Was out with the girls Shermin Ty Jong Jong Sherlyn Jaimeh & the guys Marcus + Haziq after History paper today. Mac brekky + Popular + GV + HangTen @ Tamp Inter should have checked first! + Bedok Inter + HangTen but OOS ): + Mac lunchy SHAKER FRIES & $1 coke + 33-ed home
Damn, we were all so excited yesterday when we knew we had to wear our own red tee for NDP celebrations tmr! Cus we wanted to get the same red tee! Saw the ad in 8Days where HangTen is selling the official NDP t-shirt @ $8 for min. 2 pieces! So wanted to get that and we could alll wear the SAME tee, cool shit, yes? But damn, all the S sizes are OOS, left all the big big sizes where the shirt itself can become a dress cus it covers our skirts even!
So now we're all gonna wear the 06 one instead. & why this year no free red tee?!?!?! Then what are we getting for souvenirs?!
More details @Shermin's!
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Somehow dirtymasquerade has become a place where my trust is rightly placed. It has yet to betray me, or not that i know.
In a mood to do self-reflection. Need to come to terms with the things I can change and the things i cannot change. For example, what has been done is already done: i cant change history. & the things that CAN be done, must, should and will be done. O's is one. First and foremost is Oral on the 18th which I hope practice makes perfect!
Have to take things in my stride, accept things for the way they are, even if i change, or attempt to change it, it might work, it might not work. Why are there always two sides to everything?
My stress meter is on red alert, still haven't tamed it. I have no right to flare at anybody, no one deserves my chao bin. That means i have to suck it in, and handle it in a mature and sensible way, so that i won't hurt those around me, so that i won't end up hurting myself.
Have i mentioned, recently it's all talk but no action. Yeah. Just like that young man from Lit unseen.
Micro-serfs got me thinking: What is the one thing more than any other thing that makes one person different from any other person? There's no definite answer, really.
Loved times like this when my thoughts are all jumbled up but organized when putting it into words. Why can't i do the same for my P1s. -.- Oh yes, because typing allows you to drag and arrange chunks of words together, unlike when you're on paper.
In need of Coldplay. Caught The Scientist playing on MTV and that music video has always been my all-time-fave because i never get how they made it. Intriguing, i likey :)
Sometimes i wonder we as human beings bother with trivialities. Like, eating, sleeping, peeing, shitting. I want to a day without all these trivial stuffs, so that I am able to focus on the bigger picture. But things are not meant to be this way. One way in, another way out. We are not bottomless pit, forever taking, we must give back too.
Things that seemed so important seemed unimportant now. The sense of novelty died so easily. Familiarity breeds contempts. Why did my enthusiasm & zest *poof-ed* so easily?
Btw Twitter is down and I think i'm dying. Hahaha omg can't believe it had gotten so serious!
Panda eyes are getting worse. Going to curl up in my bed and continue with Micro-serfs (Y) and pray that tomorrow don't come!!
Ciao!
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