SS paper was a shocker. I didn't really expect all the do-able questions to come out for Essay, dang, should have memorised more of the "explain" parts.

I have nothing to say about MT P2. Just that if I get Mdm Wang for my chinese teacher next year, I wanna request to change. I don't care if it's the last class or what. I. Want. To. Change. 

Library with Shermin, but she left first, then I waited for the rain to stop and I came home.

Self-control. I need more of it. If I had more of it, I wouldn't be here wasting my time away.

I don't want to pretend already. I feel so fake, so "plastic". You heard?

x x x

Lovebug

Called you for the first time yesterday

Finally found the missing part of me

Felt so close but you were far away

Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless

Over the edge, I'm just breathless

I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again

Hopeless, head over heels in the moment

I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind

(I can't get you out of my mind)

I think about your eyes all the time

You're beautiful but you don't even try

(You don't even, don't even try)

Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless

Over the edge, I'm just breathless

I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again

Hopeless, head over heels in the moment

I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

I kissed her for the first time yesterday

Everything I wished that it would be

Suddenly I forgot how to speak

Hopeless, breathless

Baby can't you see?

Now I'm...

Yeah oh

Now I'm speechless

Over the edge, I'm just breathless

I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again

Now I'm hopeless, head over heels in the moment

I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

Ohhh

Love Bug again

x x x 

P/s: Mw, I'm not in love!!

P/p/s: It's just a beautiful song! 

P/p/p/s: I think I am in love, with the JoBros, oh yeah :)

I, Gwee Yi Xuan, DECLARE MYSELF TO BE SUPERWOMAN!

Because I spent a lovely 8 hours in MP Lib, from 10am all the way to 6pm, studying SS ONLY! This is considered a feat because I hardly spent so much time on ONE subject and I, the self-declared Superwoman, spent so long one subject!!! But I don't know if it's productive, because I'm scared nothing went into my damn head. \:

Shermin & Jeremy came around 2pm, and then they two studied until 6 also, and the lucky thing was: they actually got tables & seats behind me, by occupying someone else's! Because this P5 boy wasn't even at the table at all, lol. (Later that boy came back and took his bag away HAHA.)

Saw a whole bunch of people at the Lib : Ali & Tiffany & Gunadi, and Darren & band ppl, and Jolene K. & bf, and Dionne & Caiying, and I saw Chen Zi Cai(sp?) !!! You know Xiang Yun's husband? HAHA. 

Went to Parkway for food after that because I didn't have lunch, so we went to Giant and I tabao sushi home, and Jer treated me & Shermin Mcflurry! THANK YOU! 

I don't seem to be worried about Chinese at all. Hmmmm.

P/s: MIAOWEN, Kekekeke I have no need to buy blusher already. :D

Okay my posts are damn weird now. but I can't bear to remove the post with the conver. Bear with it! It looks fine on Safari, so I'm guessing it'll look fine on Mozilla, just that in Internet Explorer, my posts are under Profile. lol.

x x x

Sweet Nica

Nica is damn sweeeeet, she's made of sugarrrrrr and and everything sweeeet.

*

WEDNESDAY, SEPTEMBER 24, 2008

YiXuan I miss you

Don't get too shocked with the title darl. Because you wrote me a whole 2 loving paras, I missed you damn alot when I was just looking through my blog when I was really upset last night. You're so sweet I swear. Whenever I picture you in my head laughing like silly, it makes me wanna smile too. It's so easy to smile when I'm with you, I'm serious :) We have so many inside jokes ourselves, you cheer me up so easily, your "aiyooo" face is damn hilarious. Hahaha. You take good care of all your friends, you never make anyone feel left out. Yes indeed we are just in a call away, I always just walk to your place & we would randomly watch some dramas and go ga-ga over sweet couples.

I know I failed to eat midnight durian with you, but then I promise this time round when I'm back we'll go out whenever you want to okay? :) Whenever you're free darl. Of course it's because July I had ahem, with me. Hahaha, those sweet times. Well, I really hope I'm not back to SG so soon, but then I will catch up with you soon ok :) & your memory is soo good at times. Look, you remember everything we did together ;) Those cool times. Hahaha, you also can forget things easily, your "alamak, aiyoo" face. Hahaha, is what I picture you in my head. Your laughter is indeed contagious :B
Miss you

* This totally cracked me up for quite a while.


NICA! DON'T PINCH MY CHEEKS, NO MATTER HOW CUTE I MAY BE, I SCARED PAIN! KEKEKEKE :D
♥♥♥♥♥♥

I got a bad feeling for Oral. Regret, regret, regret. 

x x x 

English & Chinese P1 down! Many more to go!

The weather was brrrrr so cold today. Thank god I brought my jacket along, if not I think i'd freeze during the papers.

Okay so........ papers' over. Let's not talk about it.

Lunched with Jy + Shermin in school.

For today's post, go to SeeQiqi's blog! :D 

I think typing SS to revise is much more productive, or rather I feel a bigger sense of achievement after I typed out the essay outline, or rather it's all in red + black + Georgia hahaha.

Oral tomorrow! I hope my zits won't scare the invigilator away.

x x x 

I've had this feeling, one too many times. I feel so trap. Eek. I worry that something bad is going to happen i.e. I restarted the computer so many times now my Folder options are restricted. 

What's a system adminitrator? 

Oh. PSP! (HAHAHAHA, hurhur Line :D)

x x x 

P/s: THANKYOU SHERMIN FOR YOUR POPULAR CARD! GIVE YA BACK TMR :D! 

THANKYOU TZUYING FOR YOUR OREO BBT ALSO! :D 

When I thought it all been done,
When I thought it all been said,
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.

Happy Birthday LoVeronica! 

♥♥♥

Because today is your special day, and I wish I could celebrate it with you, because I think I've never even celebrated once with you, so let's celebrate a belated one when you're back! We could go Sentosa because we've been saying we wanna go there since forever, and have durians, and then go shop shop shop and then camwhore with your camera which is 923626554351321x better than mine, and then we can go blading & ice-skating also! & NEOPRINTS, because Whitesands has super cheap ones for $8 (but I don't know if it's still the same haha). But it doesn't matter as long as we spent time together to have fun! Whatever the case is, we can do so many things!

Remember those times when we webcam and sing to U + Ur Hand? Remember how we would meet whenever and wherever because you/me are just a phone call away? You've been more than a mere friend, because you gave me your ears when I needed them, and I am absolutely grateful and you bring smiles to me whatever whenever. So for your very special day, you enjoy yourself and have fun and party hard because your exams are over already so all the more reasons to celebrate! May all things wonderful come your way! I love you alot alot alot and I'll be waiting for you at the airport in Nov ok? :D

Love, J
♥♥♥♥♥

PMS. AT. WORK. TEMPERAMENTAL. AT. THE. MOMENT. PLEASE. HOLD.

I was on the brink of tears.

I spent only 3/5 of my allowance this week. Whoo!

& my overall CA marks for Physics is an A1!!!!! Despite failing my very first class test at the beginning of the year and then my marks were fluctuating throughout the year, whoo! Now I gotta focus on my EOY which would be a huge percentage for the overall mark!

Thank you Miscoal for pointing out my flaws so I can work on them. I need relax when I'm taking the paper. I know I can score, just that I was too nervous that I blanked out and, yeah, did not score. I'm gonna score! I will score!

AMaths is really not that hard at all. I think I'm more used to Ms.Chia's way of teaching already. Need to train my accuracy, need to train my speed, or else I won't be able to complete the paper, or else I'll fail. I don't want to drop AMaths.

Gotta memorise SS. SS. SS. SS. SS. SS. History. History. History. History. History. History.

*

When I remember the pain of losing something,
I become aware of the things that I want to protect.
-TzuYing's blog.

I need to cope with stuffs even better than how I am doing. Putting on a strong front and then breaking down is NOT a way to cope with stuffs.

My world revolves around school, my dearests, and study study study. My world don't revolve around you. My world revolve around and around you.

I am/ am not feeling left out, I don't know, more like I'm dissociating myself from everyone else. I have the urge to hide in a corner and bury myself in study study study and not think about things that leave cracks and more in my heart. I think I'm doing that right now, alone, all alone, only me, myself and I. I've learnt to deal with so many things, some are easy, some are not, some are outta my control, some I really wanna do something about it but I'm not, some are sucking my breath away making me so hard to catch a breathe. Is this what everyone will go through, a way of life? Why don't I feel my carefree days anymore? Sometimes I really wish this isn't the society we live in, where results are all that matters, we're only 15 for god's sake, must we achieve so much when we're so young? I'm trying to be positive. So long since I had a proper talk with you. Would you come back to me? Do you still care about me? Would you?

Keep your comments to yourself please. I'm out. I have AMaths waiting for me.

x x x

Alright, so every lil' thing is cropping up. There's so much I can take, there's so little that makes sense, there's just enough to make me break down. To hell with ALL of it.

Hello PMS. Please go away and never come back. Thank you.

So many things to get out of my mind. I need to focus. I need to put in more effort. I want my As. 

x x x

I, Gwee Yi Xuan, am finally out of bankruptcy! 

x x x 

J is selfish, domineering, and everything negative(-) at the moment.

Trying to be positive(+). Please hold...

Thank you for your call. Please try again later.

TYS here I come!

x x x 

P/s: It's amazing how much I can do within 1/2 hour of the Internet - practically all my bloghop + Fb + Fs + Hotmail + Msn (getting Line to me our bombshell peeekchas!) + including this short post! I am Pow-Wah! :D

Been trying to cut down on my computer usage thus the lack in posts. 

Just completed my Amath hw + EMath hw. 

Anyone knows how to do EMath Tb Revision Ex 9 Qns 11, please let me know, thxx.

*

Thursday was T3 with da Clarissa to complete-Hist-essay-cum-Popeye date! 

I took 2 hours to complete my essay and during O's we only have 1 an a half hours to complete T-W-O ESSAY + F-O-U-R SBQS. 

I see hell is coming straight for me. 

*

Friday's lunch was with Jy + Mw @ Ep's LJS. Can you believe I've been craving for it since Wednesday (i think?). I know Jy must be feeling relieved now, then I won't nag at her already, hoho. 

Oh, my cheese & tartar sauce & chilli sauce!!!

Then we went to Popular and spent a great amount of time not buying anything. I think our bags killed us too - all the heavy books, gosh.

Then Mw and I wanted to go to Bugis to slack since her tuition started at 4, but we ended up sitting at the platform and chitchat to miss a few trains. Then we board the train to Pasir Ris (haha) to waste some more time and I alighted at Eunos while Mw alighted at Bugis.

I watched Ep 7 of my Hot Shot w/ da brother who has no work today. You can hear me screaming in delight already.

At night was the Mid-Autumn Festival @ school, where I met Amanda & Jasper at Princess' Mac, and it was hilarious hahaha, then we took 31 to school and met Samantha outside school, and stayed at the canteen to wait for Zhenlu + Line, while Shermin came down to look for us. Then she headed off to do her duties, and then we slowly take our time and stare at the people who came, thinking: Eeeee not nice, not nice!! HAHA.

When Line finally came with the SPARKLERS + lighter (!!!!), we headed to the hall, got our red-with-white-polka-dots goodie bags, and went into the hall, and chitchat with Mr Yap!!! There's not distractions during their time, so good.

Then we settled down for the concert. Line & I kept talking about random stuffs (she kept wanting to tell me ghosts stories!!!! I don't like!!) and there's this lady behind us that said we're rude, lol. Oh we cam-whored too :D

Sad to say, I think only half of the hall is filled? Sam left halfway during the concert to find Ck?

Then after the concert, which was delayed by 30 mins or so, we left the hall for the canteen for the buffet :D

Line and I went to the toilet, and when she opened the door, she screamed and I screamed and I ran away and she ran after me!!!!!!!

We went back though, lolol.

Then we ate and drank and had laughs and Marcus + Shermin + Dionne joined us.

After the buffet, we went to the middle of the parade square and played with the SPARKLERS! I think of all us were damn high *winks*. 

Thankyou Marcus for being the camera-man! :D

Left when we were only left with 10 sticks, hahaha, from 50! Plus they were locking the school already.

Sam's dad came to fetch her.

Then we hang outside the gate, don't know where to go, because Line doesn't want to go home so early, and I wanna head home because I scared there's no buses already, plus we need a venue to play the last 10 sparklers.

So went opposite, below the staircase, and played there. Shermin's friends, joined us too, lol.

Then we walked to the mrt, with Line sulking and holding her pretty lantern because she still doesn't want to go home, lol.

Missed BOTH 31 + 12. -.-

Wanted to take 31 with Shermin, but scared later 15 no more already, so took 12. Bro called and wanted to fetch me home, I see no point lah.

Chatt'd with Shermin :D and heng our bus both came at the same time lol.

Then something I really regret -I DROPPED one of my EAR-PIECE somewhere on the bus!!!!!!!

Walao, no time to check!!!!!! The bus driver was driving so fast some more, and then I scared I miss my stop! & since Bro drove to Siglap to tabao food for Mama, so I alighted a few stops earlier then usual.

Gah, my $5.90 Ipod-lookalike headsets from Giant was good while it lasted. 

Met kor and collected the food and he drove us home.

Mama didn't say anything, lol. 

& that's how my day went. 

Pictures are with Angeline, because my camera is NOT charging!! Just like my mp3, sometimes. -.- This can't be happening, AT THE SAME TIME!! 

Nvm, Angeline the bimbo will edit it will we look like bombshell. HAHAHA. 

Ciao, got some emails to reply to. :D

Hello friend, I miss you. Can we go back to what we used to be?

x x x 

Quick post:

Mugging date with da Clarissa was the bombz because she booked one of the games room which is sooo spacious and we used that instead of the usual clubhouse! I think and we were quite productive, maybe it's a new environment and all. 

If going back doesn't help, then I wanna go search for new places! But i think that's kinda limited eh?

Ss test coming Thursday,

Physics test next Monday,

& i think a upcoming Emaths one soon.

Everytime, I wonder what I am to you. 
Is there so little space for that heart of yours?

x x x

I think some friggin' (insert-all-the-fucking-words-to-describe-here) hacked into my Friendster account. Such a childish act. I betcha 100% it's someone who is damn childish, has yet to produce growth spurt - both physically & mentally, and obviously has too much time on its hands.

Anyway password's been changed. & I betcha Zhenlu got a good laugh at the people (insert-all-the-fucking-words-to-describe-here) added, i.e. someone with the name DEW. 

(No offence to Dew)

I can hear your laughter already.

Okay back to the reason why I'm here:

I ate a lot today. A. Lot.

Went to the airport to send my cousin off to Taiwan in the morning, and I had BurgerKing (bacon + ham + eggs + bread + butter + lemon tea!) for breakfast. Then after that we left for Ikea! Bought table lamp for the study table, hehehe. Guess what colour I got it in? Pssss. No prizes though. 

R

E

D

!

Then I had the soft ice cream AND hotdog AND coke! Then da relatives wanna had a drink, so we went to Kallang, and I had McCafe's Double Chocolate Frappe w/ whipped cream. 

BUT!

Mama and Aunty + Uncle went to KFC..... 

So we went to KFC to join them. AND i had mashed potatoes & popcorn chicken & cheese fries!!!!

Wheee and we went home at around 4 plus, while the relatives went back to M'sia. :D

It's 10.04am now, and if I'm hungry, I'm a monster!!!!!!!! 

x x x 

If I'm not lucky, then I don't know what is it. Seriously. Haha @ how I'm able to "escape" from your clutches. ;)

2 and a half hours of Choir = legs stepped on lemon = stickers & lollipop :D 

6 hours of mugging at LJS with Shermin = completing our homework ONLY = us gossiping & doing the work at the same time = us whining and whining because our mouth were itchy = us hungry = accomplished! 

Much loves to you babe! :D

Wheeee time to do my other incomplete homework! 

x x x 

I feel so disgusted at how empty my blog is. Drafts everywhere. Damn wordy. No peektures most of the time. Is it because as I grow older, there's less time for me to stay faithful? Or as I grow older, there's more responsibilities, more commitments, more things to do on the Net (read: Facebook!!!) and thus less time to be faithful?

Alright, even if I wanna be faithful, I can't do that now, I gotta chiong for EOYs. 

Or that can wait too. 

Brekky with da brudder (who slaps my arm/ molested my thighs) is so much fun! From the minute I saw "him" after I came down the escalator, gossiping as we chomped on our "Tzuying" (HAHAHA) and then all the way till we had Physics extra lessons = me having a good time = I love ya man, brudder! *peace signs like what guys do*. 

Then after Physics lesson, Shermin + Amanda & her bf (whom I does not wished to name) + Angeline + Derick + Zhenlu (3 of them are my future mahjong khakis!! Guess who? :D) took the train to Cityhall, because Line the bimbo (no offence, shopping partner!!!) wanna get her hot pencil box, and then Amanda & her bf (whom I does not wished to name) left for Plaza Singapura. 

Shermin had her lunch at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe (?) while the 3 of them were drinking Milk Tea, and the 4 of us were playing daidee & I was damn shocked that the person didn't chase us out or anything, and even offered to clear the drinks + plates so that we have the space to play! I think pigs just flew across my mind. Oh yes, and the many gossips that came along with it!

Then we went to Mac for ice cream and Zl ate there. Before that we were walking around especially in Topshop my gawd I want the bags & the shoes!!! Saw Jansen, David & Guosiong in Mac. 

Then we went to walked around some more. Daidee Queen wanna shop with me! Wait till I'm out of debt and I have the $ first!! Then Line was hurrying to go home to go to some recital that her teacher paid for her. Shiok or not? Then Derick followed her to take train, while we three took bus.

(Line refused to take two-persons shot!! HAHA)

On the way to the bus stop, these two women in wheelchairs came asking for directions and me & Shermin did a good deed today. We gave them more than directions. HAHA. We directed them in the opposite way than where they were going. GG to us.

Then we gossiped while waiting for 16. Shermin alighted first, then I alighted to take 15 at KC. :D

My lips are sealed, Zl. Who cares if your ears (or rather you typed mouth) are itchy? HAHAHA.

Alright. A proper post finally.

Now let's focused. On. E-learning. Quizzes.

I think thinking about it killed me already. 

Bang bang.

x x x 

Steamboat @ Parkway last night. 

KFC for brekky + lunch later today with my "brother". :D

I feel like I'm a special kind of magnet who attract fats. 

x x x 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYLIE!!!!!!!!!! ♥ 

Much loves to you girl! ♥

Thanks for all the sunshine, care & concern you brought to my life in the past year! 

Really glad to have a friend like you!

♥♥♥♥♥

STOP!

Procrastination.

START!

Focusing.

Self-motivation.

Really concentrating.

Okay bye people.

x x x 

HAPPPY TEACHER'S DAY! ♥

Thank you to all the teachers who have made an impact in my life one way or another, motivating me to excel, cheering me on, or simply being a friend throughout my 15 years of living. :D

Much loves to ya all! 

x x x