I apologise if  I ever made you doubt yourself. It just came as a big surprise simply because I wasn't expecting it & it made me realized that I'm special to you, so it's definitely a good thing!! :) 

Because we've not been keeping in touch as much as we used to, thanks to school being so fast-paced, and i don't want to lose touch, i don't want us to drift apart, please oh god no. I overreacted because I really didn't thought you'd be so sweet, it's so out of the blue, so sudden! 

I hope I didn't hurt your feelings by adding that, though I think i did ):

Please reply, & I want to tell you these.