I want to score well, so I revised. & what did I get? B, C, and possibly even a D, E or F. Is this what I get for wanting to do well?
Or am I setting expectations so high, so unrealistic, so un-achievable? Which makes my heart break & ache & shatter everytime?
I have no intention of telling you, because I fear what you'd do, to me, but you'll know it soon enough.
I want to know where I went wrong. Hey Charmaine please hurry back.
If bidding goodbye to the blogosphere can make me get my 9 points, then so be it.
Oh wait, I don't even think i can get 19 points, what for say 9 points?
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Looking at these made me smile though:
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Well these are 10 out of the 180 photos before I took my results, so that explains the unglam + happy me :D
Much loves to Yayah especially, for bringing her Mac to school to do the Class Spirit video + Kaylie who went totally crazieeeeeeeeeeeeeee with me during FT + Recess because Ms Koh wasn't here today + THANKYOU KAYLIE FOR YOUR THUMBDRIVE!!!!!! :D :D :D :D xxxxx
& YES TO YOU JY, loveloveloveyouuuuuzzzzzzzzzzzzzz because you were totally unwilling to take during FT and then during recess you totally joined in :D :D :D :D
Okay contradicting post today.
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