I am really really going crazyyyy

Self-reminder:

THERE IS ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD AFTER 11/11/09 TO PLAY, PARTY, HAVE FUN, SHOP, TWEET, BLOG, CHILL, RELAX, WATCH TV,

NOW IS NOT THE TIME!!!!!!!!

AM I CLEAR?

YES!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T HEAR MYSELF!

YESSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10 POINTS HERE I COME!!!!!

X X X

The Scientist

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

I'm going crazy

Sudden outburst of thoughts.

I want to have no regards for time at all. Whether the sun is up or the moon is up (oh wait they are forever up), whether how the earth rotates on its axis (?? shit I can't even do pri science!!), whether the sky is bright or dark, i don't want to care.

Our life is so incorporated into time that everything we do is about time, time, speed, fast, speed, quick, hurry, hours, minutes, seconds. E.g. breakfast is before noon, lunch is during noon, dinner is evening, supper @ night, study work 9-5.

"There's a time and place for everything." Oh how true.

It's 9.35pm now. Why can't it be 6am or 3pm?

Which reminds me that our body clock is the most redundant thing ever. I want to make up for lost time. That is why i don't want time to stand in my way. It is. Like, sleeping when I'm supposed to. I think i'm crazy to say this, but I rather do w/o sleep so that I can study, to make up for the time during the day when i DID NOT study.

I am running against time.

Then again, without time equate to no order. Chaos. YES I think i need a bit of chaos in my life right now. Hair-pulling moments. Head-banging moments. Crazy-jumping-up-and-down moments. Screaming-and-shouting moments. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH-ing moments. OMG-OMG-OMG moments.

Where are you all, XXX moments?

6 hours gone since I was home. I should be doing Lit/Emaths/Physics/Amaths.

Oh fuck.

x x x

GET THIS!!!!!! I don't believe it until Chriss showed me this!!!!!:

Coldplay's "The Scientist" use reverse chronology in which a scene plays backwards while someone sings normally. This is done by filming the video chronologically but getting the actor to sing the lyrics backwards.

Hats off to COLDPLAY!! You've just gain another fan!!!! :O

I WANT TO DO STH LIKE IT TOO!!!

Are we still friends?

I want to know..

Nothing is ever build to last

Taking a break from Prelims. Today don't feel like Thursday. It feels like Friday. But most of all, it feels like Prelims is over!!

Was out with the girls Shermin Ty Jong Jong Sherlyn Jaimeh & the guys Marcus + Haziq after History paper today. Mac brekky + Popular + GV + HangTen @ Tamp Inter should have checked first! + Bedok Inter + HangTen but OOS ): + Mac lunchy SHAKER FRIES & $1 coke + 33-ed home

Damn, we were all so excited yesterday when we knew we had to wear our own red tee for NDP celebrations tmr! Cus we wanted to get the same red tee! Saw the ad in 8Days where HangTen is selling the official NDP t-shirt @ $8 for min. 2 pieces! So wanted to get that and we could alll wear the SAME tee, cool shit, yes? But damn, all the S sizes are OOS, left all the big big sizes where the shirt itself can become a dress cus it covers our skirts even!

So now we're all gonna wear the 06 one instead. & why this year no free red tee?!?!?! Then what are we getting for souvenirs?!

More details @Shermin's!

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Somehow dirtymasquerade has become a place where my trust is rightly placed. It has yet to betray me, or not that i know.

In a mood to do self-reflection. Need to come to terms with the things I can change and the things i cannot change. For example, what has been done is already done: i cant change history. & the things that CAN be done, must, should and will be done. O's is one. First and foremost is Oral on the 18th which I hope practice makes perfect!

Have to take things in my stride, accept things for the way they are, even if i change, or attempt to change it, it might work, it might not work. Why are there always two sides to everything?

My stress meter is on red alert, still haven't tamed it. I have no right to flare at anybody, no one deserves my chao bin. That means i have to suck it in, and handle it in a mature and sensible way, so that i won't hurt those around me, so that i won't end up hurting myself.

Have i mentioned, recently it's all talk but no action. Yeah. Just like that young man from Lit unseen.

Micro-serfs got me thinking: What is the one thing more than any other thing that makes one person different from any other person? There's no definite answer, really.

Loved times like this when my thoughts are all jumbled up but organized when putting it into words. Why can't i do the same for my P1s. -.- Oh yes, because typing allows you to drag and arrange chunks of words together, unlike when you're on paper.

In need of Coldplay. Caught The Scientist playing on MTV and that music video has always been my all-time-fave because i never get how they made it. Intriguing, i likey :)

Sometimes i wonder we as human beings bother with trivialities. Like, eating, sleeping, peeing, shitting. I want to a day without all these trivial stuffs, so that I am able to focus on the bigger picture. But things are not meant to be this way. One way in, another way out. We are not bottomless pit, forever taking, we must give back too.

Things that seemed so important seemed unimportant now. The sense of novelty died so easily. Familiarity breeds contempts. Why did my enthusiasm & zest *poof-ed* so easily?

Btw Twitter is down and I think i'm dying. Hahaha omg can't believe it had gotten so serious!

Panda eyes are getting worse. Going to curl up in my bed and continue with Micro-serfs (Y) and pray that tomorrow don't come!!

Ciao!

x x x

Shermin says:

:D

i'm so restless

♥ , J ♪ says:

ya lor

think i will take a nap vvv sooon

Shermin says:

lol

i haven started eating

lol

♥ , J ♪ says:

HAHAHAHAHHA

now i understand why you're so tired to chew

hahahhaha

Shermin says:

how you know

haha

♥ , J ♪ says:

hhahah

cus if you ask me to eat sth now

i will say

HUH I V TIRED EH

DONT WANT TO MOVE MY MOUTH

HAHAHAHAHA

Shermin says:

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

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Hilarious. Nuff' said.

In the midst of prelims. Many more papers to go, 7 i think?

Hate mozzies kept biting me!! and i cant seem to smack it!! DAMN IT!!!!

I gotta feeling

Damn hooked to BEP's I Got A Feeling! Whoo makes me bob my head to the music and i can't sit still to write about the rise of Stalin!!

Because "I love you like a rabbit loves carrots"!

Because the title says its all :B

Met Darl on Friday the 17th (omg that was exactly two week ago!) after school and she drove us to Ikea! Walked around and then we went into this kitchen with the same checkered patterns as what I was wearing! Damn hilarious please. Shots below :)

See see around some more, then went to eat at their cafe. I got their meatballz at kid'z price! Don't cha love being a kid, when everything is so simple, when you can be so ignorant, when all you had to do is whine and cry? Growing up is so complex man. Not forgetting kid'z price!!! Hahaha stew-dent not that bad lah hur, at least got student price!

Walked around some more, and Darl got her boxes and planning to get those pretty flowers stickers for her soon-to-be pink wall! :D

Cam-whored everywhere along the way hahaha, even in her car! There's one peek when her orange-nails looks like carrots HAHA! Then she dropped me home :)

Mama called otw home and sounded angry and all but when i was home she didn't say anything? Nope she's not angry hahaha, I know it got Darl worried, it's okay, she didn't scold :)

Peekspam!

♥ Love spending time with you, even if its for a few hours!

♥ Love all the talks and gossips!

♥ Love cam-whoring with ya!

♥ Love your hugs! )(

Deft looking forward to after my prelims, and i'll see you again in Aug!

Last day of July alr, which means I'll see you in two weeks or so,

when i declare the war with Prelims is over!

Found this *points downwards* when I was searching for my stuffs, just a few days back!

Exactly the date marked!

Which means it has been with me for 2 years alr! HAHA

See how much we've gone through together?

Just these two years, so much.

Glad that we've made it through, our r/s stronger than ever!

Makes me love you more kekekeke. ♥

xoxo, J love V ♥

x x x

(P.s. Don't know why the photos look so small, is it cus the space is too big? I have zero idea!)