Study dates anyone? 

7 A1s 7 A1s 7 DISTINCTIONS 7 DISTINCTIONS 7 DISTINCTIONS!!!!! 

& to think, CT1 09 is in 5 days. 

"Omg" can't even explain the feeling i'm feeling right now. 

Need. To. Study. 

Happy Birthday to Me Myself & I!

I turn sixteeeen on the 16th. How cool is that! :)

My Thankyou's are in another post. Hehehe.

Love love love ya all xoxoxo 

x x x

Short & sweet updates:

English Composition Workshop from 10am-1pm + Airport after that to celebrate my bday with Jy Shermin Tay Diana Rizuan Daryl + Popeyes which were damn shiok! & the price also went up eeeeek stupid recession + SURPRISE CAKE FOR ME OMG SO SWEET OF YA ALL (L)(K) hehehehe + Camwhore + Gossips =  ♥♥♥ = A great day = A happy me!

Thankya all so much for everthing today!

(L) ya girls vvv much! 

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& HOTSHOT damn exciting to the max now that Dongfangxiang knows who is Qiugui but he cannot tell JieEr that he knows or she will run away again!!!!!! Kekekekeke

Black pepper crab tomorrow muahahahahahhaa

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I apologise if  I ever made you doubt yourself. It just came as a big surprise simply because I wasn't expecting it & it made me realized that I'm special to you, so it's definitely a good thing!! :) 

Because we've not been keeping in touch as much as we used to, thanks to school being so fast-paced, and i don't want to lose touch, i don't want us to drift apart, please oh god no. I overreacted because I really didn't thought you'd be so sweet, it's so out of the blue, so sudden! 

I hope I didn't hurt your feelings by adding that, though I think i did ):

Please reply, & I want to tell you these. 

Productive day, both in studies and leisure! 

Lib with Shermin + Jeremy first. I brought pineapple tarts (!!) and packet drinks to snack in the lib hahaha I amused myself :) & No, i'm not celebrating CNY in the library HAHA. Did Emaths/Amaths/Lit/& more Amaths. Need to focus more, and do things faster cus i didn't get to do History revision + Chinese hw which I owed for weeks already. 

Then on the way to Parkway, saw Chinken&Mian. Then to Popular and to Parkway then home. 

Changed, watched 30 mins of my Hotshot(!!!!) and out to meet the sisters at FarEastPlaza. They were doing their mani&pedi and watching House Bunny hahaha. 

FEP + Tangs + Isetan @ Shaw + Wheelock for dinner + Plaza Sing for damn-gao chocolate brownie @ Cartel + Cathay for movie @11pm (The Curious Case Of Benjamin Buttons) + cabbed home at 2.30am. 

The movie is damn freaking good! If you can tahan 3 hours of movie then go watch it!! 

BRAD PITT IS DAMN HOT IN HIS EARLY DAYS ZOMG SOOO HAWT !!!!!!!! 

Okay ciao. 

x x x 

I feel so blessed at the moment. Enough said, lest I jinx it. 

Happy NIu Year!

Updates for CNiuY!

Sunday: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DERICK! 

SIS painted red nails for me! :D

Did a bit of cleaning up, a very trivial spring cleaning. 

Reunions dinner @ grandma's place, which is three storey down hahaha. It was nothing special, since I see the family and cousins from Dad's side every day, since we all live so close together. 

The only highlight was the spread of food! Seriously, the shark's fin 3shen made was (Y)! I think I had like 4 bowls hahaha. Collected angpaos ($.$) and all. 

The funny thing was that the same mandarin oranges was just anyhow anyhow passed around, when we the young ones passem them to the old ones, the old ones returned the same ones to us the the young ones. And in the end, all the oranges belonged to Nainai hahaha. 

Played sparklers with Jonathan. The whole pack of 100 sticks was gone in 30 mins. Yes we played that fast. 

Mahjong at night. I wore my red OBS shirt and my red fbts!  Me, Ahting, Sean, 4shen. Mama played too, she took over Sean after he left. I won $11!! :D HAHA. 

I slept at close to 4am, watching Tropic Thunder with Fei. Funny movie. 

Monday CHU 1: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERLYN! :D

Woke up at 11am. So shiok. Changed and went to nainai's house again. It's sort of a tradition every year to go her house again before we leave to bai nian outside.

We went to maternal GrandAunt's place first. Had another huge spread of food for lunch. Damn shiok. 

Mama&DAjie stayed to play mahjong. Kor drove me and fei to IKEA! Bought tons of stuffs. Then to Giant and I bought FBTs, this time in blueee! Then went back to fetch Mama & sis. Then we went to Alicia's house, but didn't catch her there. Played with Johnny, the maltese, damn cutteee. 

Then to another of Mama's friend's house. 

Dinner @ Alforno was (Y) super shiok omg and i saw LiouJing! :)

Then was home and played another round of mahjong with Kor + his friend Eugene + Mama. 

Then Kor drove Fei, Mama, Ting, Anna & I to Century & caught the Wedding Game @ 11.15pm and it was sooo low production and I swear Christopher Lee was almost naked throughout the movie!!! Anna fell asleep halfway thru the movie cus it was way past her bed time lol

Kor came to pick us up and I thought Mac was 24/7!!! ):

Slept at 4am

Tuesday: Woke up at 11am and had Steamboat next door. Damn shiok. I'd never eaten so much abalone in my life hahahhaha. 

Then out to bai nian again. Sean came with us today. Went to Mama's friends place again, a few houses away, then to find other distant relatives at Pasir Ris, then all the way to Ang Mo Kio lol.

Kor drove us home after that. Then we went to #02-01. Played black jack and I won $4! :D

Had steamboat again for dinner. You have no idea how shiok it was!!! 

Then I was chionging hw while Mama, 4shen, Ting, & Sean was playing mahjong right in front of me!!! Tsktsktsk

I slept at 1am though I have school the next day. 

I've got tons more of picchas. Some are up on Facebook alr, Sis uploaded them :)

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You're a trainwreck but I wouldn't love you if you change. x x x

Name: Gwee Yi Xuan
Date: 1/31/2009
Colorgenics Number: 37512460

You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will!

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.

Click to do it! 

(Can I just say that THIS IS FRIGGIN 95% ACCURATE?!?!??!?!?!?!?! & THE FACT THAT THE RESULTS DIDN'T CHANGE EVEN AFTER I TRIED IT FOR THE 2ND TIME MAKES IT EVEN HARD TO BELIEVE!!!!!)

That's exactly how I've been feeling these days. The stress, the thought that I couldn't this and that, the limits that I have.

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No time no time no time life is so freaking hectic

I just want to exclaim that JAYCHOU is on TV now &&&& LiouJing lent me his MoJieZuo(?) album WHEEEEHOOOO SO HAPPPPYYYY!!!

On the other hand, damn tired damn tired damn tired.

I'm going to miss HOTSHOT tmr!!!!!! Hope i can catch the 7pm one pre-t please?

x x x

Mad

Got my hair dyed back to black, specially for CNY. Waiting for the dye to do its thang before I go wash my hair. This might be the last time I'm dye-ing it, and wait for da O's to be over and then it's gonna be any colour that I fancy, prolly red or gold, with blonde streaks and hahaha sound so.. mad. 

Speaking of MAD,  must listen to this!!!! (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)

Mad - Ne-Yo

& Hotshot hotshot hotshot!!!! *jumps around* 

x x x

♡

Hadn't laughed so hard since..i-don't-know-when. All I know is I love 4e2'09 because IT'S DA BOMBZZZZZZZ & I LOVE THEM ALL VVVVVVVV MUCH for they make me feel whole, make me feel like i'm part of this BIG FAMILYYY don't cha all feel the love, the together-ness, don'tcha, don'tcha? wheeeheee ♡♡♡

Big big big huge huge huge shoutout to: Kaylie Yayah Ara Aqilah Nanah Jiayan Shermin Sweetheart Samantha Jaime Line Tzuying(Zinc!) KimWeeeeee Jeremy Zhenlu Derick Haziq MarcusSoh because you all deserve a round of applause for painting the class w/ whitewash in whichever possible, and indefinitely making my day!! ♡♡♡ 

I am the SUPERWOMAN because I got ladder for us to paint on! HAHAHA :D 

& some ideas were really *WOW who would ever think of that?!*kinda thing yknow!!!

& (K)(K) to Jiayan for your plaster! ♡♡♡

&&  I ♡ all the talks & gossips & bitching sessions because a) I'm a girl LOL :P b) it just bond all of us together sooooo much!

&&& HAHHAHAHA @ ZL BECAUSE OF YOUR SPECIAL TALENT! - To catch food like a fish! and just knowing that the food can stick to your tongue HAHAHAHAHAHA 

I don't want all these to change k ! 

love ya alll vvvvv much from the bottom of my heart ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

x x x 

J ♡

Since I'm already finding chunks of info off the net, why not direct my mouse to my Dashboard and type in a feel few heartfelt words?

David Archuleta is making me meltz! 

& I think I'm crazy fantasizing about Twilight AGAIN because Afiq brought his to school today and I was secretly trying to read it during SS and omg got me hooked like an addict, and the only part I read was when Edward saved Bella from the alley when Bella and the gals were in Port Angelos(?)! Hehe you tell me am I Stephanie Meyer's No. 1 fan or am I?!

I'm also aware of a few things that I need to change, before it's too late.

I'm still very broke. Hate having money issues. I need to break out of the vicious cycle! 

Off to direct my mouse to somewhere else, i.e. Facebook?

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Many and lots of thoughts going through my head. 

I'm anticipating CNY this year. Mainly because of the red packets. and what's in it.

I dreamt of my O level results last night. I got A1 for English, and both B3 for E&A Maths, wtf? I also rmbed that I got 4 distinctions. Apparently I don't remember the rest. Hmm. 

Been pre-t slack these days. I need to get my study mojo back! 

Updating songs on my phone :) 

Ciao

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Time to update, or not. 

Anyway life pretty much sucks these days. Homework is piling up, Emaths + Chem test next week, and tons of filing to do. I was about to say that I need more than 24 hours a day but I realize that's just cheap talk.

Life is bore, a chore, without the key to open the door. 

1/fourth of 4e2 is gone today. All sick, and some of those presents are also sick. 

I want to meet my dearies. Miss ya all vvvv much!

All I want now is a little more time, for us to spend together. 

ciao

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School's been a bitch. Nuff' said. 

Tomorrow is SuperTeens, all the way till Sat. This 3-day workshop starting Thursday and ending on Sat is from 8am to 9pm please. Thanks to this workshop, lessons have been cancelled, my Sat plans are cancelled (SORRY NICA & SHERYL!) and I can't watch HotShot and its the exciting episode(!!), and aiyah basically everything's put on hold. Mama is supposed to go for the workshop on Sat too but she's working eh, & Kor thinks this is a waste of time why am I always going for such stuffs and I can only reply indignantly it's compulsory. Hope this really really helps. It's time to get rid of my bad habits - procrastination, fear, distractions, no motivation. 

My first Lit lesson in 09 has been an eye-opener, because Mrs Cheong wants so many things done. I hope that she can really push me, motivate me, and ultimately prepare me to score for Os. Though time is short, with only 6-7 months, I really hope she can do it. (Nanah and I banged our heads against each other when we were sitting down hahaha.)

My first Physics lesson in 09 with Ms Chia. Focus focus hocus pocus. The rest are still okay, I hope. 

Mrs G.Hua didn't come today for SS - she got a three-week course or sth? So I was just chatting with Shermin & Jy :)

Lunched in school with Amanda, Samantha, Daanish & Zhenlu, then we were just sitting there doing nothing, lazy to move our butts, then Jiayan came out from Bio and she lunched with us too. I wanted to go to the library, but was feeling so sleepy man. 

Then headed to Eastpoint via mrt with Jy for Popular and so I can use her popular card hehehe :) Bought a 2009 planner in GOLD which is more like shiny yellow but it looks like gold so yep, and reinforcement rings and pink marker and poof, the $ I saved for this week is gone. I better pay back what I owe to Choir before the CNY (!!). We both laugh like mad, it was sooo fun :D

Thank you for your card, Jy! :) ♡ 

Slept in the bus on my way home, so shiok. I'm still tired. ): 

Btw T.I got a new song feat. JT yes? 

I like chunky posts like this. :D

Note to self: Upcomings! 

x Superteens

x Physics proj

x Lit ppt

x Lit workshop (which is on the same day as...)

x Cheerleading refresher course 

x Nica on Sunday! :) 

I need a breather. & $$ka-chings$$ too.

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From Bravenet.com Horoscopes that comes in to my inbox everyday:

Aquarius:
Your feelings are liable to interfere with sound thinking. You need to sort through emotions and logic and find a comfortable meeting ground of the two.

I ask, how?   

Look into your heart and you'll find love

Livejournal-hopped and found this! CLICK! Yeah I joined it :D

Minor changes to my blog. Lazy to change skin. I'm not tired of it though. Georgia is soooo overrated. Everyone is using it. I used to be "everyone". Now i got the urge to blog more.

Lots of things has been going through my mind. I should be spending my time wisely. Tidying up everything that is left everywhere. I gotta pick up the pieces, but I'm not doing so. Frustration. A bugging feeling. I can't seem to sit down and cwork. I will get distracted. I hate my table. I hate how I want to keep everything for reference and ended up not referring back to them at all. I'm lazy to get my butt out of the house to go to the library. 

I love the net. It's so easy. I hate hw. It's so hard. Why should I continue doing something that I can't do? 

I shall blog on a weekly basis. Everything else shall be written down somewhere else,  I have too many notebooks that are too nice to be used. Wo she bu de yong. As much as I would like to use the net everyday, i have to make sacrifices, to kick my bad habits, even it (habit) is still there. I hope my teachers are able to push me, to motivate me. I really need that huge push from the back, in order for me to go forward. 

Focus. Self-motivation. Save. Concentrate. Self-disciplined. Those are my 2009 resolutions. Because without these in 2009, I can see myself flunking Os.

I keep telling myself to focus. But when I see something so hard, i.e. Redox reactions (which are super super hard the textbook is confusing for god's sake -.-) I find it hard to focus, and my mind start to wander, somewhere totally not related and totally irrelevant. 

I've wasted my whole day away. Hate hate hate hate it.

Help? 

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