This was what I posted a week back:

Things To Do:

1. Cheerleading practise
2. Meet-ups with Darl & Huimian
3. Meet-ups with the girls (i mean all 3 of them)
4. English homework
5. Literature
6. Chinese jianbaos (sucks like hell I've owed 3 already!)
7. Chemistry
8. Physics
9. EMaths
10. AMAths (Remedial ws & 17 questions! Both on Partial Fractions!
    Online Quizzes! (There's tons of them!)

This is a week later (today):

Things To Do:

1. Cheerleading practise (no point cancelling it until March 24th)
2. Meet-ups with Darl & Huimian
3. Meet-ups with the girls (THIS IS FRIGGING IMPORTANT OMG!)
4. English homework (Left with the journal, guess its the same as me blogging here everyday just that it needs to be more specific for EACH DAY!)
5. Literature
6. Chinese jianbaos (YAY I'VE DONE ONEEE!!!!! LEFT TWOOO!!!! hell)
7. Chemistry
8. Physics
9. EMaths
10. AMAths (Remedial ws & 17 questions! Both on Partial Fractions!
11. Online Quizzes! (There's tons of them!) I'M LEFT WITH THE CHEMISTRY ONE! Cos my textbook is in the lockerrrr!!!!

So yup guess its pretty much a fruitful and veryvellywellyjelly productive week for me.

SCHOOL TOMORRROW!

• Pack bag!
• Iron Uniforms
• FINISH UP THE HW!!! (LITERATURE & JIANBAOS & JOURNAL & AMATHS REMEDIAL WS!!!!)
• Soundaholic: Charging
• SET ALARM CLOCK & GET ANNA TO WAKE ME TMR HAHAHAHA (Don't think it'd be a problem waking up though, since I have been waking up early for the week)
• SLEEEP EARLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A good way to end the frigging busy holiday break is to have a meal at ASTONS!

Bye off to meet Ahting & Sean at Katong for dinner! :D

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Deleted the whole chunk of rants just now. Isn't worth posting it, it may only worsen the situation.

Dearies, we're left with only one week! Let's give it our best shot!!!!

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I DID ANOTHER TWO MORE QUIZZES! SOCIAL STUDIES AND PHYSICS! DAMNNNN HAPPPPYYY!!

But hell, I'm left with the hard ones: AMaths, EMaths & Chem!!!!

& seriously man, JIAYAN! THANK YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH :D :D :D
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR COMPETITION TOMORROW, & REMEMBER TO BRING TOILET PAPER! HAHAHA! SENDS MY MORAL SUPPORT AND ALL THE GOOD LUCK(S)! :D

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The morning-afternoon part of today wasn't that good because I couldn't get my steps right! So irritatingggg!!!!!!! Yet it was alright because we were in the dance studio again for two consecutive days! But unlike yesterday we didn't cover up the studio with all our uniforms (HAHAHA) because no other houses was practising in school.

Reached, waited for Yayah (she's walking to school from Mrt) and found Ahtay eating beehoon at the stair case, then we sat there and waited for Lesley to open the studio (she's the one with keys), then we went to the market to get brekky (damn shiok to have my favourite fishsoup so early in the day!!) then head back to school. Most of the squad arrived : Aznie, Sofea, Ruyu, Indra, Nabil, Joel, Mudnoh (hahaha don't know why the guys come also since we were doing steps hahaha) & around 11, Jiayan came! HAHAHA, because Ahtay and her lesson just ended, so yup! She stayed for a while though. Then yaddayadda, Ahtay & I left around 2pm.

(Sorrry Lesley, Rin, etc!!!!!)

We went to Eastpoint to have Rotijohns because when we went yesterday it was closed as its damn early hahaha! Bought bbt and Tay spilled hers even before she drank it!! Some more it was at the Rotijohns there, then we both started panicking and we kept laughing over it because its damn embarrassing plus i think like many people walked by us!!!! Funny me went to the toilet to get toilet paper HAHAHA because we both don't have tissues with us what! -.-


Then since contact lenses was having saleeeeeeee helped Tay to get the info she needs to ask her father if she could get it. Think I need to get it also, since I'm left with one/two month(s)? Funny me is even more enthu than Tay I swear!!!

"Ah pa, East Point one of the optical shops having sales, 6 pairs of lens for
$70, then they will give you another pair free, so can I buy? -smiles
widely!"

HAHAHA.


Went home and I did AMaths! :D ALL 17 PARTIAL FRACTIONS QUESTIONS DONE!!!
With the help of Jiayan hehehehehehehehehe.

Changed and met Darl at Roxy Square. Gave me such a scare when she said she reached Paya Lebar and it's not even 7pm & I haven't leave the house some more!!! HAHA. Walked towards Katong Shopping Centre to get her daily neccesities! I almost couldn't find the shop!


Then took a bus to Ice Cream Chefs! It was soooo crowded we almost had no seats please. Bought Cookies & Cream, mixed with malteasers! Omg the love of my life, ah! Best part about Ice Cream Chefs: the gossips and talks!!! Those embarrassing moments of our lives! HAHAHA. :D

Left, then waited for my bus and cam-whoreeeee. Missed 155 because we didn't even noticed it was coming. Love the self-timers shot, but sadly we only took 2?! & damn, should have missed another 155 hahahahaha!

LOVE YOU LOTS DARL! Another month or so left only! Gottta meet up many many times before you leave for Aussie! (Thankfully V Day, & BOTH our bdae's are before you leave for Perth! HEHEHEHE!)

Damn high now.

& hell, I haven't posted about Mw's party + photossss!

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YAYYYY I JUST FINISHED ALL 17 AMATHS PARTIAL FRACTIONS QUESTIONS!!!!!!!!


I FEEL LIKE DOING SOME MORE!

(thank you jiayan!!!!!!!)

YAY I'VE DONE ANOTHER QUIZ!
GO MEE!

Sudden outburst of motivation!!!!! I MEAN SUDDEN!

I've ONLY completed ONE quiz, and that's the English one. HAHAHA! & 4 more AMaths questions with the help of Jiayan (while waiting for Ahtay) & Ahtay (during cheerleading)!! & we've completed another part of the dance for cheerleading!

Though everything is moving very very slowly, bit by bit, doing one at a time, taking each step slowly, breaking things down into pieces, I CAN FINALLY BREATHE AGAIN!!!!!

Wheehooo & I think it's good not to freak out at a time like this but to continue to take things one at a time so that it won't actually seem a lot! Feels really really really good!

On a side note, I think there's something wrong with me, for feeling such a HUGE sense of achievement though I've NOT completed much!

Think I'm going to bring my homework w/ me tomorrow to cheer-prac so that I can cramp and do a bit of stuffs, at least accomplishing a little rather zilch.

LOVE ALL MY AUNTIES AND UNCLES WHO TURNED UP FOR CHEER PRAC TODAY! IT WAS THE DAAAA BOMBSZX SERIOUSLY LOVE DAAA STEPS AND WE'LL PRACTISE IT TILL WE GET IT PERRRR-FECT & AHTAY RINNNN YAYAH LESLEY YOU'RE THE SUNSHINE IN MY LIFE WHEEHOOO LURRRVA YA ALLLLL!!!!

Okay despite some shitz and all but still, it's sunshine AND rainbow after the rain! :D

& JIAYAN LURRRVA TO THE MAXXX TOOOO BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID YUP! & FOR PLANNING THE BIRTHDAY SURPRISE FOR MS KOH & EVERYTHING TO BE SO SUCCESSFUL!!!! DOESN'T MATTER IF MS KOH ISN'T SURPRISE (BUT WE KNOW SHE IS LAH :D) WE KNOW THAT WE MANAGED TO GIVE HER THE CAKE & THE CARD (DONE VERY VERY VERY NICELY BY YOU TOO!) :D

So yup, the surprise went according to plan!!! The 4 of us purposely went into class late, with Yayah screaming " JIAYAN FAINTED!!!!!!!!" Then she led Ms Koh to the canteen and that's we were, with the cake, and Ms Koh was surprised!!!! ( I hope! HA)!! Sang birthday song and all, and & we had an outdoor lesson forming compounds mixtures and whatnot, while Chris was cutting the cake, Afiq was holding the cake, & Yayah was giving out the slices of cake, since we couldn't eat inside the science lab!

& I'm not used to teachers calling me Ahgwee lah. -.-

Longjohns at Eastpoint for brunch with Ahtay, Jiayan & Yayah! 2nd day in a row omfg please kill me or rather the fats in my bod thankewverrrayemarch!

Hang out in the toilet for some time before heading back to school and we had our cheer prac in the dance studio! It's damn cool in there hehehehehe cause there's so few of us today and YES I LURRRVE YOU ALL!!!

Tomorrow might be an eggciting day!!! Gonna see Darl for Ice Cream Chef! But think I'll freeze because of the not-sunshine weather HAHA which is not appropriate for ice cream at all!

Okay off to do more quizzesss!!

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So far, I've only done 3 AMaths questions and 2/5 English TYS Nov 1997 and attempted Physics. So yup, considering that today is already Wednesday, I must say that I'm running out of time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hell.

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Fun, fun, fun, fun, fun! That's what Cheerleading has been ever since the practices last week! With all the aunties (Yours Truly, Ah Tay, my snorting partner - Shirin, Lesley, Yayah, Shasha etc) and the uncles (Kelson, Joel, Nabil, Mudnoh sp? HAHA Indra) there were simply sooooo much laughter where today for example we could just sit on the blue mat and laugh laugh laugh till all our stomach aches as we were really using our muscles but omg damnit it was SOOOO MUCH FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN NO WORDS CAN EVER DESCRIBE ALL THE FUNNNN WE HAD LAH PLEASE OMG I DON'T WANT SPORTS DAY TO COME IF NOT ALL GOOD THINGS WILL COME TO AN END NO? SO MARCH 24TH PLEASE DON'T COME AT ALL!!!!

Next practise would be on Thursday, but we'll be seeing each other at Shasha's bbq cum bdae parttayye @ Ecp on Wednesday! Can't wait! :D

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Saturday was one hell of a good day where I woke up at 7am on a frigging Saturday!! But it was ALL very much worth it because of all the funnnnnn we had! So we were supposed to start practise at 8am, only to find Temasek Primary occupying half of the Bedok Stadium, yet we couldn't go in, so we had our breakfast at this coffeeshop at Blk 128 and then went to practice at this basketball court nearby. Practise stunts and all. Went back to the stadium around 12, and we sneaked in or rather we just walked in though we ain't suppose to but no one stopped us so yeah.

Then since it was noon we practise in the frigging scorchin' sun that made both Lesley, Ahtay & myself sunbunrt & chaota-ed! I don't know about Ruyu and all, but I think we were very bad off lololol. Supporting Rin was the bestestest because she managed to almost perfect every shot, that makes me very very happy!

Then finished the session off with a pyramid! Not gonna tell ya how we did it! Wait till March 24th! (NOOOO I STILL DONT WANT THAT DAY TO COMEE!!!!) Then we started cam-whoring with Yayah's shades whoohoo me likey-likey! Cleared the area and got ready to go!

& I tell you, we were practically having picnic throughout the whole practise! We passed by mama-shops and they bought sooo many snacks and chips and whatnot and were practically munching during every available break!!! I can definitely 100percent feel all my zits popping out nowwww tsk.

Then after that we left for Tampines to get Shasha's present, and that we had Kfc for late-lunch. But actually after binging on the snacks I wasn't hungry at all lololol. But yup, had Bandito! & half of the time was trying to find out that secret of Joel's & laughing awayyyy like crazyyyy! HAHA & please, he's NOT my house-husband!! He's Ahtay's one!! HAHA kkk kidding. :D Lesley's friend join us and we still continue to laugh like nobody's business!

Then walked around and stuffs, seriously funny shit happens lah. Camwhore at the open plaza! Whoohooo lurrrve the pics! Left around 6 after buying ToriQ for dinner and then took 15 home!

Sorry to Ahtay for making her wait for us for so long cus she's supposed to be home earlier! But still, LOVE ALL OF YA TO THE MAXXXXXX WHEEEEHOOOO EVEN IF MARCH 24TH ENDS ALR, WE MUST STILL CHILL AND HANGOUT AND LAUGH LIKE THIS OKOKOK! :D

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Why do we even have a one-week break when it's peanutbutter&jam-packed with assignments, projects, cheerleading, structured remedial/ extra lessons etc & more? What's worse is that I think I'm only free in the night & most probably that would be used to do all the humongous pile homework!

Things To Do:

1. Cheerleading practise
2. Meet-ups with Darl & Huimian
3. Meet-ups with the girls (i mean all 3 of them)
   
4. English homework
   
5. Literature
6. Chinese jianbaos (sucks like hell I've owed 3 already!)
7. Chemistry
8. Physics
9. EMaths
10. AMAths (Remedial ws & 17 questions! Both on Partial Fractions!
11. Online Quizzes! (There's tons of them!)

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My schedule for the damn one week break:

Monday:
0745 - 9000: AMaths
1000 - 1130: Physics
1130 - 1300: Pe Proj
1300 onwards: Cheerleading in school hall / music room

Tuesday:
0830 - 11: Literature
Cheerleading (not confirmed)

Wednesday:
Shasha's bbq party @ ECP, which might be damn fun cause I think the whole squad would be there. & Fei's VSC display thingo in the night that she wants me to bring Mama and buy flowers (using her own money HAHA)

Thursday:
0800 - 0900: Chemistry
Cheerleading ( time not confirmed)

Friday:
Cheerleading

Saturday:
Cheerleading

Sunday:
Free (most prolly would be staying at home to complete hw! )

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I need to know what are ALL of my homework then I'll have a study plan & HOPEFULLY I CAN STICK TO IT IF NOT I'M DEAD VEGETABLE!

Where's my motivation?!!!!!!!!!!!!

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(I've excluded You, because I know you're as busy as me. & being your best friend I should be as understanding as I can be)

Sorry for the lack in happy posts (not forgetting pictures)! I've been such a pessimist these days that I find myself unbearable. I've got to move on if not I'll start losing my friends.

Currently I've found my cure for not sleeping in class: Jiayan poking me in the ribs! It really works! I sorta jumped out of my seat today during Chemistry! & Ara who was snoozing beside Jiayan also kena her "powerful poke"!

The books Beeyee bought for me from Popular are damn costly and I better use it wisely if not it's gonna end up in the dustbin where all my rubbish goes to and then I'll get hell from Mama. Seriously, these books are gonna last me for 2 years and less and I won't be surprised if I can't finish it.

Stressssss coming from everywhere. Problems cocking up like volcano erupting (ok no link here -shows the Mrs-Mak-No-Link-Hand-Sign).

I really want back my carefree life & I guess that'd be after O's!!!!!! )':

My battery is low and flat and gonna die any minute, bye

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This is what Jiayan told Ahtay some time back when some shitz happen:

"You can't be everyone's best friend."

My oh my, how true can that be? It applies to everyone else, doesn't it?

x x x

Wheeehoooo byebyebye off to Miaowen's cribz for her birthday bash and partayyye and snoozeover and whooo damn cool cause we can celebrate w/ her exactly at 12 mn exactly on the dot yo!

I'll update when I'm back!

(Damnit this is so not a homework-free weekend which means I'll have to rush through my homework tomorrow!!!!!! )

P/s: Hopefully I'll have pictures!

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Dedicated to Yvette Post:

HAHAHAHA okay so after school rushed home to get my birth cert damn stupid of me because i left it at home (!!!#%$^$#@@!) and then met Sweetheart & Clarissa at the Lavender platform to make my i/c. I don't regret how my i/c photo turned out yet Mama and all says its damn ugly wtfishhhhhh so heck nvm it'll be with me for the rest of my living life (!!!) then after that we waited our queue number and then etc etc etc then poof, done!

Then I took 197 to Parkway while they two left for Bugis to watch P.S. I love you. Bought Mw's present and tabao-ed LongJohns home and this is the part when I saw YVETTE with her girlfriends and this is also quite a small section dedicated to you my dear. :D

Fell asleep on the sofaaaa. Damn shiok!

Just completed my EMaths. Toa Cah Soh! HAHAHA.

Mahjong with the mom and sista later!

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And I just wanted to say I'm sorry,

I flunked my Amaths. I wasn't as devastated as when I got back my Chem & EMaths paper, maybe because I knew I'll fail AMaths, so no big surprises there. Now, I've got to try to stop leaving blanks for every question that I don't know how to do. It's sooooo stupid even though I still get method marks out of it. Damn pissed at my self because my EMaths is dropping too. Can't say I hate Maths now, yet I don't feel the joy in doing it.

The only papers I hadn't get back are English, SS & Lit. Hope they're not Bs also. Tsktsk.

Was supposed to go to Lavender to make my i/c with Sweetheart but after talking to Miss Leow (and her giving both of us lollipops) we just had to go for Choir. Damn stupid & Mama's mad at me because I've delayed it for so long and it wasn't my fault and neither is it anyone's and nope it's not Ms L or Choir's. Just blamed it on bad time management and planning.

Been snoozing alot in class today. All I had to do is lie on the table and close my eyes and hold my pen up so I look like I'm writing something, but actually I'm not, so gotcha, ya got fooled, didn't you. So everything the teachers said today are one ear in, one ear out. Couldn't even process it because my mind was off and red. It's only on and green during Pe, where Raffles won the games and Blue house had to do the chicken dance as a forfeit, hah.

Homeworks are piling up, & currently I'm letting them sit in a pile, in my file, in my Crumpler, collecting dust. Stress is building up and I'm definitely not your most attentive stewdent because the results of CT1s made me lose my confidence, by a whole lot. Sad to say, it's not motivating me to do better. See, this is why I'm still blogging here - No motivation to do anything!

Lack of sleep, lack of motivation, lack of drive. I'm wasting my life. Seriously.

Hitting the sack, bye

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B.
B.
B.
B.

My best subjects. & what did I get? B.

Special thanks to Jiayan, Amanda, Sherlyn, Miaowen!

I'm wearing thin down to the core,

Caught P.S. I Love You at The Cathay with daaa family including Mama minus brother & it's my 3rd movie this month, and the funny thing is it's usually 1 movie in three months, ha!

The movie is really sweet. Wonders how the late husband - wait what's his name? - writes those letters and everything. I wanna read the book! -stares at Miaowen! Lol

Before the movie was cheerleading meeting for the few of us. Guess I wasn't really motivated anymore? But anyways love the girls to the maxxxxxxx!

Then Diana was still in school & she's going to Eastpoint with Ahtay, so chatted a lil on the way to the bus stop while I head home to change. Whee much loves!

If my Lit got B, I won't be able to take it. I swear.

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The missing pieces of memories when you're missing in action,

Having second, third, fourth thoughts about posting the Taiwan-trip because I don't have the photos with me (Those who have Facebook, you'd know that it was da sista who tagged me hehehe) as I didn't upload any of the 1400 photos.

In fact, I couldn't be bothered to upload ANY photos since starting of the year. Let's see, there's random photos in class, photos on my phone, photos during CNY concert, photos during CNY reunion dinner, lots of etcccc!

Taking pictures doesn't seem to be so much fun anymore. I don't have pictures of this year's V day, my big day, Amanda's bday and everyday happenings.

This is so sad. ):

Sidetrack: Damn crazy over the Tofu Tofu/Kungfu Kungfu OST of Kungfu Dunk! HAHAHA.

x x x

And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

Out to spend the afternoon with the darl that I've only met her previously for such a short time! On two occasions some more!

But nevertheless really enjoyed myself with her starting from when Ahting & I cabbed to Paya Lebar in such a rush cos' she's going to Singapore Post to meet her baby while I went to meet Valerie, and I met her 15 mins later than as planned, all the way till when I alighted from Eunos!

Went to Marina Square to catch KUNG FU DUNK at 2.10pm!!!! OMG I CAN'T STOP SMILING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE MOVIE (except for the touching parts & when I was eating the XXL Crispy chicken & when I was eating the Oreo sticks darl brought) CAUSE IT WAS DAMN HILARIOUS AND IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE, LIKE HOW AT THE BEGINNING WHEN THE FROZEN SHIFU DIED AND JAY CHOU DIDN'T, & AFTER HE SHOOTS HE WILL SMILE TO THE PAPARAZZI & THEN LATER HE USED KUNGFU TO STOP TIME BY FREEZING EVERYONE ELSE TO WIN THE BBALL MATCH & HE GOT A VERY RICH FATHER & XIAO LAN DAMN HOT ALSO AHHH XIAO LAN!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH DAMN FUNNY I SWEAR!! Omg damn embarrassed by me, myself & I.

& btw, KungFu Dunk is the first ever Jay Chou movie that I watch in cinemas & it's the 1st movie I've watched together with Valerie only!

After buying my pencil case from Muji, we went to Gelare @ Citylink to have our very late lunch aka Cookies N' Cream ice cream at like 5++. Damn shiok, if only it wasn't that ex. Next time we shall have Ice Cream Chefs @ Siglap!

I WANT THE SOUNDTRACK OF KUNG FU DUNK!!!!!!! HMV doesn't have it!!!

Canadian Pizza for dinner because Ahting & Sean & I are lazy to go out and eat. Played mahjong with them & 4th Uncle heheeheee.

Tomorrow shall be a rest-day. To take a good-clean break from all the sheeeitz that's happening. Choir, cheerleading, exams, tests, assignments, r/s, f/s, and stresssssss.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

& Thankyou Darl for the very very nice bday present & the Vday Ferrero Rosher! I've load the cd already! OMG I LOVE IT!!! XOXO!

Okay tata!

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When you look into the past,

Common tests, O common tests. Why'd you have to be soooo hard? Why'd you turn out like that? (because teachers sets us like that!)

Tuesday
English Paper: So-so.
SS: So-so.

Wednesday
History: Killer.
E.Maths: A few questions were killer!

Thursday
Chinese: Thank god I didn't feel like sleeping when I was doing my paper.

Friday
CombinedScience: Killer.
AMaths: SERIAL killer.
Literature: Killerr! BECAUSE I THINK MY MIND WENT BLANK AND I FORGOT THE POINTS AND I FREAKED OUT AFTER SEEING FANGQI DOING HER ANSWERS LIKE ONE FULL PAGE LONG-KIND OF THING & MY JUICES WERE NOT FLOWING AT ALL!!

(After the paper, went to find Ms Sharifah to complain! HEHE)

Parkway after school today with Jiayan, Ahtay, Gladys & Miaowen! Kfc-ed for lunched and Borders-ed (saw Diana & Eeting & co.) & to Minitoons & to Prints & to Popular. Kind of celebrating because there's no more papers! Time to reward ourselves! :D

Headed home and I slipped while trying to off the bus, damn embarrassing omgz. -.-

Tomorrow would be meeting Darl!!!! TO WATCH KUNGFU DUNK!!!!!

Over-excessive use of emoticons can be damn irritating to see but it expresses how I feel = damn fun !!!

Kay dead beat bye bye all.

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