Friday, July 31, 2009

Because "I love you like a rabbit loves carrots"!

Because the title says its all :B

Met Darl on Friday the 17th (omg that was exactly two week ago!) after school and she drove us to Ikea! Walked around and then we went into this kitchen with the same checkered patterns as what I was wearing! Damn hilarious please. Shots below :)

See see around some more, then went to eat at their cafe. I got their meatballz at kid'z price! Don't cha love being a kid, when everything is so simple, when you can be so ignorant, when all you had to do is whine and cry? Growing up is so complex man. Not forgetting kid'z price!!! Hahaha stew-dent not that bad lah hur, at least got student price!

Walked around some more, and Darl got her boxes and planning to get those pretty flowers stickers for her soon-to-be pink wall! :D

Cam-whored everywhere along the way hahaha, even in her car! There's one peek when her orange-nails looks like carrots HAHA! Then she dropped me home :)

Mama called otw home and sounded angry and all but when i was home she didn't say anything? Nope she's not angry hahaha, I know it got Darl worried, it's okay, she didn't scold :)

Peekspam!




















































Love spending time with you, even if its for a few hours!
Love all the talks and gossips!
Love cam-whoring with ya!
Love your hugs! )(
Deft looking forward to after my prelims, and i'll see you again in Aug!
Last day of July alr, which means I'll see you in two weeks or so,
when i declare the war with Prelims is over!
Found this *points downwards* when I was searching for my stuffs, just a few days back!
Exactly the date marked!
Which means it has been with me for 2 years alr! HAHA
See how much we've gone through together?
Just these two years, so much.
Glad that we've made it through, our r/s stronger than ever!
Makes me love you more kekekeke.


xoxo, J love V

x x x

(P.s. Don't know why the photos look so small, is it cus the space is too big? I have zero idea!)

Monday, July 27, 2009

Laughter is the best medicine

Just got to say that today's Monkey-Soccer w/ a bball w/ Jong Jong + Zl + Kimwee WAS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!! I've never laughed so hard for such a long time!!! Everything seemed so hilarious!!! Seriously!!! Really needed those laughters. Thanks so much!!

The other day i was telling Zl that badminton is a better way to vent anger than soccer! Today i BEG TO DIFFER! Hahahha

Typing HAHAHAHAHAHA seems so unreal. You should have seen my face!!!

But its only a temporary fix. Still need to face reality. Oh wellz.

Ciao!!

x x x

Sunday, July 26, 2009

BIG apologies to Darl because I know i said i'm gonna dedicate a whole post for you but im rushing for time (even though i'm using the desktop!!! -.-) but i've been uploading the photos! Most of them some more, because i couldn't decide which ones to post so imma post all! (except for the unglamzz ones i.e. me adjusting my suspenders hahahaha) They're almost done!! Please be patient! So post them up tmr if time is on my side!! SORRY! :(

Okay quick post before you start to wonder where's the actual post, heh. :B

x x x

Saturday, July 25, 2009

You're my dream boy

Don't know why everyone says their Blogger got problem, mine don't? Or during the time when i didn't update, sth really went wrong?

Just had the best breakfast ever: McDelivery! HOTCAKES!!! (Y)

I re-ran 2.4 km for NAPFA yesterday to get my gold :D Think i must be crazy. Now my legs are super sore, super super sore, Big shoutouts to SEE QI QI/TY/JONGJONG/ & SHERLYN for running together, especially SQQ because you were pulling me while i ran my last 100m or shorter.

& YES I GOT MY GOLD WHOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!

Now,

Lemme sum up my week:

Monday: After school, stayed back for Eng, but it was postponed.

Tuesday: POPEYES @ T3 with Ty & Haziq and i was so high throughout! Btw their mashed potatoes and biscuit were OOS! So i had two packets of fries instead (Y)(Y)!

Wednesday: .. I forgot. I think i stayed back in school, did i? Anw recess was in class eating the pork floss sandwich while Jy ate her hot dog bun! It's time for a change, and to save money! OH YES O LVL LISTENING COMPRE WHICH WAS KILLER TTM i have no A's in ANY of my answers so that means that no distinction for Chinese?!??!? Then to POP@Parkway with Sherlyn to get some stuffs, thxxx babe for your card :D

Thursday: Another one of my "Life is lifeless" day. KFC @ Bedok Inter with Shermin Ty & Jong Jong :) And go read Qiqi's blog for more details about that cute lil boy getting turn on by her. HAHAHAA. Joke of the day man!!! & PRISON BREAK WAS DAMN GOOD OMG! (Y) SCOFIELD DIED!! HOW CAN HE!??!!

Friday: I'm w-o-l-s cus i only found out what "IMO" means today -.- What happen to me? && everyone's t-shirt is so funny. English after school. Oral practise with Ms Tan first, then went back to class, did emaths hw (YES! thank you Haziq!) and then Eng compre with Daanish & Wj & Ms Tan. & it's sooooo goood because i'm so darn happy seeing Daanish & Wj miserable!!!!!!!! (Y) Then went to art room to find Tay to say hello (yes i miss you kekeke) and then went to find Diana in the next room whoo! Talked for a while, before this lady came into the room, saying she want to lock up the room. -.- Seriously, all the canvas don't look they're drawn by our very BVians. Great job great job!

& when i came home and checked my inbox,

FOR MY DPA, SP EMAILED ME TO GO FOR INTERVIEW NEXT WEEEK!!!! I'M NOT PREPARED!!!!! MY PORTFOLIO IS NOT PREPARED!!!! DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!! I DON'T WANT TO SCREW THIS UP!!!!!!1

(& I'm deft not gonna show them my blog because its all rubbish-y and personal stuffs. If only my blog was like XXX and then maybe. \:)

It's not as bad because I've met the interviewer aka one of the lady at SP Xperience !!! So I may be less nervous, but then again... !??!!



& YES:

LAST FRIDAY's pics in another post, wanna dedicate my love to Darl because she love me like a rabbit love carrots (insiders :B)!!!! xxx
Deft coming up, not gonna procrastinate about this, but i'm using the Mac now, so when i use the desktop later i will upload fo'real! :D

Might be going lib tomorrow, to up my productivity :D

Messy post, i dont like/ I like :D

Ciao, off to do SS.

x x x

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Laugh your troubles away

I think I already broke down. Yes stress took major toll on me. (or is it that time or the month again -.-) I flared up today for no good reason, or simply because we're becoming more and more like the guys (no offence guys, but now i'm getting irritated by how we are getting more and more like ya all), we have different ideologies, we cannot come to a conclusion and decide "where we wanna go after school/what are we having for lunch/etc" because each of us has somewhere we want to go in mind, something that we want to do. WHY?

My plan of isolating myself is so hard to achieve. Because we are inter-dependent on each other. Nuff said. (Scroll down to my earlier posts titled Seeking Solace - that's what i meant).

There's Mt Everest-high load of stuffs to do. I don't know where to start. If you are climbing Mt Everest, you would start at the bottom right? Not get a jet to drop you in the middle of the Mt. My question with regards to the context of my studies is: WHERE IS THE BOTTOM? WHERE DO I START?

Up and coming: LIT TEST which we were only informed yesterday!!! Not that we don't know there's a test, but still... So I start with Lit, and then?!?!?!?!?!

Btw, need I remind myself that EXACTLY A WEEK TO PRELIMS!!!!!!! *GASP & FAINT WHILE I STILL CAN*

Proper posts while I still can during the weekends: I want to no longer feel the point of being guilty of using the Net. It shall be a form of de-stress, and only de-stress.

Ciao!

x x x

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

I want to blog but i've got to jet! ):

x x x

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Lemme cheat because I realized the important of it:

10 MORE DAYS TO PRELIMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, July 19, 2009

I forgot that I've got an Emaths test on Monday!!!!!!!!!! Shall spend the whole day revising it!

Today(sat) is productive or maybe not. I did revised but I don't know if it goes into the hard disk in my brain, whether it's stored properly or not.

Anyway my twitter is removed! Save a lot of trouble for those w/o twitter! Anyway my purpose of having it locked is so that not everyone can see it, so why did i even put it up on my blog -.-

SO GO JOIN TWITTER :D

x x x

Thursday, July 16, 2009

OH YES the friggin' prelims are in two weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Guess how much I've studied, uh huh. Just got the time-table and everything else sucked.

O's, I want to get it over and done with. Same goes for you Prelims. You're all going downnnn!!!!!!!!

x x x

Let me shake up your world

Sometimes people read too much into things, I know I do. It might be a good, it might be a bad thing, it depends.

Suddenly, I miss my bangs more than ever, my not so layered hair, i want it to grow back again. But i kept telling myself, now is not the time, now it's not the right time. Then i will ask myself again, then when is the right time?! For you see my internal conflicts are damn !@#%$%!!~!!!

1st floor of Block D blacked out ytd!!! Super funny. Physics is still NOT my thang, damn it.

Life is lifeless today. Thanks to Project Runway I slept at 12mn the day before. -.- I was so tired, the first three periods (mind you, its the heaviest, omg) were sooooo longggg it never seemed to end. During Chem test (which was killerrrr but I don't know why I thought i'm prepared?) I was so tired i slept during the 25 min paper. -.- I guess my mind can't think without enough oxygen, alamak. I'm going to sleep early tonight, though tmr don't really matter because we're gonna celebrate Youth Day! :D

Oh yes and SS in the lab for the third week in a row (I secretly wish that we won't ever complete what we have to do so we got the excuse to go back to the com lab ^^) and i showed Jy the emails between us two last year. SUPER FUNNY I TELL YOU. If the fonts don't look so weird I would have pasted em here and i promise you'll get fong shi while reading it HAHAHAHA (inside joke :B)

Anyway, I the Tomato had SUBWAY (Y) @ Tamp1 for lunch today with Shermin Ty Jong Jong & APPLE! :D My usual tuna w/ mayo still taste so good! (Y) Then went to shop for Ty's & Shermin's shoes and i tell you, Ty has no fate with shoes hahaha.

OH YES AND COTTON ON GOT MY FAVE FAKE RAY-BAN SHADES IN RED!!!! OMGGGGG I AM SO GETTING THAT!!!!!! Please wait for momma :D

Love the girls, and Apple HAHAHA :D

Meeting Darl tomorrow, whee. It seems we're seeing each other once a month now, esp in the middle of the month, which is (Y) :D

& thank you Mw for that pouch & the very sweet note! xoxo :* Now we've got the same pouch ^^
x x x

Monday, July 13, 2009

Finally submitted my DPA application today, with 30 mins to spare, so a big big big thank you to Ms Tan for helping me to vet my character write up! Now my only worry is, what if NP didn't choose me?! What if SP or TP choose me?! Does this means I shouldn't have applied for all three schools?! I should have just applied for NP only right!!! But i don't want this scenario to happen: where NP don't choose me, and SP/TP don't even choose me, and after O's results are released I can't even go to the three of them?!?! Now i can only wait till 18 Aug. Omg damn long. ):

Finally (also) bought the school's baked potato!! DAMN (Y) SERIOUSLY!! Whoohooo love it when they added so much butter and bacon bits its just sooo goood. It would be even better if its smokin' hot!! So lunch was with the girls (Shermin Jy Tay) in school.

Had Eng summary remedial with Ms Tan and the guys. Need to re write my draft !!

Going to do some Physics laterz, + DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES! :D

OH AND AMATHS is killer now! :@

Okay tata!

x x x

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Seeking solace

Sometimes, I want to hide myself, away from people, the city, everyone and everything, but then I realize that it will never work, it will never happen, because everything and everyone is inter-dependent on one another - we rely on someone or something to give us that solace we yearned. When we get that solace, we moved on, yearning for something else that will give us the solace that we once yearned. So we are always yearning, wanting, wishing, hoping, for some thing to happen. Human beings is always looking for some things that they don't have, can never have, will never have. That's how we work. and I say that's bullshit.

Cheemotology ttm. (Y) if you understand. (N) & you suck, if you don't.

I remembered my Must-do-List, but I've only done 1 Physics paper. I'm not touching the rest either.

Anyhoo I'm gonna give myself a pat in the back because I've always avoided touching Physics, but I'm glad I've started and I don't see myself stopping any time soon. I believe it's the work of the Physics camp that gave me the push, even though it was about 3 weeks ago. Still not too late I say, there's still time, though it's flying away.

Seriously got to stop blogging but I feel really peaceful and angry and guilty ALL at the same time when I do so. Grrr.

Something completely OFF-topic:



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The last one totally made my day! :D

x x x

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Get it over and done with

I should be sleeping/studying now but my hair is not dry so..

Internal conflicts still going on, when will it ever stop? After O's? Because that's when i can do SO MANY FREAKIN THANGS?! Grrrrrrrr. I'm not trying to grow up too fast, i just want to live my life to the fullest, the current, da life, and not just with books . i.e. I still HAVE NOT watched Transformers 2(!! OH MY SHIA!) and yet I love Shia soooo much!! & i wanted to watch HP but I guess i'm not interested in it already. Even the thought of watching New Moon doesn't excite me.

I don't want to regret. Ain't I regretting now? BUT I want to do well (FREAKING DISTINCTIONS YO!!!) for my O's because I KNOW I CAN (!!!!) and because I know that all these thangs can wait. The question is, do I want to wait? Must I wait? Will I be patient enough to do so?

So many dang conflicts but the main thing is O's, and nothing else!!! O's only!!! the one and only!!

Ranting might help, then i can really focus on my books after that. What a oxy-moron I am.

Must-Do-List:
  1. Physics paper x 2 (!!! PRIORITY BECAUSE PHYSICS KILL!)
  2. Chem paper x 2 or is it 1?
  3. Emaths paper x 2
  4. Emaths TYS
  5. Amaths TYS
  6. Literature (!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot afford to NOT ace this!!!! but i don't even know where to begin wtf)
  7. Guess i need to do something about Humanities soon, prolly not so soon but i have to start soon. MUST START ALREADY!!! So how soon is my soon? Not so soon, very soon?

I realised that these Must-do-list/To-do-list might/will never be ticked/checked/cancelled/striked because after I close this window, read my post, and shut down, i will forget about it. -.-

(You can skip the whole chunk after this sentence.)

Another thing that should be mentioned in the previous post: Ting dreamt of Daddy a few nights ago, and she cried!! (Like i'm only sleeping beside her and i didn't even realise!? I must be such a dead log! Ok this is not my main point, my main point is..) Why didn't I ever dream of him? I always believed that dreams are just your thoughts, that's being reiterated to you in the visual form, through your eyes or someone's else, and that its sub-conscious. So does this means Daddy is not part of my sub-conscious, or is the work of God, that just because God answered Ahting's prayers that's why? Because it's unexplainable, I'm gonna point my fingers to God that its his doings that's why sis dreamt of Daddy. Guess I should be baptised too to dream of him huh? Ha

I shouldn't have changed skin because now i'm blogging daily! Why are all my words and inspirations only coming to me now when I'm not writing my journals?!?!??!

I should (should is not strong enough) MUST really REALLY REALLY stop using the net. Max 10mins to check twitter/facebook/google reader and nothing more! Die die have to scratch myself to stop my itch of using the internet!!

(OH but i haven't submit my DPA and i'm suppose to do it after Ms Tan email me LOL oxymoron again -.-)

Okay eyelids touching each other already ciao

x x x

Some pieces of puzzle are missing in my heart

I know for a fact that when I look back in time, I will laugh heartily at what happen today.

SERIOUSLY (!!!) LIKE HAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA OMG STILL FEEL LIKE POURING WATER AT YOU SIM JIA YAN (read: lian ming dai xing!!) *holding a filled water bottle and checking that Tay & Marcus are not in between you and me!!!*

Super :O day!!!!

Today is a productive yet unproductive day. Nuff' said.

Mac breakfast for brunch (Y) Hotcakes is the bombz but they burn a hole-y in my pocket ):

Parkway for dinner with Ahting and we had CoffeeBean because she like their whole-day-breakfast-set or sth & we had pasta plus my fave mocha w/ whipped cream!! SEE QI QI JEALOUS NOT?! :D Plus not I pay eh!!

Then to Marks & Spencer and I got my fave sweets!!! Then to Mango and sis got a red rain coat which i swear she'll never get the chance to wear it in Sg. hahaha

Mum's in a part of MSIA that i don't know how to spell, and she'll be back home tmr afternoon and she didn't bring her keys out, so i have to be home -.-

& relatives from Taiwan are coming tmr night!! Sian i still got school if not i'll be going sightseeing with em'. ):

I think I need to type longer now that I got so much spaceeeee to write this sentence is not even all the way on the right side of the screen so what can i type to make it all the way to the right side of the screen? Hmmm lemme think ah... okay i'm typing as im thinking so i guess this should fill it up?? HAHAHA lame -.-

Ok bai bai!

x x x

Friday, July 10, 2009

My links are finally up! Didn't take me long at all lol :D

Maybe I never did, maybe I did..

I have 15 mins before the laptop batt goes flat, soo...

So glad to see Nurul Edmund Iskandar and the rest @ NP today! & NP Poly experience is (Y)! should've gone for the other days too!!

I got cheese fries from Makan Place + lots & lots of cheese :D

Multiple internal conflicts! There's so many things i wanna do, there's so many things I MUST DO! Like mugging for eg. -.-

Yayah is so ke ai when ta zai jiang hua yu. Like LOL!! Sometimes she understands, sometimes she don't!!


Been blogging daily now? Cus of the new skin whoohoo! Still need to get my links up, eek -.-

12 mins left..

Okay gonna blog hop/ Twitter now! :D

x x x

Thursday, July 09, 2009

"Don't wanna hurt the people I care about"

I needa put up my links!!! Walao eh, didn't know it was that important!! Ha, CHERISH PEOPLE!! Okay gonna put them up over the weekends, when I'm not irritated by putting up the links. ^^

Talked a lot today, and I realized a lot of things! Intellectual talks whoohoo ^^ :B

Please know that I love you all, my friends, in many many ways ^^

i.e. STRANGLING YOU - SEE QI QI BECAUSE YOU SHAKE HAZIQ'S HANDS FIRST!!!! :@ !!! Hahahaa and then your face turned BRIGHT RED LIKE TOMATOES!!!! That is SO my joke of the day omg hahaha.

& LEE T Y thank you for your aluminium rose :D I think i'm the ONLY ONE who kept the ones you made the other time!! (*points at See Qi Qi because I think she didn't!!!!*

& SHERLYN because you were talking durians, i wrote durians for English when I was supposed to write about something else!!!!!!! :@ tsk!!!!

& JAIME hahahahhaha i am a smexy penguin!!

& JY hahahaha er ren shi jie w you today whoo hoo :P kekekekek

& MW please remember what i told ya kkk!! Talk to me, baby, whenever, wherever!! :D

& JONG JONG PLEASE GET WELL SOON!

I can't believe History didn't repeat! Perhaps things are not meant to be...?? :O

Super a lot of smiley faces because I doing them as im typing muahahahahaha :D

Gotta jettttt!

& LISTEN TO 21 GUNS - GREEN DAY!!! GO GO GO!!1

x x x

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Lovin' Green Day's 21 Guns!!!

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
You're in ruins..

x x x

Monday, July 06, 2009

"Other peoples lonliness is enthralling to me"

I'm not going to touch DPA for now. It's scaring the shit out of me. Big shoutouts to everyone I've asked for help, especially Yayah & Derick! Hope we all get passed DPA and get into the course of our choice wheee! :)

I'm lovin' four of my Portugese egg tarts whoohoo! :D

Desperate Housewives tonight, yo!

Good Girl Go Bad

Lovin' the new skin! And the thing that's missing is titles, omgwtfbbq.

So yes titles are totally irrelevant to this post whoohooo :)

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DPA is killing me!! i still don't know what to write!!

x x x
(Y) nasi lemak & (Y) tau huey/youtiao/portuguese egg tart!!!!!!!

Supper is (Y) :D

Saturday, July 04, 2009

Losing my drive, my motivation, my goals.

Lost it.

Couldn't find it back.

Things i wanted so badly are things that i find a chore/bore/nothing more now.

Yes i'm talking about DPA, and other things the world wide web doesn't have to know.

I thought it was lack of sleep.

Hell no.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
Can you spell unproductive? Yeah that's pre-t much how it is for me today. Damn it.


Friday, July 03, 2009

I AM SUPER SUPER SUPER DONE WITH MY JOURNALS!!!!!!

I ALSO EMAILED BOTH TO MS TAN ALREADY!



I think i will die for July journal. Since both May & June killed me already. -.-

OKAY to begin with: I will die now. PRELIMS IS A MONTH & LESS AWAY!!!!!!! & it concerns my DPA!!!!!! HOW HOW HOW!?!?!?!

Okay frigging out now.

A few thankyou(s):

Thank you JONG JONG (^^) for your PE shirt or else I'll have no PE today and I can't play badminton!!

Thank you QI QI (^^) for your black fbts or else I'll have no PE today and I can't play badminton since i was wearing white lololol!!!

Thank you JY JY (^^) for playing badminton w me AGAIN ON A FRIDAY!!!!! WHOOOOO DAMN SHIOK AND YES IF MY ARMS ARE SORE TMR YOU'LL KNOW WHY :D

Thank you Chriss for singing when we were waiting for our turn during oral. It actually calmed me down and i relaxed a whole lot when i sang along too ^^ THANK YOU!!

& YES NO SCHOOL ON MONDAY THANKS TO YOUTH DAY! ME IS A YOUTH :D

& THANK YOU TO MS TAN IN ADVANCE FOR THE PIZZAS ON TUES ! :D

I'M A HAPPY GIRL WHOOHOO!!!


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Now.... TIME TO CATCH UP ON A LOT OF ZZZZZZ BECAUSE TGIF & TIAS (TMR IS A SAT HAHAHA I JUST MADE THAT UP :D)

And then prepare my strengths/reasons why i wanna go MASS COMM IN NP + 2 other courses but i have no decided omg omg omg/how can I contribute to the industry after i graduate & EMAIL IT TO BOTH MS TAN AND MS KOH aka XU LAO SHI (HAHAHA JY SEE THIS!!)

Okay a tad too high.

x x x
When i said "shoot me" in my previous post, you should have, because the oral is about YOG 2010 and all i think of is "err... hmmmm errrr" and my points don't sound like it made any sense!!!!!!! where did all my adjectives go to?!?!!?! wtf seriously. i should have continued with tuition and at least practice once a week for 2 hours or sth instead! Like fml big time!

Well it only made me realise that english is still da bestz!!! English fo' life yo!!!

x x x

Thursday, July 02, 2009

Quick post: I KNOW HOW TO STOP GETTING DISTRACTED ALREADY! (or maybe not...)

Because ah, when i disconnect the internet i can actually concentrate and type!!

BUT NOT FOR LONG!!! SEE IM HERE AGAIN!!! Idiot -.-

But still, it's a baby step ^^ Whoohoo

OKAY I AM STILL NOT DONE WITH MY JOURNAL!

O LVL CHINESE ORAL TMR PLS SHOOT ME!!!!! AND BRING TIE EVERYONE!!!

X X X

Wednesday, July 01, 2009


AIM: Finish Part 1 of June journal i.e. the SYMC part by 9pm! i am left with two hours! GO ME!!

EDIT @ 9PM: You know there's 3 days of SYMC 09 right. Guess how much i'm done with: DAY ONE OF SYMC! HAHAHAHAHA I suck right. omg -.- 5 HOURS LEH. -.- Ok bye.

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EDITED @ 10.30PM: No i'm still not done with my journal, THEN WHY AM I STILL HERE!?!?!??!?!
I hate thyself. But its okay, because at the end of the it's gonna be another masterpiece. WHOO GOOOO MEEEEEEE! OLE OLE OLE!

Ha i wish.

Here's another one of the two cutie pies - I can never get enough of them. I think i've morphed them into cam-whoring freaks hahha because the one on the right aka Valencia knows how to click the button and smile and say cheese for the stupid hole on this Macbook. HAHA the next time they're coming over i'm getting them to do the many many efftects one ^^ COOL SHIT YO!

OKAY GET BACK TO FRIGGIN JOURNAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & I've not done EMaths hw DIE DIE DIE DIE !!!



x x x

I started my June journal around 4pm, so it has been 1.5 hours and im still at the FIRST PARAGRAPH!!!!

WHY AM I ALWAYS SO SLOW?!?!?!?!?! Walao always get distracted -.-



Kekeke they can be so annoying (which is why i don't want to raise kids), yet they're always such cutie pies!

x x x

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

YESSSSS I'M DONE AND OVER WITH MY PROPOSAL !!!!!!!
It exceeds by a thousand words but who cares ^^

Whooo now time for my June journal...

I've learnt to - Set a VERY realistic aim muahahahahhahhahahaa


Aim: Finish my proposal before Mama comes home so which means i have around 2 hours. GO MEEEE

Monday, June 29, 2009

Just finished updating everyone's thumbdrive & Afiq's memory card whoo! Get ready for all the photos peeps! There are super unglamz ones but there are still nice ones HAHA

I want to blog but I still got Eng to do ):

Okay ciao!

x x x

Sunday, June 28, 2009

I K.O.-ed LITERATURE HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Whooo!!

Now for the rest... Oh man ):

Saturday, June 27, 2009

  • 3.5 Lit passages = 7 qns to be done
  • Proposal (THIS IS SHIT I NEED TO CUT DOWN OR WRITE LONGER?!)
  • June Journal june is one of the best months ever, or not, so many shit gg on.
  • Edit May Journal the last part is crap
  • HIST CONCLUSION CANNOT BE LAZY TO THINK ALR!
  • EMaths try again
  • AMaths try again

What is there for Chem and Physics? & there is both chem and physics on MONDAY!!!!!!

Why is time so short?

I'm freaking out right now na na na

x x x

Friday, June 26, 2009

R.I.P. MICHEAL JACKSON

Like :O & O.O

I'm 16 mins late and i'm still here! HAHA

Bye

Thursday, June 25, 2009

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Eating lunch noww. I wish i can just throw the whole wireless router to the ground and jump on it on, pour chilli sauce all over it, flushed it down the toilet bowl and then it will be so wrecked that there's no internet at home and i wont get distracted ^^ good idea, no? Since me being stucked at home is also not doing me any good since words are not coming to me for my Lit like how I am blogging which is just thoughts and fragments from my mind. I have to search deeper for words in my mind for Lit and English!!!! Can't stand staring at the blank paper with all of my scribbles, or the blank screen. I kept staring at it. Damn it!!!!!

I need to be thinking constantly, of school work, yes, and nothing else, hw hw hw hw. Thinking of what to write for my proposal. My proposal is nowhere near finish, and i already exceeded the word limit. GG to me! -.-

Can't wait for tmr! Birthday celebration: Badminton, cards, sushi, shades, sun tan, sun protection, cam-whore, sandwiches, hotdogs w/ bread, awesome company - the best and nothing else, and $$ flying away into the cashier because it is a dog-eat-dog world.

Have to dig $ out later!

Tata!

x x x

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

This personality profile is based on the writing of Jazmyne Gwee created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program.

Jazmyne uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Jazmyne does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Jazmyne will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Jazmyne is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

Jazmyne tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Jazmyne writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Jazmyne will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says "she didn't hear you", she really means, she didn't hear you.

Jazmyne will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Jazmyne's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Jazmyne slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Jazmyne can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Jazmyne's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Jazmyne that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Jazmyne also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Jazmyne is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Jazmyne's self-concept is artificially low. Jazmyne will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Jazmyne to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Jazmyne is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Jazmyne is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Something is incomplete in Jazmyne's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Jazmyne's sexual needs.



I did this around 12noon, & I thought about this for the whole afternoon. Some parts are really true, some parts are just :O. Now i know why I'm like this.. or that..

However, like all other personality quiz, I don't really trust em, they're just, bogus? How you can let someone or in this case, something, who don't know you, who only makes assumptions due to the few questions you've answered? To hell with their university degrees or bachelors or whatever.

Plus handwriting is just different. It's never constant. No one word or signature will be the same, they may look the same, but they're no doubt not the same!!!

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I'm overwhelmed (overwhelmed is underrated - I'm feeling a tad more than that) by Lit, how others can score, why some, specifically - I, can't, how to get my A1 in 4months and less, how to finish up my 4 Unseen passages.

On a side note, thank you Sherlyn for doing the group one, maybe you can teach me!!
& Thankyou Lia & Mw ^^ :)

OH yes and Zl was being a funny entertainer!! I know you're trying to make me laugh with your jokes, but sometimes you don't have to try.

No more late nights today, no more SMSes. Physics Camp tmr, + Bill's gonna burst.

Tata for now!

x x x
Yesterday was good! :D

I'm down with 1 lit passage & EMaths paper! MANY MORE TO GO!

GO MEEEE!!!

Damn tempted to change skin, but I don't think now's the right time... hmmm.

& FML: School hol's not gonna extend!

x x x

Sunday, June 21, 2009

I'M FINALLY DONE WITH MY MAY JOURNAL
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Zhenlu would know how long i took. HAHAHA

OK One down, many more to go!!!!!!

GO MEEEEE!!!!!



♥♥♥
Because you made my day, like always :)
xoxo

Met Darl on the 18th, Wednesday after Media camp where I took bus 14 from Clementi Interchange and it took one and a half hour ride to Katong, and after that there were lemons and lime on my butt!!

Dinner @ Astons which I queued for half an hour which is quite short considering it was already 7.30pm already, and Darl's timing were perfect! (Y) Both of us chicken, hers was Teriyaki while mine was Chargrill and both of us had mug rootbeer ^^

Talked for about 2 hours or less or more I lost count but it was great catching up!! ^^

& she drove me home after that wheee :D

Love you Darl xoxo

x x x

Saturday, June 20, 2009

It has been exactly 7 years, 2494 days, and 59856 hours (& counting).

& tomorrow is Father's Day. -.-

Friday, June 19, 2009

Hate to say this, but i've officially wasted my whole afternoon away. GG & GL to me. ):
Koped this from Shermin's blog:
  • English May Journal
  • English June Journal
  • English Compre Paper 2
  • English Prposal & Speech Draft and Essay
  • A math WS
  • Chemistry Mock Exam Paper
  • Physics Worksheet
  • History Cold War Essays except for conclusions i was lazy to think
  • Lit Unseen Passages
  • E math WS
I am basically screwed. FML.

Been staring at my MS Word for the past hour. 60 MINUTES ALREADY YOU KNOW. & I only wrote one sentence. What is wrong with me? 
GOT MY HANDS ON JONAS BROTHER'S 
LINES, VINES, AND TRYING TIMES!! 

ITS ON REPEAT 
ON MY ITUNES
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


LOVE THEM LOVE THEM LOVE THEM
LOVE NICK LOVE NICK LOVE NICK

When's the last time I went crazy over such thangs... JT/JayChou??

x x x

Thursday, June 18, 2009

I apologise to Jy & Diana & Tay because i had to cancel our cycling trip. Sorry, please forgive me. I pinky-swear I'll make it up to you all. Please please don't hold it against me. You all still love me right?!?!

I guess our next cycling date (or any date, for that matter,) would be.. idk when, and that's why i'm feeling so bad because i know this trip means a lot to 4 of us since we'll prolly never go out together as the 4 of us till after our major N's & O's. ):

Thank you all for being understanding. Xoxo to ya all from the bottom of my heart!!!!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Today is a damn shiok day! Out with Ahting & Sean. Had Crystal Jade (TZUYING LOOK HERE MUAHAHAHA) for Brunch, and MP Lib to mug, then Zen @ ECP for dinner!!! 

I swear the Facebook note Nica tagged me is damn hilarious after I posted it and peeps commented it! I SWEAR!! ESP the TAI TAI PART. YOU ALL MUST BE KIDDING ME RIGHT!!!!

So let's see, these past 2 weeks of the June Holidays (YES TWO FRIGGIN' WEEKS HAS PAST AND I'VE NOT STARTED MUGGING. NOT AT ALL. MUGGING FOR MOCK EXAMS? OH PLEASE!!! BULL SHIT!!) is super duper lovely and packed because of the company I have yo. :D

I have pictures to post, pictures to send, but i guess I'm soooo lazy it'll have to be other time!
Sorry to MG peeps and peeps from Sheryl's chalet who wanted pictures!

& SORRY TO "US" because you wanted to see pictures esp of youknowwho HAHAHHAHAHAHA :P BLEH @ YOU TOO! 

Time to really isolate myself from distractions, AND MAKE LOVE TO BOOKS, NOTES, AND OTHER RELATED STUFFS!!!!! 

But that will have to wait. Next week is packed too!

HELLO MIAOWEN THE BABELICIOUS AND YAYAH THE PANTAT! WILL BE SEEING YA GUYS THREE TIMES NEXT WEEK FOR LONG HOURS :D WHEEEEEE :D

HELLO HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE CUS ANNA THE COUSIN WON TICKETS WHOOO

HELLO JY TAY DIANA FOR CYCLING DATE !!! CAN'T WAIT!!! :D 

And yes Darl, are you free next week too? I can meet ya for dinnerrrrr on Mon/Tues/Wed, if i could see you next week, next weeek would be perrrr-fect whoooooo :D

& YES!!!!!! LINES, VINES AND TRYING TIMES OUT NEXT WEEEEK TOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE NICK LOVE NICK LOVE NICK HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE NICK OMG OMG OMG 
(I wonder how he looks like with beards/moustache........ EW EW EW EW NO NO NO NO *shaking the thought out of my head like how Haziq does HAHAHAHAHAHA*)


Yes I'm getting too high for my own good!  :D

Okay bye bye bye love ya all!!! 

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Reason #1 why I love Twitter: 
NICK JONAS's UDPATES!!! 





Can't wait for LINES, VINES AND TRYING TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
IS SHIA LABEOUF HAWT TO THE MAX OR WHAT?!




Can't wait for TRANSFORMERS 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To hell with Korea because they had their premiere already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmmmm I seem to have a thing for men with beards/moustaches... I like JT that way too :D 
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHA  

x x x 

Friday, June 05, 2009

ANOTHER MUST WATCH:

NOW YOU KNOW WHY I LOVE HIM TTM/SO MUCH & WHY I'M SO IN LOVE WITH HIM \m/


Thursday, June 04, 2009



a fine frenzy - almost lover




Miaowen this is for you too :D
I've just typed a long thank you post to everyone important in my life right now. But i don't feel safe posting it. Gah, why am i so weird. -.-

Mock exams are over for now.. except for Chem's which is next Thursday. '

MIAOWEN JUST SHOWED ME UTUBE VID: MUST WATCH!!!!!!!!!!! SUPER HILARIOUS!!!!!1



CIAO! X X X 

Monday, June 01, 2009

Shermin & Tzuying are at my cribz yo! :D

So i shall blog because they're here! & we realised that my crib is not a condusive place at all because we kept talking and talking and talking from one topic to another and we gave up on SS & History. LOL.

NEXT TIME CANNOT STUDY AT MY CRIB ALR!!!!!! 

MT O's killer. I could write but I don't think I can score As.. so yup. THERE'S STILL ORAL AND PAPER 3 SO GO MEEE! 

So there's no more Chinese tuition for now.  Hmmm

ALOT OF OTHER THINGS TO TALK ABOUT but i want to dedicate my whole day blogging, catching up with Dirtymasquerade about a lot of nonsensical stuffs so i shall leave the rest for another day!

Aiyahh,,,,, my blogging nowadays have no quality at all. Go read my archives and you'll realise my posts are getting shorter and shorter. Long ones are so rare!!! SO NOT MY STYLE PLEASE. 

ANYWAY BIG SHOUTOUT TO SHERMIN & TZUYING CUS YOU TWO ARE THE GREATEST MOST FUN-EST PEEPS TO GOSSIP AND STUFFS :D WHOOO NEXT TIME MUST COME MY HOUSE TO SWIM!!! :D

Okay ciao! 

x x x 

Saturday, May 30, 2009

I know i've got tons to tell and say but my mind went blank when i started to write. I kept backspacing and deleting.  -.-

I don't want things to turn out like this. I don't want to retake O's.

Good bye. 

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Got tons to update, but time is against me. ):

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Yes i'm waiting, for news to tell me that KRIS WHATSHISNAME IS NOT THE REAL AMERICAN IDOL!!!! 

NO NO NO NO NO 

ADAM LAMBERT SHOULD BE THE ONE!!!!!

WHATEVER OKAY, ADAM WILL DEFT SELL MORE ALBUMS AND BE MORE SUCCESSFUL THAN KRIS WHATSHISNAME!!!!!!!!!! 

hahahaha well lemme dream for a whileeee ^^

Chinese intensive training starts tmr. Please shoot me. 

x x x 

Sunday, May 17, 2009

In the midst of copying Chinese compos. The rest think that it won't help, since I won't even remember what I copied, since I'm sorta copying blindly. But how else am I suppose to improve my writing skills? 用华文表达我的想法吗? 我都不知道我写的这一些对不对。-.-

I think I'm hopeless. 

Anyway, gotten back our MYE chinese results. Guess what I've gotten, even after going for tuition once a week since Feb and paying half or more though not 100 per cent of my attention in class (while the rest of the per cent were having fun with Kaylie Chriss Ryan)...

C5

Yeah I am SO hopeless. 

& ppl like Ryan who hardly does his hw also get a C5!!!! EH UNFAIR TO THE MAX PLEASE. 

It's not like I'm not putting in effort eh. Wtfbbq. I guess I'm not aiming to go to JC anymore. Simply because my chinese CMI BIG TIME and Jc need to take chinese!

How can I jump at least 3 grades to get A2 or even an A1? 

HELP!?!?!??!?!

x x x 

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Am talking to Darl & Daanish on MSN now. :)

CL ORAL was killerrrr i got her which was soooo bad ok nvm.
EL ORAL WAS GOOD because I got Ms Freida Ho aka Choir teacher-in-charge aka FRIEND aka many things to talk about because she's quite particular about hairstyles HAHAHA hope i did well &&&&& i spoke in a slang-not-my-normal-voice and i hope she didn't mind and i hope she knows that im putting in effort to do well ANW ITS OVER WHEEEE 

Anw for both orals it seemed so short, wish i can go on forever wheeee :)

Sports Chanbara tmr eeeee ):

THANK YOU MS CHIA FOR YOUR BBT TREAT AKA WHEEE FREE LUNCH :) :D She sounded so excited about the night-cycling! But too bad we can only do that after O's. ):

Yes can't wait for post-O's. REALLY WANT TO ENJOY MYSELF W/O ALL THE STRESS FROM HW/MUGGING!! 11/11 I AM AWAITING YOUR ARRIVAL but before that i must really GET SERIOUS AND GET STARTED. IT'S ALREADY MAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. MUST NOT GET DISTRACTED aiyah why am i still here?!??!

& oh ADAM LAMBERT IS SOOO DAMN FRIGGING GOOD EVERY WEEK ON AMERICAN IDOL OMG LOVE HIMMMMM tho he's gay ):

&& CAN'T WAIT FOR THE FINALE NEXT WEEEEEKK!!!!!

Shall see the Mozzies @ Sheryl's chalet on Sat and I can go crazy with Yvette over ADAM because she posted pics of ADAM LAMBERT whoooo so i know i can go crazy over him with her :D

It seems all of my "secrets" are out. AIYAH i managed to keep quiet for so long ya know!!! Hur people you all know what im talking about yes :D

I LOVE FOOD. Adding on to what i had last week, I THINK I WILL DIE IF I STOP EATING. I WILL NEVER GO ON A DIET. NO WAY MAN. I LOVE FOOD TOO MUCH! OH FOOD, OH GLORIOUS FOOD. But ah, too ex already ): Damn it.

Okay updates till here for now.

Love my friends, love my friends, love my girlies, love my peeps, love my homiez!!!!!!!!!!! Miss ya all miss ya all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

x x x 

Monday, May 11, 2009

This weekend (incl today Mon) has been good (Y). Me wants more weekends like this please.

(Y) FOOD - top of the list you won't believe what i've eaten since Friday, uh huh.
(Y) FRIENDS - Shermin, Tzuying, Samantha, Sherlyn, Lia, Shermin & Tzuying & SK. 
(Y) FAMILY 
(Y) SLEEP - 12 hours each day, no less! 
(Y) Studies - because I completed my chinese compo with a lot of help from Shermin + TY! 
(Y) SHOPPING @ Far East which was (Y) because sister bought stuffs which i deft will wear!! 
(Y) SURFING - cut down(!!) 

Super energized for this week's school, can't wait to go school and fill people in about stuffs, muahahahahaha 

CL ORAL ON WEDNESDAY. KILL ME NOW. 

x x x