Friday, February 29, 2008

Dedicated to Yvette Post:

HAHAHAHA okay so after school rushed home to get my birth cert damn stupid of me because i left it at home (!!!#%$^$#@@!) and then met Sweetheart & Clarissa at the Lavender platform to make my i/c. I don't regret how my i/c photo turned out yet Mama and all says its damn ugly wtfishhhhhh so heck nvm it'll be with me for the rest of my living life (!!!) then after that we waited our queue number and then etc etc etc then poof, done!

Then I took 197 to Parkway while they two left for Bugis to watch P.S. I love you. Bought Mw's present and tabao-ed LongJohns home and this is the part when I saw YVETTE with her girlfriends and this is also quite a small section dedicated to you my dear. :D

Fell asleep on the sofaaaa. Damn shiok!

Just completed my EMaths. Toa Cah Soh! HAHAHA.

Mahjong with the mom and sista later!

x x x

Thursday, February 28, 2008

And I just wanted to say I'm sorry,

I flunked my Amaths. I wasn't as devastated as when I got back my Chem & EMaths paper, maybe because I knew I'll fail AMaths, so no big surprises there. Now, I've got to try to stop leaving blanks for every question that I don't know how to do. It's sooooo stupid even though I still get method marks out of it. Damn pissed at my self because my EMaths is dropping too. Can't say I hate Maths now, yet I don't feel the joy in doing it.

The only papers I hadn't get back are English, SS & Lit. Hope they're not Bs also. Tsktsk.

Was supposed to go to Lavender to make my i/c with Sweetheart but after talking to Miss Leow (and her giving both of us lollipops) we just had to go for Choir. Damn stupid & Mama's mad at me because I've delayed it for so long and it wasn't my fault and neither is it anyone's and nope it's not Ms L or Choir's. Just blamed it on bad time management and planning.

Been snoozing alot in class today. All I had to do is lie on the table and close my eyes and hold my pen up so I look like I'm writing something, but actually I'm not, so gotcha, ya got fooled, didn't you. So everything the teachers said today are one ear in, one ear out. Couldn't even process it because my mind was off and red. It's only on and green during Pe, where Raffles won the games and Blue house had to do the chicken dance as a forfeit, hah.

Homeworks are piling up, & currently I'm letting them sit in a pile, in my file, in my Crumpler, collecting dust. Stress is building up and I'm definitely not your most attentive stewdent because the results of CT1s made me lose my confidence, by a whole lot. Sad to say, it's not motivating me to do better. See, this is why I'm still blogging here - No motivation to do anything!

Lack of sleep, lack of motivation, lack of drive. I'm wasting my life. Seriously.

Hitting the sack, bye

x x x

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

B.
B.
B.
B.

My best subjects. & what did I get? B.

Special thanks to Jiayan, Amanda, Sherlyn, Miaowen!

I'm wearing thin down to the core,

Caught P.S. I Love You at The Cathay with daaa family including Mama minus brother & it's my 3rd movie this month, and the funny thing is it's usually 1 movie in three months, ha!

The movie is really sweet. Wonders how the late husband - wait what's his name? - writes those letters and everything. I wanna read the book! -stares at Miaowen! Lol

Before the movie was cheerleading meeting for the few of us. Guess I wasn't really motivated anymore? But anyways love the girls to the maxxxxxxx!

Then Diana was still in school & she's going to Eastpoint with Ahtay, so chatted a lil on the way to the bus stop while I head home to change. Whee much loves!

If my Lit got B, I won't be able to take it. I swear.

x x x

Sunday, February 24, 2008

The missing pieces of memories when you're missing in action,

Having second, third, fourth thoughts about posting the Taiwan-trip because I don't have the photos with me (Those who have Facebook, you'd know that it was da sista who tagged me hehehe) as I didn't upload any of the 1400 photos.

In fact, I couldn't be bothered to upload ANY photos since starting of the year. Let's see, there's random photos in class, photos on my phone, photos during CNY concert, photos during CNY reunion dinner, lots of etcccc!

Taking pictures doesn't seem to be so much fun anymore. I don't have pictures of this year's V day, my big day, Amanda's bday and everyday happenings.

This is so sad. ):

Sidetrack: Damn crazy over the Tofu Tofu/Kungfu Kungfu OST of Kungfu Dunk! HAHAHA.

x x x

Saturday, February 23, 2008

And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

Out to spend the afternoon with the darl that I've only met her previously for such a short time! On two occasions some more! bitter

But nevertheless really enjoyed myself with her starting from when Ahting & I cabbed to Paya Lebar in such a rush cos' she's going to Singapore Post to meet her baby while I went to meet Valerie, and I met her 15 mins later than as planned, all the way till when I alighted from Eunos!

Went to Marina Square to catch KUNG FU DUNK at 2.10pm!!!! OMG I CAN'T STOP SMILING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MOVIE (except for the touching parts & when I was eating the XXL Crispy chicken & when I was eating the Oreo sticks darl brought) CAUSE IT WAS DAMN HILARIOUS AND IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE, LIKE HOW AT THE BEGINNING WHEN THE FROZEN SHIFU DIED AND JAY CHOU DIDN'T, & AFTER HE SHOOTS HE WILL SMILE TO THE PAPARAZZI & THEN LATER HE USED KUNGFU TO STOP TIME BY FREEZING EVERYONE ELSE TO WIN THE BBALL MATCH & HE GOT A VERY RICH FATHER & XIAO LAN DAMN HOT ALSO AHHH XIAO LAN!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH DAMN FUNNY I SWEAR!! blush Omg damn embarrassed by me, myself & I.

& btw, KungFu Dunk is the first ever Jay Chou movie that I watch in cinemas & it's the 1st movie I've watched together with Valerie only! pleased

After buying my pencil case from Muji, we went to Gelare @ Citylink to have our very late lunch aka Cookies N' Cream ice cream at like 5++. Damn shiok, if only it wasn't that ex. Next time we shall have Ice Cream Chefs @ Siglap! pleased

I WANT THE SOUNDTRACK OF KUNG FU DUNK!!!!!!! HMV doesn't have it!!! angry

Canadian Pizza for dinner because Ahting & Sean & I are lazy to go out and eat. Played mahjong with them & 4th Uncle heheeheee. silly

Tomorrow shall be a rest-day. To take a good-clean break from all the sheeeitz that's happening. Choir, cheerleading, exams, tests, assignments, r/s, f/s, and stresssssss.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

& Thankyou Darl for the very very nice bday present & the Vday Ferrero Rosher! I've load the cd already! OMG I LOVE IT!!! XOXO!

Okay tata!

x x x

Friday, February 22, 2008

When you look into the past,

Common tests, O common tests. Why'd you have to be soooo hard? Why'd you turn out like that? (because teachers sets us like that!)

Tuesday

English Paper: So-so.
SS: So-so.

Wednesday
History: Killer.
E.Maths: A few questions were killer!

Thursday
Chinese: Thank god I didn't feel like sleeping when I was doing my paper.

Friday
CombinedScience: Killer.
AMaths: SERIAL killer.
Literature: Killerr! BECAUSE I THINK MY MIND WENT BLANK AND I FORGOT THE POINTS AND I FREAKED OUT AFTER SEEING FANGQI DOING HER ANSWERS LIKE ONE FULL PAGE LONG-KIND OF THING & MY JUICES WERE NOT FLOWING AT ALL!!

(After the paper, went to find Ms Sharifah to complain! HEHE)

Parkway after school today with Jiayan, Ahtay, Gladys & Miaowen! Kfc-ed for lunched and Borders-ed (saw Diana & Eeting & co.) & to Minitoons & to Prints & to Popular. Kind of celebrating because there's no more papers! Time to reward ourselves! :D

Headed home and I slipped while trying to off the bus, damn embarrassing omgz. -.-

Tomorrow would be meeting Darl!!!! TO WATCH KUNGFU DUNK!!!!! laughinglaughing

Over-excessive use of emoticons can be damn irritating to see but it expresses how I feel = damn fun !!!

Kay dead beat bye bye all.

x x x

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Hey it's your birthday,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART! ♥
Let's go & make our I/cs together so we'll officially be fifteeen years old under the law!
Hope ya likes the fake lollipop! :D

Monday, February 18, 2008

No happy ending,

I'm no longer the one who is there for you.
I'm no longer the one who is there to cheer you up whenever you're sad.
I'm no longer the one who is there to make you feel happy and high.
I'm no longer the one who is there to comfort you, congratulate you, party with you.
I'm no longer the one who is there to celebrate your ups and down.
I'm no longer the one who is there to listen to your troubles, your rants, your complains.
I don't feel like I am your friend anymore.

You're no longer treating me how you used to treat me.
You're no longer the one who is there for me too.
Can I say, you no longer take me as friend too?

Sigh, the above seems to apply to you, you, and you.
Am I such a bad friend that cannot maintain my the friendships?

This is the way you left me,
I’m not pretending,
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending

This is the way that we love,
Like its forever,
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together


Good bye & good day to all!

Saturday, February 16, 2008

For that smile & those eyes, I'm falling

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, MYSELF & I!


Good bye sweet Fourteen, you weren't that sweet to me ya know.
Hello Fifteen, you've to learn to be more responsible and hardworking and have to stop procrastinating and stop splurging money and stop being so immature and stop giving attitude!

Thank you Girlfs Jiayan Ahtay & Diana for the Ripples slipper that fits me perfectly & the birthday card!
Thank you Miaowen & Clarissa & Gladys for the Diva earrings!
Thank you Eeting for the gift which is damn useful for my table!
Thank you Derick (hahaha from some weeks back) for the Guylian chocolates!
Thank you Jansen for the 5x5 Rubick's cube! (But dude! I don't know how to solve it man!)
Thank you Zhen Lu & Wei Jie for the Calbury chocolates!
Thank you Jansen, Beeyee, Wei Jie, Darl, Miaowen, Jiayan, Bestf, Diana, Ms Ho, Farhanah, Diana, Huimian, Gladys, Sweetheart, Fangqi, Try, Ara, Marcus for those very very sweet SMSes.
Thank you those who wished me via Friendster & MSN & posts(Diana, Fangqi, Eeting)!

heart2heart2heart2heart2heart2heart2heart2heart2heart2 Much loves to ya all!

Spend my day waking up at 1pm in the noon and then doing AMaths all the way to 7pm! Of course, there's half an hour times 3 or 4 or 5 breaks like that so it's not really productive + I only did Chapter 1 and not on Chapter 3 but I figured you need to know Chapter 1 first before you can do Chapter 3 because Chapter 3 involves Chapter 1 + I kept munching on new year goodies while revising which is no good for my complexion omgggg its like eeeeyer its getting worse or maybe its the stresssss that causes it to become like that & then I came online and then people started wishing me damn fun omg so happy! Happiestestestest was what Nica said! laughing

The day before (15/2) - During the break (not recess because of Total Defence Day -.-) daaaaaaaaa ladies surprised me by "popping out" my present! (Haha, should've known that Jiayan probably won't be the one holding it because then no more surprises already.) So yup, Diana was holding it and yeah, it was the shock of the day #1! laughing

After school - Tmall with Ahtay & Jiayan & we had Tori Q & then Yayah & Ara came to find us to do a little something-something and then we went to shop around and then went to Macs to give the both of them a treat and chit-chats and they both got hooked on my phone's Sims! HAHAHA.& Then they asked me to open up my present = Shock of the Day #2!!! Totally unexpected!!! Thank soooo much!!! laughing Then met Amanda & Alicia after they watch AhLong Ptd Ltd at close to 4pm to return Amanda's MND because I took it by accident. Much heart2 to all ya girls!

x x x

(This is wayyyyyyyyyyyy overdue! But die die must post this up! Hehehehe omg I'm a happy kidz!)

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Because everyone gets loved on this day,

Happy Valentine's Day to all!

Thank you Ahtay for the box of chocolates!
Thank you Miscoal Ms Koh for the lollipops!
Thank you Ms G. Chia for the chocolates & allowing us to suck the lollipops during lesson time!
Thank you MOUMOUREN for the TimeOut chocolate!
Thank you Yayah for the sweet!
Thank you Diana for the cookies & the very-nicely-done card!
Thank you Clarissa, Ms Huda, Ms Ho, Huimian, Darl for the SMSes!

heart2 smooch Much loves to ya all!

Last year's better because of the selling of roses for Choir on this day. sad

After school was going to the Market with Sweetheart (hope ya likes the Stitch & don'tcha suffocate it okay!!) to get the board for PE Project and BBT & back to school to paste the information & then chit-chatting (more of pestering) with Ms Koh to tell us whether she has a boyfriend or not, then lunched cheese toast, then to EastPoint with dearest girlfriends Jiayan & Ahtay & we saw dear Huimian on the bus with her mum! happy

Went to Popular and to the basement to get my favourite Choc Chip Muffins heart2 & then to Watsons then home.

Bai-ti-gong at night = mahjong with cousins (cause i didn't play during CNY!!) pleased

I'm flunking AMaths. Twice. Wtfish.

I worry for my Common Test.

x x x

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Posts on Taiwan + daaaaa 1400 photos another day, probably after CT1s when I'm less packed with homework & assignments & projects after missing school for 2 days!

Needa jet!

x x x

Replies -

Zhenlu, send ya the song another time sorry! & HAPPY CNY! (8
Yayah, hey babe! :D
Nanah, np! sure! Good to know you enjoyed yourself!
Darl, I'M HERE! 23RD YES! WHEEE CAN'T WAIT! MISS YOU LOTS TOO!

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Time check: 1.39am

I'm supposed to be in the airport (Terminal 3 yo!) by 6.30am for my flight to Taiwan & guess what? We're playing mahjong!! Kekekeke. Ahting just took over me & within half an hour I lost 10 bucks!!! Wtfishhhh.

Today's CNY concert for me as an emcee was: Indescribable. Seriously. I wasn't nervous UNTIL after I changed & really prepared to go out there. THEN, I waited back stage and that's when the "panic attacks" started coming right to me! So I was kinda jumping up and, hahaha! Thank you Laywei & Hauyan for trying to un-nervous me! Then there was this part where I stumbled and I felt really really stupid okay!!! -.-

I'm currently looking forward to taking my report books to see something else on my Holistic Report Card :D

& the Fortune Gods, Babat, you'll always be a winner yeah! That's why you're chosen in the first place! As long as we had fun, joy & laugher, & in the end at least you got time for Aungklung instead of rushing here and there right! It's alll goood!

Wheeee photos with teachers today! Not really a very nice scenery because it's outside the staff-room!! But otherwise I like it!

Reunion dinner with at Nai nai's house which is just a different lift from mine! HAHA. But before that it was trying to complete my holiday assignments yet out of the 15 Amaths question I only managed to do 3 correct. So pekchek okay.

& YES: I got 10/30 for Amaths test!!!!! Which I'm really happy (even though I should NOT be) because I thought I confirmed get 5/30 only!!! Nevertheless I can't wait to go for remedials! Thinking of studying outside school curriculum excites me!! Because I think in school hours I'm always sleepy, & after school not really sleepy already. HAHA.

Okay byebyebye I know people are missing me already HAHAHA just kidding!

x x x

P/s: This post is suppose to be up before I left for Taiwan!! But time forbids me to do so! SORRRY!

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you


Fall For You




The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find


I swear you won't regret playing this song! :D

Saturday, February 02, 2008

You're impossible to find

I always swore to you i'd never fall apart

All I ate today was: junk food junk foood & even more junk foooood. It's 9.52 pm now & I've not eaten a full meal & I'm not hungry.

It's damn shiok that the weekends are here because it means more sleeeep! I woke up at a freaking 2pm today in the noon by the phone! Imagine I'd have slept more if not for that phone call!!! Pfft.

Kill me please, shot me in the head and don't revive me. Because I didn't bring back my AMaths textbooook!!! The subject I need the most practise on! To hell with it man. Ugh.

Nana, hehehe thanks!
Eeting, ILE! :D
Shirin, thanks! :D

x x x

You're putting a lot into something you're only a part in.

Things I Must Do before Taiwan Trip:


1. Compiled all the notes for EVERY subject!!!!!! (DOOOM because I don't even know what topics are we TESTED ON!!!!!)

2. Meeet NICA (YES DINNER ON MONDAY NIGHT! & DARL (OH WHEN OH WHEN? )!!!

3. SHOP TILL I DROP!!!

4. HAIRCUT!!! (Super irritating long fringe, which I actually bothered to clip it up, yet why is it irritating?!!!!!)

5. Settled all my homework: CME Project/ Pe Project/ LIT BLOG!!

6. PACK LUGGAGE!! (Seriously I don't know what to bring there. Should I bring my beloved Red Crumplerrrr?? :D :D)

7. Eat bak kwa! HAHA!

8. CHARGE SOUNDAHOLIC & CAMEL (Anyway Ahting will be bringing her Canon Ixus 75 so I don't think Camel is needed, so time to throw away CAMEL! Hehehehhe)

9. Update on CNY celebrations + Reunion Dinner!

10. Can't think of any, so: Complete all of the above!!!!

Booo. My face has the words: Hectic. Hectic. Hectic right smack in the middle of it. ):


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Replies -

Zhenlu, hahahaha fun to read right! :D
Yvette, tag moreeee! :D
Huimian, hehehe! Will study!
Nana, HELLOOOO! Wheee now our teeth so clean and stuffs. :D
Jiayan, ehhh what is f**g? I cannot guess! HAHA. I still don't want any fruits okay! Except for strawberries! :D
Diana, thanks! It's because I also can't view the red one, thats why I change! :D
Jasmine, yeahh, thanks! :D


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Friday, February 01, 2008

With You - Chris Brown




I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight

Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner
Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and
I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class of your own and
Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart and
I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind, and
You mean to me what I mean to you
And together baby there is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... girl
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Oh girl

I don't want nobody else
Without you there's noone left, and
You're like Jordans on Saturday
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now
Hey lil shorty, say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I will be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
Be your everything
[ With You lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

'Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl you're my heart

Oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... Yeah

And I will never try
To deny that you are my whole life
'Cause if you ever let me go
I would die so I won't run
I don't need another woman
I just need you or nothing
'Cause if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day

I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
They need their boo
They gotta see their boo
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight
Hearts all over the world tonight

And oh, I'm into you and
Girl no one else would do
With every kiss and every hug
You make me fall in love
And now I know I can't be the only one
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight
With the love of their life who feel
What I feel when I'm with you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh(girl)
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you... ohhh
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
With you, with you, with you, with you, with you...
Baby yeah