME ASAP!

THANK YOU ALL SOOO MUCH!

x x x

2009-08-16T20:43:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA SHERMIN SEE QI QI LOOK HERE my plan epic fail, walao -.- thought you are soooo against subway!!!! Then you had it for dinner also!! -.- *rolls eyes and flings hair* hate die you laaaaaaaaaa go die you also!!! later fat die you and then i LAUGH DIE MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA nope i will not let you have the last laugh MUAHAHAHAHA

okay so besides Subway i had Kiliney for dinner! I remembered Darl wanted to go there for breakfast one time but ended up we didn't eh? we still should though! :)

THEN THE SHIOK-EST - ICC!!!!!!!!!! Whoohooo double scoop of chocolate hershey's and oreos &cream and then the mixed-in was KINDER BEUNO :D wheeee still my fave, so chocolateyyyy!

Okay damn good food this weeeek :D so satisfied omg omg omg :D

Kay i hope see qi qi burst her blood vessels (direct translation from: bao xue guan hahahaha) from reading this post!! *laugh die*

x x x

2009-08-16T16:29:00.003+08:00

Tumblr is fun! Follow me @boycottxxxlove.tumblr.com :D

Trying to work the RSS feeds, so that when i post here, my tumblr would be updated too!

JONAS whoohooo :D Sooo in love with weekends when there's JONAS!

Btw SEE QI QI DON'T LOOK HERE because the next thing i'm going to say is that..

I HAD SUBWAY TUNA FOR BRUNCH!!! :D Kekekekekekekekeke don't you feel like vomitting muahahahhahaha!

Okay tvvvvv is calling me bye bye

x x x

2009-08-15T22:24:00.007+08:00

Self reflection time again, since everyone is out and the house is quite.. peaceful. But not my kind of peace.

I need peace. My definition of peace =

non stop music playing, good music btw, those that are meaningful to me, means something to me, those that I can sing along to, those that i bop my head to, (need to create a super huge playlist for this)
+ No disturbance (good music is NOT disturbance in case you're wondering, it's goooood)
+ being sane
+ not stressed up by o's (a bit of stress motivates, a whole lot breeds inertia and the last thing i need is losing my momentum, if i have one to begin with)
+ guilty conscience not acting up
+ maintaining diplomatic relations (read: good terms) with my ~~circle~~ many-shapes of friends, everyone single one of you, you, you, and even Nica where you're in Aussieland and I don't even remember the last time we talked ):
+ while juggling with school work/revision/self-study/and more revision
+ quality sleep
+ the great escape from reality
+ love
+ my motivation & momentum to be on and green, not off and red.
+ NOT getting frustrated over subjects that I am weak in, mainly physics/ss/Lit/Chi (omg results on WED!!!)
+ Never to feel hungry ever again and i will only eat selectively (i.e. frog leg porridge haha)

& currently, I am not in peace because

Listening to The All-American Rejects - Damn Girl now, favourite track from the new record and it reminds me of unhappy stuffs but i couldn't bear to change song
I'm going crazyyyyyyyyyy
Guilty conscience acting up because it's been an unproductive day (the only highlight was JONAS!!)
My motivation and momentum is off and red
No love no love
Deprived of sleep
I feel paranoid/stresssed up/insecure/confused/terrible/horrible/vegetable?
I can never escape from o's, and i can never escape from reality
I AM NOT STUDYING.

I want to know, am I putting unnecessarily stress on myself? I think the answer is yes. Because if I don't think about scoring that 10 points, i don't do it at all. I'm all talk and no action. It's just in my head. All the talk going in my head. No action. Thinking so much doesn't help me to get my 10 points. I NEED TO DO IT. I MUST DO IT.

My policy of isolation failed. Epic fail. Isolating myself doesn't help me to do my work. So what good does it do to isolate myself?!

Fail to plan, and plan to fail. But what if you planned and there were external factors that led you not to go according to plan?!?!?!?!?!?! Aren't you planning to fail that way too!??!??????

------

I badly want to go Bangkok.

I want to score 10 points. THE OTHER THINGS CAN WAIT!!!

GO ME!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-15T12:24:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was greattttt! Ate a lottttt!

Spent a bomb (usually i'd not spend that much) ON FOOD, GLORIOUS FOOD.

Gonna let the pictures do the talking when I get em' from Shermin :D It speaks volume!

SO: PRELIMS IS OVERRRRRR!!!!!!!!! That explains the break from Thursday to Friday, and a lil today.

Gonna do physics and a lil of SS? Or practise my Oral, hmmm.

JONASS (i hope, laterrrr)

GO ME!

x x x

I am really really going crazyyyy

2009-08-10T19:42:00.004+08:00

Self-reminder:

THERE IS ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD AFTER 11/11/09 TO PLAY, PARTY, HAVE FUN, SHOP, TWEET, BLOG, CHILL, RELAX, WATCH TV,

NOW IS NOT THE TIME!!!!!!!!

AM I CLEAR?

YES!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T HEAR MYSELF!

YESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10 POINTS HERE I COME!!!!!

X X X

The Scientist

2009-08-08T22:47:00.002+08:00

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

I'm going crazy

2009-08-08T21:40:00.000+08:00

Sudden outburst of thoughts.

I want to have no regards for time at all. Whether the sun is up or the moon is up (oh wait they are forever up), whether how the earth rotates on its axis (?? shit I can't even do pri science!!), whether the sky is bright or dark, i don't want to care.

Our life is so incorporated into time that everything we do is about time, time, speed, fast, speed, quick, hurry, hours, minutes, seconds. E.g. breakfast is before noon, lunch is during noon, dinner is evening, supper @ night, study work 9-5.

"There's a time and place for everything." Oh how true.

It's 9.35pm now. Why can't it be 6am or 3pm?

Which reminds me that our body clock is the most redundant thing ever. I want to make up for lost time. That is why i don't want time to stand in my way. It is. Like, sleeping when I'm supposed to. I think i'm crazy to say this, but I rather do w/o sleep so that I can study, to make up for the time during the day when i DID NOT study.

I am running against time.

Then again, without time equate to no order. Chaos. YES I think i need a bit of chaos in my life right now. Hair-pulling moments. Head-banging moments. Crazy-jumping-up-and-down moments. Screaming-and-shouting moments. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH-ing moments. OMG-OMG-OMG moments.

Where are you all, XXX moments?

6 hours gone since I was home. I should be doing Lit/Emaths/Physics/Amaths.

Oh fuck.

x x x

2009-08-08T21:16:00.002+08:00

GET THIS!!!!!! I don't believe it until Chriss showed me this!!!!!:

Coldplay's "The Scientist" use reverse chronology in which a scene plays backwards while someone sings normally. This is done by filming the video chronologically but getting the actor to sing the lyrics backwards.

Hats off to COLDPLAY!! You've just gain another fan!!!! :O

I WANT TO DO STH LIKE IT TOO!!!

Are we still friends?

2009-08-07T21:08:00.001+08:00

I want to know..

Nothing is ever build to last

2009-08-06T20:38:00.003+08:00

Taking a break from Prelims. Today don't feel like Thursday. It feels like Friday. But most of all, it feels like Prelims is over!!

Was out with the girls Shermin Ty Jong Jong Sherlyn Jaimeh & the guys Marcus + Haziq after History paper today. Mac brekky + Popular + GV + ~~HangTen @ Tamp Inter~~ should have checked first! + Bedok Inter + HangTen but OOS ): + Mac lunchy SHAKER FRIES & $1 coke + 33-ed home

Damn, we were all so excited yesterday when we knew we had to wear our own red tee for NDP celebrations tmr! Cus we wanted to get the same red tee! Saw the ad in 8Days where HangTen is selling the official NDP t-shirt @ $8 for min. 2 pieces! So wanted to get that and we could alll wear the SAME tee, cool shit, yes? But damn, all the S sizes are OOS, left all the big big sizes where the shirt itself can become a dress cus it covers our skirts even!

So now we're all gonna wear the 06 one instead. & why this year no free red tee?!?!?! Then what are we getting for souvenirs?!

More details @Shermin's!

Somehow dirtymasquerade has become a place where my trust is rightly placed. It has yet to betray me, or not that i know.

In a mood to do self-reflection. Need to come to terms with the things I can change and the things i cannot change. For example, what has been done is already done: i cant change history. & the things that CAN be done, must, should and will be done. O's is one. First and foremost is Oral on the 18th which I hope practice makes perfect!

Have to take things in my stride, accept things for the way they are, even if i change, or attempt to change it, it might work, it might not work. Why are there always two sides to everything?

My stress meter is on red alert, still haven't tamed it. I have no right to flare at anybody, no one deserves my chao bin. That means i have to suck it in, and handle it in a mature and sensible way, so that i won't hurt those around me, so that i won't end up hurting myself.

Have i mentioned, recently it's all talk but no action. Yeah. Just like that young man from Lit unseen.

Micro-serfs got me thinking: What is the one thing more than any other thing that makes one person different from any other person? There's no definite answer, really.

Loved times like this when my thoughts are all jumbled up but organized when putting it into words. Why can't i do the same for my P1s. -.- Oh yes, because typing allows you to drag and arrange chunks of words together, unlike when you're on paper.

In need of Coldplay. Caught The Scientist playing on MTV and that music video has always been my all-time-fave because i never get how they made it. Intriguing, i likey :)

Sometimes i wonder we as human beings bother with trivialities. Like, eating, sleeping, peeing, shitting. I want to a day without all these trivial stuffs, so that I am able to focus on the bigger picture. But things are not meant to be this way. One way in, another way out. We are not bottomless pit, forever taking, we must give back too.

Things that seemed so important seemed unimportant now. The sense of novelty died so easily. Familiarity breeds contempts. Why did my enthusiasm & zest *poof-ed* so easily?

Btw Twitter is down and I think i'm dying. Hahaha omg can't believe it had gotten so serious!

Panda eyes are getting worse. Going to curl up in my bed and continue with Micro-serfs (Y) and pray that tomorrow don't come!!

Ciao!

x x x

2009-08-06T16:17:00.001+08:00

Shermin says:
:D
i'm so restless

♥ , J ♪ says:
ya lor
think i will take a nap vvv sooon

Shermin says:
lol
i haven started eating
lol

♥ , J ♪ says:
HAHAHAHAHHA
now i understand why you're so tired to chew
hahahhaha

Shermin says:
how you know
haha

♥ , J ♪ says:
hhahah
cus if you ask me to eat sth now
i will say
HUH I V TIRED EH
DONT WANT TO MOVE MY MOUTH
HAHAHAHAHA

Shermin says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Hilarious. Nuff' said.

2009-08-05T19:42:00.002+08:00

In the midst of prelims. Many more papers to go, 7 i think?

Hate mozzies kept biting me!! and i cant seem to smack it!! DAMN IT!!!!

I gotta feeling

2009-08-02T20:40:00.002+08:00

Damn hooked to BEP's I Got A Feeling! Whoo makes me bob my head to the music and i can't sit still to write about the rise of Stalin!!

Because "I love you like a rabbit loves carrots"!

2009-07-31T16:48:00.000+08:00

Because the title says its all :B

Met Darl on Friday the 17th (omg that was exactly two week ago!) after school and she drove us to Ikea! Walked around and then we went into this kitchen with the same checkered patterns as what I was wearing! Damn hilarious please. Shots below :)

See see around some more, then went to eat at their cafe. I got their meatballz at kid'z price! Don't cha love being a kid, when everything is so simple, when you can be so ignorant, when all you had to do is whine and cry? Growing up is so complex man. Not forgetting kid'z price!!! Hahaha stew-dent not that bad lah hur, at least got student price!

Walked around some more, and Darl got her boxes and planning to get those pretty flowers stickers for her soon-to-be pink wall! :D

Cam-whored everywhere along the way hahaha, even in her car! There's one peek when her orange-nails looks like carrots HAHA! Then she dropped me home :)

Mama called otw home and sounded angry and all but when i was home she didn't say anything? Nope she's not angry hahaha, I know it got Darl worried, it's okay, she didn't scold :)

Peekspam!

♥ Love spending time with you, even if its for a few hours!

♥ Love all the talks and gossips!

♥ Love cam-whoring with ya!

♥ Love your hugs! )(

Deft looking forward to after my prelims, and i'll see you again in Aug!

Last day of July alr, which means I'll see you in two weeks or so,

when i declare the war with Prelims is over!

Found this *points downwards* when I was searching for my stuffs, just a few days back!

Exactly the date marked!

Which means it has been with me for 2 years alr! HAHA

See how much we've gone through together?

Just these two years, so much.

Glad that we've made it through, our r/s stronger than ever!

Makes me love you more kekekeke. ♥

xoxo, J love V ♥

x x x

(P.s. Don't know why the photos look so small, is it cus the space is too big? I have zero idea!)

Laughter is the best medicine

2009-07-27T22:55:00.003+08:00

Just got to say that today's Monkey-Soccer w/ a bball w/ Jong Jong + Zl + Kimwee WAS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!! I've never laughed so hard for such a long time!!! Everything seemed so hilarious!!! Seriously!!! Really needed those laughters. Thanks so much!!

The other day i was telling Zl that badminton is a better way to vent anger than soccer! Today i BEG TO DIFFER! Hahahha

Typing HAHAHAHAHAHA seems so unreal. You should have seen my face!!!

But its only a temporary fix. Still need to face reality. Oh wellz.

Ciao!!

x x x

2009-07-26T22:17:00.002+08:00

BIG apologies to Darl because I know i said i'm gonna dedicate a whole post for you but im rushing for time (even though i'm using the desktop!!! -.-) but i've been uploading the photos! Most of them some more, because i couldn't decide which ones to post so imma post all! (except for the unglamzz ones i.e. me adjusting my suspenders hahahaha) They're almost done!! Please be patient! So post them up tmr if time is on my side!! SORRY! :(

Okay quick post before you start to wonder where's the actual post, heh. :B

x x x

You're my dream boy

2009-07-25T13:57:00.002+08:00

Don't know why everyone says their Blogger got problem, mine don't? Or during the time when i didn't update, sth really went wrong?

Just had the best breakfast ever: McDelivery! HOTCAKES!!! (Y)

I re-ran 2.4 km for NAPFA yesterday to get my gold :D Think i must be crazy. Now my legs are super sore, super super sore, Big shoutouts to SEE QI QI/TY/JONGJONG/ & SHERLYN for running together, especially SQQ because you were pulling me while i ran my last 100m or shorter.

& YES I GOT MY GOLD WHOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!

Now,

Lemme sum up my week:

Monday: After school, stayed back for Eng, but it was postponed.

Tuesday: POPEYES @ T3 with Ty & Haziq and i was so high throughout! Btw their mashed potatoes and biscuit were OOS! So i had two packets of fries instead (Y)(Y)!

Wednesday: .. I forgot. I think i stayed back in school, did i? Anw recess was in class eating the pork floss sandwich while Jy ate her hot dog bun! It's time for a change, and to save money! OH YES O LVL LISTENING COMPRE WHICH WAS KILLER TTM i have no A's in ANY of my answers so that means that no distinction for Chinese?!??!? Then to POP@Parkway with Sherlyn to get some stuffs, thxxx babe for your card :D

Thursday: Another one of my "Life is lifeless" day. KFC @ Bedok Inter with Shermin Ty & Jong Jong :) And go read Qiqi's blog for more details about that cute lil boy getting turn on by her. HAHAHAA. Joke of the day man!!! & PRISON BREAK WAS DAMN GOOD OMG! (Y) SCOFIELD DIED!! HOW CAN HE!??!!

Friday: I'm w-o-l-s cus i only found out what "IMO" means today -.- What happen to me? && everyone's t-shirt is so funny. English after school. Oral practise with Ms Tan first, then went back to class, did emaths hw (YES! thank you Haziq!) and then Eng compre with Daanish & Wj & Ms Tan. & it's sooooo goood because i'm so darn happy seeing Daanish & Wj miserable!!!!!!!! (Y) Then went to art room to find Tay to say hello (yes i miss you kekeke) and then went to find Diana in the next room whoo! Talked for a while, before this lady came into the room, saying she want to lock up the room. -.- Seriously, all the canvas don't look they're drawn by our very BVians. Great job great job!

& when i came home and checked my inbox,

FOR MY DPA, SP EMAILED ME TO GO FOR INTERVIEW NEXT WEEEK!!!! I'M NOT PREPARED!!!!! MY PORTFOLIO IS NOT PREPARED!!!! DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!! I DON'T WANT TO SCREW THIS UP!!!!!!1

(& I'm deft not gonna show them my blog because its all rubbish-y and personal stuffs. If only my blog was like XXX and then maybe. \:)

It's not as bad because I've met the interviewer aka one of the lady at SP Xperience !!! So I may be less nervous, but then again... !??!!

& YES:

LAST FRIDAY's pics in another post, wanna dedicate my love to Darl because she love me like a rabbit love carrots (insiders :B)!!!! xxx

Deft coming up, not gonna procrastinate about this, but i'm using the Mac now, so when i use the desktop later i will upload fo'real! :D

Might be going lib tomorrow, to up my productivity :D

Messy post, i dont like/ I like :D

Ciao, off to do SS.

x x x

Laugh your troubles away

2009-07-23T22:30:00.004+08:00

I think I already broke down. Yes stress took major toll on me. (or is it that time or the month again -.-) I flared up today for no good reason, or simply because we're becoming more and more like the guys (no offence guys, but now i'm getting irritated by how we are getting more and more like ya all), we have different ideologies, we cannot come to a conclusion and decide "where we wanna go after school/what are we having for lunch/etc" because each of us has somewhere we want to go in mind, something that we want to do. WHY?

My plan of isolating myself is so hard to achieve. Because we are inter-dependent on each other. Nuff said. (Scroll down to my earlier posts titled Seeking Solace - that's what i meant).

There's Mt Everest-high load of stuffs to do. I don't know where to start. If you are climbing Mt Everest, you would start at the bottom right? Not get a jet to drop you in the middle of the Mt. My question with regards to the context of my studies is: WHERE IS THE BOTTOM? WHERE DO I START?

Up and coming: LIT TEST which we were only informed yesterday!!! Not that we don't know there's a test, but still... So I start with Lit, and then?!?!?!?!?!

Btw, need I remind myself that EXACTLY A WEEK TO PRELIMS!!!!!!! *GASP & FAINT WHILE I STILL CAN*

Proper posts while I still can during the weekends: I want to no longer feel the point of being guilty of using the Net. It shall be a form of de-stress, and only de-stress.

Ciao!

x x x

2009-07-22T18:22:00.001+08:00

I want to blog but i've got to jet! ):

x x x

2009-07-21T18:22:00.001+08:00

Lemme cheat because I realized the important of it:

10 MORE DAYS TO PRELIMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-19T00:02:00.004+08:00

I forgot that I've got an Emaths test on Monday!!!!!!!!!! Shall spend the whole day revising it!

Today(sat) is productive or maybe not. I did revised but I don't know if it goes into the hard disk in my brain, whether it's stored properly or not.

Anyway my twitter is removed! Save a lot of trouble for those w/o twitter! Anyway my purpose of having it locked is so that not everyone can see it, so why did i even put it up on my blog -.-

SO GO JOIN TWITTER :D

x x x

2009-07-16T21:38:00.003+08:00

OH YES the friggin' prelims are in two weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Guess how much I've studied, uh huh. Just got the time-table and everything else sucked.

O's, I want to get it over and done with. Same goes for you Prelims. You're all going downnnn!!!!!!!!

x x x

Let me shake up your world

2009-07-16T20:12:00.006+08:00

Sometimes people read too much into things, I know I do. It might be a good, it might be a bad thing, it depends.

Suddenly, I miss my bangs more than ever, my not so layered hair, i want it to grow back again. But i kept telling myself, now is not the time, now it's not the right time. Then i will ask myself again, then when is the right time?! For you see my internal conflicts are damn !@#%$%!!~!!!

1st floor of Block D blacked out ytd!!! Super funny. Physics is still NOT my thang, damn it.

Life is lifeless today. Thanks to Project Runway I slept at 12mn the day before. -.- I was so tired, the first three periods (mind you, its the heaviest, omg) were sooooo longggg it never seemed to end. During Chem test (which was killerrrr but I don't know why I thought i'm prepared?) I was so tired i slept during the 25 min paper. -.- I guess my mind can't think without enough oxygen, alamak. I'm going to sleep early tonight, though tmr don't really matter because we're gonna celebrate Youth Day! :D

Oh yes and SS in the lab for the third week in a row (I secretly wish that we won't ever complete what we have to do so we got the excuse to go back to the com lab ^^) and i showed Jy the emails between us two last year. SUPER FUNNY I TELL YOU. If the fonts don't look so weird I would have pasted em here and i promise you'll get fong shi while reading it HAHAHAHA (inside joke :B)

Anyway, I the Tomato had SUBWAY (Y) @ Tamp1 for lunch today with Shermin Ty Jong Jong & APPLE! :D My usual tuna w/ mayo still taste so good! (Y) Then went to shop for Ty's & Shermin's shoes and i tell you, Ty has no fate with shoes hahaha.

OH YES AND COTTON ON GOT MY FAVE FAKE RAY-BAN SHADES IN RED!!!! OMGGGGG I AM SO GETTING THAT!!!!!! Please wait for momma :D

Love the girls, and Apple HAHAHA :D

Meeting Darl tomorrow, whee. It seems we're seeing each other once a month now, esp in the middle of the month, which is (Y) :D

& thank you Mw for that pouch & the very sweet note! xoxo :* Now we've got the same pouch ^^

x x x

2009-07-13T18:16:00.002+08:00

Finally submitted my DPA application today, with 30 mins to spare, so a big big big thank you to Ms Tan for helping me to vet my character write up! Now my only worry is, what if NP didn't choose me?! What if SP or TP choose me?! Does this means I shouldn't have applied for all three schools?! I should have just applied for NP only right!!! But i don't want this scenario to happen: where NP don't choose me, and SP/TP don't even choose me, and after O's results are released I can't even go to the three of them?!?! Now i can only wait till 18 Aug. Omg damn long. ):

Finally (also) bought the school's baked potato!! DAMN (Y) SERIOUSLY!! Whoohooo love it when they added so much butter and bacon bits its just sooo goood. It would be even better if its smokin' hot!! So lunch was with the girls (Shermin Jy Tay) in school.

Had Eng summary remedial with Ms Tan and the guys. Need to re write my draft !!

Going to do some Physics laterz, + DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES! :D

OH AND AMATHS is killer now! :@

Okay tata!

x x x

Seeking solace

2009-07-12T16:16:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, I want to hide myself, away from people, the city, everyone and everything, but then I realize that it will never work, it will never happen, because everything and everyone is inter-dependent on one another - we rely on someone or something to give us that solace we yearned. When we get that solace, we moved on, yearning for something else that will give us the solace that we once yearned. So we are always yearning, wanting, wishing, hoping, for some thing to happen. Human beings is always looking for some things that they don't have, can never have, will never have. That's how we work. and I say that's bullshit.

Cheemotology ttm. (Y) if you understand. (N) & you suck, if you don't.

I remembered my Must-do-List, but I've only done 1 Physics paper. I'm not touching the rest either.

Anyhoo I'm gonna give myself a pat in the back because I've always avoided touching Physics, but I'm glad I've started and I don't see myself stopping any time soon. I believe it's the work of the Physics camp that gave me the push, even though it was about 3 weeks ago. Still not too late I say, there's still time, though it's flying away.

Seriously got to stop blogging but I feel really peaceful and angry and guilty ALL at the same time when I do so. Grrr.

Something completely OFF-topic:

The last one totally made my day! :D

x x x

Get it over and done with

2009-07-11T23:48:00.005+08:00

I should be sleeping/studying now but my hair is not dry so..

Internal conflicts still going on, when will it ever stop? After O's? Because that's when i can do SO MANY FREAKIN THANGS?! Grrrrrrrr. I'm not trying to grow up too fast, i just want to live my life to the fullest, the current, da life, and not just with books . i.e. I still HAVE NOT watched Transformers 2(!! OH MY SHIA!) and yet I love Shia soooo much!! & i wanted to watch HP but I guess i'm not interested in it already. Even the thought of watching New Moon doesn't excite me.

I don't want to regret. Ain't I regretting now? BUT I want to do well (FREAKING DISTINCTIONS YO!!!) for my O's because I KNOW I CAN (!!!!) and because I know that all these thangs can wait. The question is, do I want to wait? Must I wait? Will I be patient enough to do so?

So many dang conflicts but the main thing is O's, and nothing else!!! O's only!!! the one and only!!

Ranting might help, then i can really focus on my books after that. What a oxy-moron I am.

Must-Do-List:

Physics paper x 2 (!!! PRIORITY BECAUSE PHYSICS KILL!)
Chem paper x 2 or is it 1?
Emaths paper x 2
Emaths TYS
Amaths TYS
Literature (!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot afford to NOT ace this!!!! but i don't even know where to begin wtf)
Guess i need to do something about Humanities soon, prolly not so soon but i have to start soon. MUST START ALREADY!!! So how soon is my soon? Not so soon, very soon?

I realised that these Must-do-list/To-do-list might/will never be ticked/checked/cancelled/striked because after I close this window, read my post, and shut down, i will forget about it. -.-

(You can skip the whole chunk after this sentence.)

Another thing that should be mentioned in the previous post: Ting dreamt of Daddy a few nights ago, and she cried!! (Like i'm only sleeping beside her and i didn't even realise!? I must be such a dead log! Ok this is not my main point, my main point is..) Why didn't I ever dream of him? I always believed that dreams are just your thoughts, that's being reiterated to you in the visual form, through your eyes or someone's else, and that its sub-conscious. So does this means Daddy is not part of my sub-conscious, or is the work of God, that just because God answered Ahting's prayers that's why? Because it's unexplainable, I'm gonna point my fingers to God that its his doings that's why sis dreamt of Daddy. Guess I should be baptised too to dream of him huh? Ha

I shouldn't have changed skin because now i'm blogging daily! Why are all my words and inspirations only coming to me now when I'm not writing my journals?!?!??!

I ~~should~~ (should is not strong enough) MUST really REALLY REALLY stop using the net. Max 10mins to check twitter/facebook/google reader and nothing more! Die die have to scratch myself to stop my itch of using the internet!!

(OH but i haven't submit my DPA and i'm suppose to do it after Ms Tan email me LOL oxymoron again -.-)

Okay eyelids touching each other already ciao

x x x

Some pieces of puzzle are missing in my heart

2009-07-11T21:55:00.003+08:00

I know for a fact that when I look back in time, I will laugh heartily at what happen today.

SERIOUSLY (!!!) LIKE HAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA OMG STILL FEEL LIKE POURING WATER AT YOU SIM JIA YAN (read: lian ming dai xing!!) *holding a filled water bottle and checking that Tay & Marcus are not in between you and me!!!*

Super :O day!!!!

Today is a productive yet unproductive day. Nuff' said.

Mac breakfast for brunch (Y) Hotcakes is the bombz but they burn a hole-y in my pocket ):

Parkway for dinner with Ahting and we had CoffeeBean because she like their whole-day-breakfast-set or sth & we had pasta plus my fave mocha w/ whipped cream!! SEE QI QI JEALOUS NOT?! :D Plus not I pay eh!!

Then to Marks & Spencer and I got my fave sweets!!! Then to Mango and sis got a red rain coat which i swear she'll never get the chance to wear it in Sg. hahaha

Mum's in a part of MSIA that i don't know how to spell, and she'll be back home tmr afternoon and she didn't bring her keys out, so i have to be home -.-

& relatives from Taiwan are coming tmr night!! Sian i still got school if not i'll be going sightseeing with em'. ):

I think I need to type longer now that I got so much spaceeeee to write this sentence is not even all the way on the right side of the screen so what can i type to make it all the way to the right side of the screen? Hmmm lemme think ah... okay i'm typing as im thinking so i guess this should fill it up?? HAHAHA lame -.-

Ok bai bai!

x x x

2009-07-10T23:11:00.001+08:00

My links are finally up! Didn't take me long at all lol :D

Maybe I never did, maybe I did..

2009-07-10T20:48:00.003+08:00

I have 15 mins before the laptop batt goes flat, soo...

So glad to see Nurul Edmund Iskandar and the rest @ NP today! & NP Poly experience is (Y)! should've gone for the other days too!!

I got cheese fries from Makan Place + lots & lots of cheese :D

Multiple internal conflicts! There's so many things i wanna do, there's so many things I MUST DO! Like mugging for eg. -.-

Yayah is so ke ai when ta zai jiang hua yu. Like LOL!! Sometimes she understands, sometimes she don't!!

Been blogging daily now? Cus of the new skin whoohoo! Still need to get my links up, eek -.-

12 mins left..

Okay gonna blog hop/ Twitter now! :D

x x x

"Don't wanna hurt the people I care about"

2009-07-09T18:14:00.004+08:00

I needa put up my links!!! Walao eh, didn't know it was that important!! Ha, CHERISH PEOPLE!! Okay gonna put them up over the weekends, when I'm not irritated by putting up the links. ^^

Talked a lot today, and I realized a lot of things! Intellectual talks whoohoo ^^ :B

Please know that I love you all, my friends, in many many ways ^^

i.e. STRANGLING YOU - SEE QI QI BECAUSE YOU SHAKE HAZIQ'S HANDS FIRST!!!! :@ !!! Hahahaa and then your face turned BRIGHT RED LIKE TOMATOES!!!! That is SO my joke of the day omg hahaha.

& LEE T Y thank you for your aluminium rose :D I think i'm the ONLY ONE who kept the ones you made the other time!! (*points at See Qi Qi because I think she didn't!!!!*

& SHERLYN because you were talking durians, i wrote durians for English when I was supposed to write about something else!!!!!!! :@ tsk!!!!

& JAIME hahahahhaha i am a smexy penguin!!

& JY hahahaha er ren shi jie w you today whoo hoo :P kekekekek

& MW please remember what i told ya kkk!! Talk to me, baby, whenever, wherever!! :D

& JONG JONG PLEASE GET WELL SOON!

I can't believe History didn't repeat! Perhaps things are not meant to be...?? :O

Super a lot of smiley faces because I doing them as im typing muahahahahaha :D

Gotta jettttt!

& LISTEN TO 21 GUNS - GREEN DAY!!! GO GO GO!!1

x x x

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

2009-07-08T19:26:00.002+08:00

Lovin' Green Day's 21 Guns!!!

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

You're in ruins..

x x x

"Other peoples lonliness is enthralling to me"

2009-07-06T16:59:00.003+08:00

I'm not going to touch DPA for now. It's scaring the shit out of me. Big shoutouts to everyone I've asked for help, especially Yayah & Derick! Hope we all get passed DPA and get into the course of our choice wheee! :)

I'm lovin' four of my Portugese egg tarts whoohoo! :D

Desperate Housewives tonight, yo!

Good Girl Go Bad

2009-07-06T15:20:00.002+08:00

Lovin' the new skin! And the thing that's missing is titles, omgwtfbbq.

So yes titles are totally irrelevant to this post whoohooo :)

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DPA is killing me!! i still don't know what to write!!

x x x

2009-07-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

(Y) nasi lemak & (Y) tau huey/youtiao/portuguese egg tart!!!!!!!

Supper is (Y) :D

2009-07-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

Losing my drive, my motivation, my goals.

Lost it.

Couldn't find it back.

Things i wanted so badly are things that i find a chore/bore/nothing more now.

Yes i'm talking about DPA, and other things the world wide web doesn't have to know.

I thought it was lack of sleep.

Hell no.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

2009-07-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

Can you spell unproductive? Yeah that's pre-t much how it is for me today. Damn it.

2009-07-03T22:55:00.003+08:00

I AM SUPER SUPER SUPER DONE WITH MY JOURNALS!!!!!!

I ALSO EMAILED BOTH TO MS TAN ALREADY!

I think i will die for July journal. Since both May & June killed me already. -.-

OKAY to begin with: I will die now. PRELIMS IS A MONTH & LESS AWAY!!!!!!! & it concerns my DPA!!!!!! HOW HOW HOW!?!?!?!

Okay frigging out now.

A few thankyou(s):

Thank you JONG JONG (^^) for your PE shirt or else I'll have no PE today and I can't play badminton!!

Thank you QI QI (^^) for your black fbts or else I'll have no PE today and I can't play badminton since i was wearing white lololol!!!

Thank you JY JY (^^) for playing badminton w me AGAIN ON A FRIDAY!!!!! WHOOOOO DAMN SHIOK AND YES IF MY ARMS ARE SORE TMR YOU'LL KNOW WHY :D

Thank you Chriss for singing when we were waiting for our turn during oral. It actually calmed me down and i relaxed a whole lot when i sang along too ^^ THANK YOU!!

& YES NO SCHOOL ON MONDAY THANKS TO YOUTH DAY! ME IS A YOUTH :D

& THANK YOU TO MS TAN IN ADVANCE FOR THE PIZZAS ON TUES ! :D

I'M A HAPPY GIRL WHOOHOO!!!

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Now.... TIME TO CATCH UP ON A LOT OF ZZZZZZ BECAUSE TGIF & TIAS (TMR IS A SAT HAHAHA I JUST MADE THAT UP :D)

And then prepare my strengths/reasons why i wanna go MASS COMM IN NP + 2 other courses but i have no decided omg omg omg/how can I contribute to the industry after i graduate & EMAIL IT TO BOTH MS TAN AND MS KOH aka XU LAO SHI (HAHAHA JY SEE THIS!!)

Okay a tad too high.

x x x

2009-07-03T17:16:00.002+08:00

When i said "shoot me" in my previous post, you should have, because the oral is about YOG 2010 and all i think of is "err... hmmmm errrr" and my points don't sound like it made any sense!!!!!!! where did all my adjectives go to?!?!!?! wtf seriously. i should have continued with tuition and at least practice once a week for 2 hours or sth instead! Like fml big time!

Well it only made me realise that english is still da bestz!!! English fo' life yo!!!

x x x

2009-07-02T21:01:00.003+08:00

Quick post: I KNOW HOW TO STOP GETTING DISTRACTED ALREADY! (or maybe not...)

Because ah, when i disconnect the internet i can actually concentrate and type!!

BUT NOT FOR LONG!!! SEE IM HERE AGAIN!!! Idiot -.-

But still, it's a baby step ^^ Whoohoo

OKAY I AM STILL NOT DONE WITH MY JOURNAL!

O LVL CHINESE ORAL TMR PLS SHOOT ME!!!!! AND BRING TIE EVERYONE!!!

X X X

2009-07-01T18:57:00.003+08:00

AIM: Finish Part 1 of June journal i.e. the SYMC part by 9pm! i am left with two hours! GO ME!!

EDIT @ 9PM: You know there's 3 days of SYMC 09 right. Guess how much i'm done with: DAY ONE OF SYMC! HAHAHAHAHA I suck right. omg -.- 5 HOURS LEH. -.- Ok bye.

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EDITED @ 10.30PM: No i'm still not done with my journal, THEN WHY AM I STILL HERE!?!?!??!?!

I hate thyself. But its okay, because at the end of the it's gonna be another masterpiece. WHOO GOOOO MEEEEEEE! OLE OLE OLE!

Ha i wish.

Here's another one of the two cutie pies - I can never get enough of them. I think i've morphed them into cam-whoring freaks hahha because the one on the right aka Valencia knows how to click the button and smile and say cheese for the stupid hole on this Macbook. HAHA the next time they're coming over i'm getting them to do the many many efftects one ^^ COOL SHIT YO!

OKAY GET BACK TO FRIGGIN JOURNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & I've not done EMaths hw DIE DIE DIE DIE !!!

x x x

2009-07-01T17:24:00.004+08:00

I started my June journal around 4pm, so it has been 1.5 hours and im still at the FIRST PARAGRAPH!!!!

WHY AM I ALWAYS SO SLOW?!?!?!?!?! Walao always get distracted -.-

Kekeke they can be so annoying (which is why i don't want to raise kids), yet they're always such cutie pies!

x x x

2009-06-30T19:01:00.002+08:00

YESSSSS I'M DONE AND OVER WITH MY PROPOSAL !!!!!!!

It exceeds by a thousand words but who cares ^^

Whooo now time for my June journal...

I've learnt to - Set a VERY realistic aim muahahahahhahhahahaa

2009-06-30T16:14:00.001+08:00

Aim: Finish my proposal before Mama comes home so which means i have around 2 hours. GO MEEEE

2009-06-29T17:04:00.002+08:00

Just finished updating everyone's thumbdrive & Afiq's memory card whoo! Get ready for all the photos peeps! There are super unglamz ones but there are still nice ones HAHA

I want to blog but I still got Eng to do ):

Okay ciao!

x x x

2009-06-28T18:00:00.003+08:00

I K.O.-ed LITERATURE HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whooo!!

Now for the rest... Oh man ):

2009-06-27T11:32:00.002+08:00

3.5 Lit passages = 7 qns to be done
Proposal (THIS IS SHIT I NEED TO CUT DOWN OR WRITE LONGER?!)
June Journal june is one of the best months ever, or not, so many shit gg on.
Edit May Journal the last part is crap
HIST CONCLUSION CANNOT BE LAZY TO THINK ALR!
EMaths try again
AMaths try again

What is there for Chem and Physics? & there is both chem and physics on MONDAY!!!!!!

Why is time so short?

I'm freaking out right now na na na

x x x

2009-06-26T09:16:00.002+08:00

R.I.P. MICHEAL JACKSON

Like :O & O.O

I'm 16 mins late and i'm still here! HAHA

Bye

2009-06-25T20:32:00.001+08:00

2009-06-25T15:07:00.004+08:00

Eating lunch noww. I wish i can just throw the whole wireless router to the ground and jump on it on, pour chilli sauce all over it, flushed it down the toilet bowl and then it will be so wrecked that there's no internet at home and i wont get distracted ^^ good idea, no? Since me being stucked at home is also not doing me any good since words are not coming to me for my Lit like how I am blogging which is just thoughts and fragments from my mind. I have to search deeper for words in my mind for Lit and English!!!! Can't stand staring at the blank paper with all of my scribbles, or the blank screen. I kept staring at it. Damn it!!!!!

I need to be thinking constantly, of school work, yes, and nothing else, hw hw hw hw. Thinking of what to write for my proposal. My proposal is nowhere near finish, and i already exceeded the word limit. GG to me! -.-

Can't wait for tmr! Birthday celebration: Badminton, cards, sushi, shades, sun tan, sun protection, cam-whore, sandwiches, hotdogs w/ bread, awesome company - the best and nothing else, and $$ flying away into the cashier because it is a dog-eat-dog world.

Have to dig $ out later!

Tata!

x x x

2009-06-23T19:58:00.000+08:00

This personality profile is based on the writing of Jazmyne Gwee created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program.

Jazmyne uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Jazmyne does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Jazmyne will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Jazmyne is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

Jazmyne tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Jazmyne writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Jazmyne will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says "she didn't hear you", she really means, she didn't hear you.

Jazmyne will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Jazmyne's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Jazmyne slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Jazmyne can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Jazmyne's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Jazmyne that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Jazmyne also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Jazmyne is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Jazmyne's self-concept is artificially low. Jazmyne will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Jazmyne to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Jazmyne is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Jazmyne is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Something is incomplete in Jazmyne's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Jazmyne's sexual needs.

I did this around 12noon, & I thought about this for the whole afternoon. Some parts are really true, some parts are just :O. Now i know why I'm like this.. or that..

However, like all other personality quiz, I don't really trust em, they're just, bogus? How you can let someone or in this case, something, who don't know you, who only makes assumptions due to the few questions you've answered? To hell with their university degrees or bachelors or whatever.

Plus handwriting is just different. It's never constant. No one word or signature will be the same, they may look the same, but they're no doubt not the same!!!

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I'm overwhelmed (overwhelmed is underrated - I'm feeling a tad more than that) by Lit, how others can score, why some, specifically - I, can't, how to get my A1 in 4months and less, how to finish up my 4 Unseen passages.

On a side note, thank you Sherlyn for doing the group one, maybe you can teach me!!
& Thankyou Lia & Mw ^^ :)

OH yes and Zl was being a funny entertainer!! I know you're trying to make me laugh with your jokes, but sometimes you don't have to try.

No more late nights today, no more SMSes. Physics Camp tmr, + Bill's gonna burst.

Tata for now!

x x x

2009-06-23T13:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was good! :D

I'm down with 1 lit passage & EMaths paper! MANY MORE TO GO!

GO MEEEE!!!

Damn tempted to change skin, but I don't think now's the right time... hmmm.

& FML: School hol's not gonna extend!

x x x

2009-06-21T18:10:00.002+08:00

I'M FINALLY DONE WITH MY MAY JOURNAL

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zhenlu would know how long i took. HAHAHA

OK One down, many more to go!!!!!!

GO MEEEEE!!!!!

2009-06-21T14:41:00.003+08:00

♥♥♥

Because you made my day, like always :)

xoxo

Met Darl on the 18th, Wednesday after Media camp where I took bus 14 from Clementi Interchange and it took one and a half hour ride to Katong, and after that there were lemons and lime on my butt!!

Dinner @ Astons which I queued for half an hour which is quite short considering it was already 7.30pm already, and Darl's timing were perfect! (Y) Both of us chicken, hers was Teriyaki while mine was Chargrill and both of us had mug rootbeer ^^

Talked for about 2 hours or less or more I lost count but it was great catching up!! ^^

& she drove me home after that wheee :D

Love you Darl xoxo ♥

x x x

2009-06-20T23:18:00.002+08:00

It has been exactly 7 years, 2494 days, and 59856 hours (& counting).

& tomorrow is Father's Day. -.-

2009-06-19T18:44:00.001+08:00

Hate to say this, but i've officially wasted my whole afternoon away. GG & GL to me. ):

2009-06-19T13:43:00.002+08:00

Koped this from Shermin's blog:

English May Journal
English June Journal
English Compre Paper 2
English Prposal & Speech Draft and Essay
A math WS
Chemistry Mock Exam Paper
Physics Worksheet
~~History Cold War Essays~~ except for conclusions i was lazy to think
Lit Unseen Passages
E math WS

I am basically screwed. FML.

2009-06-19T13:08:00.002+08:00

Been staring at my MS Word for the past hour. 60 MINUTES ALREADY YOU KNOW. & I only wrote one sentence. What is wrong with me?

2009-06-19T11:42:00.002+08:00

GOT MY HANDS ON JONAS BROTHER'S

LINES, VINES, AND TRYING TIMES!!

ITS ON REPEAT

ON MY ITUNES

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE THEM LOVE THEM LOVE THEM

LOVE NICK LOVE NICK LOVE NICK

When's the last time I went crazy over such thangs... JT/JayChou??

x x x

2009-06-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

I apologise to Jy & Diana & Tay because i had to cancel our cycling trip. Sorry, please forgive me. I pinky-swear I'll make it up to you all. Please please don't hold it against me. You all still love me right?!?!

I guess our next cycling date (or any date, for that matter,) would be.. idk when, and that's why i'm feeling so bad because i know this trip means a lot to 4 of us since we'll prolly never go out together as the 4 of us till after our major N's & O's. ):

Thank you all for being understanding. Xoxo to ya all from the bottom of my heart!!!!

2009-06-13T21:58:00.005+08:00

Today is a damn shiok day! Out with Ahting & Sean. Had Crystal Jade (TZUYING LOOK HERE MUAHAHAHA) for Brunch, and MP Lib to mug, then Zen @ ECP for dinner!!!

I swear the Facebook note Nica tagged me is damn hilarious after I posted it and peeps commented it! I SWEAR!! ESP the TAI TAI PART. YOU ALL MUST BE KIDDING ME RIGHT!!!!

So let's see, these past 2 weeks of the June Holidays (YES TWO FRIGGIN' WEEKS HAS PAST AND I'VE NOT STARTED MUGGING. NOT AT ALL. MUGGING FOR MOCK EXAMS? OH PLEASE!!! BULL SHIT!!) is super duper lovely and packed because of the company I have yo. :D

I have pictures to post, pictures to send, but i guess I'm soooo lazy it'll have to be other time!

Sorry to MG peeps and peeps from Sheryl's chalet who wanted pictures!

& SORRY TO "US" because you wanted to see pictures esp of youknowwho HAHAHHAHAHAHA :P BLEH @ YOU TOO!

Time to really isolate myself from distractions, AND MAKE LOVE TO BOOKS, NOTES, AND OTHER RELATED STUFFS!!!!!

But that will have to wait. Next week is packed too!

HELLO MIAOWEN THE BABELICIOUS AND YAYAH THE PANTAT! WILL BE SEEING YA GUYS THREE TIMES NEXT WEEK FOR LONG HOURS :D WHEEEEEE :D

HELLO HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE CUS ANNA THE COUSIN WON TICKETS WHOOO

HELLO JY TAY DIANA FOR CYCLING DATE !!! CAN'T WAIT!!! :D

And yes Darl, are you free next week too? I can meet ya for dinnerrrrr on Mon/Tues/Wed, if i could see you next week, next weeek would be perrrr-fect whoooooo :D

& YES!!!!!! LINES, VINES AND TRYING TIMES OUT NEXT WEEEEK TOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE NICK LOVE NICK LOVE NICK HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE NICK OMG OMG OMG

(I wonder how he looks like with beards/moustache........ EW EW EW EW NO NO NO NO *shaking the thought out of my head like how Haziq does HAHAHAHAHAHA*)

Yes I'm getting too high for my own good! :D

Okay bye bye bye love ya all!!!

2009-06-11T22:52:00.002+08:00

Reason #1 why I love Twitter:

NICK JONAS's UDPATES!!!

Can't wait for LINES, VINES AND TRYING TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

2009-06-11T21:27:00.005+08:00

IS SHIA LABEOUF HAWT TO THE MAX OR WHAT?!

Can't wait for TRANSFORMERS 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To hell with Korea because they had their premiere already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmmmm I seem to have a thing for men with beards/moustaches... I like JT that way too :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHA

x x x

2009-06-05T22:36:00.002+08:00

ANOTHER MUST WATCH:

NOW YOU KNOW WHY I LOVE HIM TTM/SO MUCH & WHY I'M SO IN LOVE WITH HIM \m/

2009-06-04T22:46:00.003+08:00

a fine frenzy - almost lover

Miaowen this is for you too :D

2009-06-04T19:02:00.002+08:00

I've just typed a long thank you post to everyone important in my life right now. But i don't feel safe posting it. Gah, why am i so weird. -.-

Mock exams are over for now.. except for Chem's which is next Thursday. '

MIAOWEN JUST SHOWED ME UTUBE VID: MUST WATCH!!!!!!!!!!! SUPER HILARIOUS!!!!!1

CIAO! X X X