11th November: Last day of O's - Combined Science Paper 1 (MCQ). Stayed back to clean the walls because of our wonderful and artistic signatures so that the next year class using it STILL have to paint it over hahahaha.

After this, went to meet Ahting @ Raffles to do my hair!

Got my bangs back and dyed it neutral brown = black to cover up my white hair :D

Then went to Browhaus. Tweezing hurts so much I don't think i will want to do it again ):

But i've got nice brows now ^^

Then dinner @ Mos Burger (Y)

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Disclaimer: A tad too high because I CAN'T WAIT FOR 3D2N OF FUN, JOY & LAUGHTER!

To all 4E2 peepz!

Yo yo yo wassup O'S IS OVER! OBVIOUSLY RIGHT! So time to partayyyeeee and stay up late and go crazy with our classmates and just let our hair down (if your hair is long enough lololol)!

DETAILS OF CLASS CHALET HERE!!!!!!!!

Venue: Aloha Loyang @ Pasir Ris (but i'm not sure which unit, which room, etc. So just call when you've reached!

Time: THIS DEPENDS. Check in @ 3-ish depending on what time we're done with shopping for drinks and tidbits!
BBQ STARTS @6PM or whenever the BBQ stuffs are being delivered!!

Tip: COME EARLY SO THAT YOU WON'T MISS OUT ON ANYTHING!

Teachers are also coming for the BBQ! Confimed are: MS SHARON KOH. MS GLENDA CHIA. MRS S. CHEONG. (Ms Koh, who are the rest coming?!)

Items to bring: WHATEVER YOU WANT.

1. Extra clothes(jacket)/toiletries/towel/sleeping bag (?) for those staying over.
2. Poker cards
3. Mahjong (anyone wants to sponser hahahah) HUAT AH!!!!
4. Hp charger-one of each brand will do! Nokia x 1, Sony Ericsson x 1, what other brands x 1
5. PSP & charger? LOL
6. MONEY!
7. Anything else that you want to bring!

We're also going NIGHT CYCLING on the first night (Sun)!!!! Prepare light clothing visible in the dark!!!

Self-reminder: BRING CAMERA & CHARGER!

Reminder to Sim Jia Yan: Bring the lightsticks!!!
Reminder to Shermin See: Bring the sparklers!!!
Reminder to Marcus Ong: Bring your basketball!!!

BE THERE OR BE SQUARE!!! CYA ALL ON SUNDAY!!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!!!

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Party in the SG not US

So..

THE DAMN O LEVELS IS FINALLY OVER!!!!! 

(I know i very lag cus for LIT peepz in 4E2 it ended on 11/11 WED but i haven't got time to really sit down for a proper post so that explains the delay!)

Firstly, life has been good :)

Hair cut checked! Hair dyed checked! Hello BANGS! Bye white hair! Bye damaged hair and split-ends! Window-shopping @ Bugisc checked! Movie (My Sister's Keeper) @ Cathay Cineleisure checked!

&& Cam-whore half-checked because the number of photos per day is like countable with both my fingers and toes. HELLO THAT IS TOO LITTLE FOR ME ALR. I CAN TAKE MORE THAN 100 A DAY. HOW CAN I TAKE LESS THAN HALF OF IT NOW OI!!? PPL WHEN YOU GO OUT W ME BETTER CAM-WHORE HARDCORE W ME OKAY!!!

To make it worse, today i think 3 of us brought our camera(s) out but we hardly used it!!!!! I'm gonna blame it on the large crowd that makes us shy, i.e. we don't dare to take in front of the public with their eyes staring at us like some crazy people. Sometimes it's when you shed away those thoughts and don't give a shit then you get GREAT AND FANTASTIC AND AWESOME PEEEEKCHAS!!! Yep that's my not-so-secret formula, like you and your camera is invisible to the common eye, hahaha.

Okay will blog in more details when i upload the little peekchas!

Love the world! Love ya all! Ttfn!

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I have to stop being such a couch potato and get back to doing work like right now now now. Seriously, tv non-stop since Friday. Thanks to the good line-up of shows (Y)

Random: Can you believe CLASS CHALET IS ON SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!! Like damn fast omg. Wheeeee can't wait! :D

Are you guys trying out the new Post Editor? Looks damn cool  ^^

The little monsters next door :)

3 papers left!!!!!!!!! HOW FAST IS THAT!!!!!! Okay these 5 days, to Wednesday, gonna be kinda long or short depending on how i see it but my point is: FREEDOOOM IS SOOO DAMN NEAR!!!!!!!!! Many peeps on FB are saying O's is UN-officially over! Agree ttm!

So after Lit paper 1 & 2 (which both sucked in a way because I think i wrote damn short and I was afraid to look at Sherlyn who was sitting beside me (:D) cus i was afraid that i would blank out after seeing how much she wrote LOL) headed to Parkway with Tzuying, Jong, Miaowen, Lucas & Marcus Soh! While Sherlyn and Shermin went to eat ban mian @ Roxy and was supposed to meet us @ PP but then they went home cus they were sick ): SO GET WELL SOON!

Anw been craving for Subway and finally had it @ Parkway today!!! :D TUNA = DAMN SHIOK (Y)!!

So i spent a ton on food these days, cus I had Mac brekky ytd @ Kallang and KFC for lunch :D Damn satisfied. Now i want to eat LongJohns!!!! HAHAHA

Everyday after O's should be like this!!!!!!!!! Can't wait for it to be OFFICIALLY OVER!!!

EMAs later @ 8pm! (Y) :D

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6 papers down, just like that. Not as if i can ever take it again. Chicken essence don't work. I lost faith in it after I screwed up all of my papers, on Mon Tues Wed. Bad enough? No, AMaths was screwed up too. It was worse.

Which got me thinking how unfair this O's is. How can they based everything just on a few papers? That's not the real me. That's not what they should look at, and yet, that's what they've been doing, and it turns out Singapore is doing fine with the education system. What about the students who are actually involved, sitting for the exams?! When do we get our say?

Btw, halfway through the paper it got me thinking: What's the use of knowing Binomial thm!? Useless much? OH YEAH.

This is a another phase of my growing up years. In the meantime, focus on the rest of the 9 papers: SS, Chem, History, Physics, Lit, MT, MCQ. Focus, hocus pocus.

Another peeve: Some people don't know their limits. Everyone has theirs. If you've crossed MY limit, that's it man. You're going down. I will slap you real hard, break you into a million pieces, cook curry outta ya, flush you down the toilet bowl, throw you into the incinerator, burn your house down, make sure you don't have any predecessor, and then I will laugh at you, real hard, before guilt and conscience kicks in.

I might drink chicken essence on Monday. Might need it real bad, for brainpower. Two papers. I think I will burst soon, especially my head.

I really don't need to know what you're thinking. Nuff said.

Done ranting!! Planning to do a bit of LIT and then watch DEATH NOTE II !!! Kira v cute :D

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Checklist:

1. SS notes. (edit:/ I think i did like 3 chapters but then there's still many more to go, so imma do it another day.)

2. Eng essays x 2

3. Summary(s) x 4

GO MEEEEEEE

I'mmma type all because I ran out of correction tape *screams for Shermin* muahahaha

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THIS IS WHY I HATE PLANNNING WHAT TO DO:

i only completed one eng essay instead of two!!!!! and the time taken to do one essay could be used to do like.. 5? i am so dead, i am so dead, i am so dead!!!!

bye world.

Bounce

HILARIOUS TTM!!! Do you really need another reason why I'm crazy over Nick? -shakes head. But still, if you need a good laugh, why not.

P.S.You can ignore the song, just watch. :D

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Let's just say that i have not touched science though O Level Science Practical is on THURS (22/10) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let's just say that I've been doing Amaths but i still can't solve the tougher problems and I am not sure I am able to get an A1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Let's just say that my humanities are a toughie due to the fact that previous chapters i've stored in my brain is still "searching..."

Let's just say that I'm not prepared for O's, AT ALL. GG TO ME -.-

Best Friends

What defines a best friend?

What are the requirements to be a good best friend?

How many hours a week does it entail?

Stupid questions that have no answers.

A best friend is not defined by how many times they talk on the phone, or how many hours they hang out together.

It is not defined by how many sleepovers they gossip at, or how many inside jokes they have.

There are no requirements or laws that state that a good best friend must hang out with them every weekend, or tell each other every little detail.

A best friend is a matter of opinion.

It is the person who has been there for you through everything, not just through the fun things, or the little things.

It is the person that you call when you are at your absolute worst, it is the person who saves you when you didn't even notice that you needed saving, mostly it is the person who accepts you for who you are, and the person that you are becoming.

-Scriptedrama.bs.com

Life and time is not to be wasted anyhow anyhow now. I've wasted enough and enough is enough.

Anw watching the F1! Laughing @ Hamilton because on the tv screen its HAM, you know like HAM, those that you eat? hahhahahhaha

I must stop thinking that way. It's been weeks. Glad i finally let it out of my chest!!!

Nica's back in Aussie! Damn fast ok! ):

Idk what else to blog. I don't want to rant here because it's so ... rubbish-y.

Need to get that stress off me. Not even a month to O's. Its getting closer and closer, creeping towards us.

Big big big plans after o's. Number 1. ROB A DAMN BANK TO FINANCE ALL MY NEEDS. Yeah. No number 1, no money, no needs. Saddddddd!! Im not planning to get a job either, I rather beg on the streets, pretending that i am homeless. As if money would drop from the sky. Har har.

Back to F1. ttfn!

DAMN pissed because i didnt receive any facebook email notifications? Anyone with the same problem?

OK NVM solved it yay damn happy :D

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I put a brake on my studies and finished two books in two days ^^

Gonna pass the book to Tzuying tmr ^^

I found solace when I'm reading. Away from o's, away from reality, away from unhappy things, away from you perhaps?

Anw gotta jet i got 8 more qns for chem!!

I opened this page not knowing what to write, because (as usual) a million and one things are going through my head. One comes in before I could process the other. & mind you, all of them are NOT related to O's, not like i'm memorizing any notes or whatever.

Not going to dwell on O's because it only makes me !@#@$#%~~~@##!$#$#@%$^%&^!!!!!!!

Am feeling like shit. Hate it when reality hit me hard, right smack on my face. There's so much i want to help, but there's so little i can do. It's time i let em' loose. Eventually like a spring, it will come back to me. Eventually.

I need a lot of needs.

Kor is going to tabao Macs back. I want something light, not heavy, so i told him McNuggets! then i added: "Upsize so got shaker fries". Ironic much!!! -.-

Hey Nica, i hope you see this. please know that i am here for you okay, my ears and shoulders are more than ready. don't matter if you're in yishun or not. its a hard time for you right now eh? glad that you're contactable now ^^ you know that you can reach me via phone esp now that you've got your line :) so much i want to say, hope to see you real soon kk xoxo *hugs*

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Quick post: I never had the intention to upload photos. Shall pass my thumbdrive to Shermin See Qi Qi so that she can upload to her blog/Facebook then she'll tag everyone aka spam our inbox (& even knowing so, we never edit our email notifications no matter how much we hate those emails HAHAHA) and then deep down in my heart I'll be thanking her a lot a lot because its all up on Facebook for the whole world to see ^^

So today is (Y).

Vivo to celebrate Tay's sweet 16th with bday gal, Jy, Clarissa, Shermin = GV trying to sneak into NC16 movies (not that i'm not 16!!) + LJS + EMIKO Art (?) + BANDSLAM (Y)(Y)(Y) + Camwhore!

Then black pepper crab for dinner for the 3rd consecutive week!! SIAO and SHIOK or not!? (Y)(Y)(Y)

Your heart is not with me. When will it ever be?

Sept holidays = NO holiday!!! Damn you o's.

I want to sleep. Bye and ciao!

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Last words

Its those days where the damn weather is so damn shiok you wish you're not gonna wake up, sleep forever and ever. I bet you wouldn't even have nightmares, oh yeah.

I wish for the same weather tomorrow.

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"How are you, my friend? Can I have you back? I'd missed you. My door is always open. I just don't see you coming through that door as often as before. Or did you lose the way to the door? Did you have time, or the lack of it, to find that door? What about the windows, the other openings? Did you see it? Can you find it? Something is missing, and I want to find it. I need it back.

(My friend, you prolly wouldn't even read it in the first place.)

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To make up for the lack of class photos, gonna take tons and tons tmrrrrr, don't matter what we're wearing, as long as the heart is there, as long as the unity is there, as long as we're still bonded as before. We're definitely NOT as bonded as before, why is that so? We're only left with 2 months, can we make these 2 months, more loving, more caring, more fun, joy and laughter?

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Okay so i still have a million and one things to pen down. It helps to have a notebook, Twitter, a blog. I just hope that when i look back at these, I am able to identify, with what I was feeling/thinking at that point in time. These are going to be my last words for a while. I don't even want to update my tumblr anymore. It's getting too much - shouldn't have liked so many things at once. Only jonasvault(!!!!! must follow for all JB fans!!), fuckyeah-(fillintheblank), quotewhore and blogsecret. The rest are redundant, irrelevant, useless, no link, no point and not helping me get my A1s.

A1s, you better belong to me. I'm going to own you, get you, laminate you. I can see it. It's so clear. You're going to appear on my results slip. You're going to be like a paper clip, attracted to the big magnet - my name on that result slip. And then with you, i'mma rock the world!!

Bye world, ttfn!

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A million and one things running through my head (read: super duper short attention span). Can't seem to pen them down though. Must be that I wrote too much journal alr!!

Went back to Choir today to get our certs! Mr Ngian's speech damn touching omg! Hope the juniors like what Mw gave em :)

Then mrt-ed home with Mw, luv ya xoxo

Need to reassure myself that i REALLY REALLY REALLY want my distinctions for Chi the 2nd time i'm taking it. My goals had never seemed so near to reach, all i can see is a blurry line somewhere.

I CANNOT LOSE FAITH AH. NEED TO GET MY VISIOB BACK!!!! Oh prelims ah prelims..

Gonna curl up in bed with Jong's book and sleep early tonight, sounds like a damn great plan :)

Nights homiezzz

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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I'M FINALLY DONE WITH MY JOURNALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Huge sigh of relief!!!!!!!

Now i need to focus on my chinese prelims on Sat, AMaths, Sciences, and basically all the other subjects!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 days lehhhhhhhhhh eh no, 4 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I swear I cannot do journalism at the rate im thinking. (i think i type considerably quite fast alr w/o looking at the key board so i don't think its the typing, more of putting my thoughts into words hahaha)

OKAY CIAO !!!!!!!

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I am super duper proud of myself on one hand to make considerable progress for my journals, but on the other, i'm neglecting all my other work, oh damn. But if i were to balance myself, i would have to hand up my journals weeeeks later lol.

So for my journals, I'm left with.. 2007, 2008, and 2009 maybe not so much because its been mostly written in all my other journals lol.

I may or may not be able to finish it by Thurs. HOPE HOPE!!

& I can't take it if the com crash again. I know it wasn't Mum's fault because she just happen to sweep the floor under the com's table and it sort of triggered the wire and whatever's under the table and it all happened so quick the next thing i know is the com restarted!!!! when i hadn't saved my journal!!! (thank god its been retrieved but its not the latest version so.. nvm i retyped alr). & then it sort of hanged and i restarted it the inproper way so i hope its not gonna shorten the lifespan of the com. any windows XP i've come across has never lived up to more than 3 years. this com is only 2 years? don't die please, or at least save everything important first!!! i dont want to lose my sec 3 and 4s photos too!! i beg you!!

I wonder if I really were to write a piece of news. HAHA @ the thought of it because imagine im only recounting past events and i already took so long, what about those vvvv recent news, does this mean that when ppl read them they will only read it days laterrrr because i couldn't typed it fast enough or i couldn't think fast enough to write it? omg can't imagine at all lol i prolly would be out of job/fired/sacked oh yeah.

My eyelids touching each other alr zzzz

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