I need you like a heart needs a beat,

Oh yes, I forget to add this: Yesterday's Lit class was da bombz! Because we had this role-play thing, & we're supposed to act out this scenario. There was: Miaowen (Mom), Derick (Dad), Amanda (Daughter), Lucas (Son), Louise (Son's bad influence), Yours Truly (Daughter's bad influence)! It was reallly hilarious, and even more detailed than what the rest did. I mean, usually as the ones performing, I wouldn't laugh, but this time I really can't help it! HAHAHAHA.

Met Leslie & Wai Ying & the other cheerleaders to get the forms after school, then after that, together with V & Clarissa, we talked alot on cheerleading and stuffs. Really want to be the 1st this year, so that Raffles House could win two years in a row!

Anyway, today's CCA trials compared to Tuesday's one was less taxing, probably because I've mastered the art of fetching the Sec1s from the Angklungs, or probably because peeps from Dance kept attacking me(! ), but nonetheless it was funnnnnnnn!

Miss Leow better not get our hopes up, because we were really excited about performing for NDP, like the SYF Opening. Really wished that we'll get a chance to perform. Then we'd be super chaota! I like!

Headed to Jaime's house after the trials to edit the video, before heading home. Her cousin, Cam-ee-la-la (HAHAHA) kept talking back to Jaime and stuffs. It's like how Anna & I used to be, lol.

Going to Miaowen's house tomorrow after Choir with Sweetheart too, to do the Lit project. Don't think we'll spend a lot of time on it, because none of us actually read the text, so we don't really know the story, which is bad, because Lit has started already. How am I going to catch up? What are we going to write about? Lol

Damn shaggggggedddddd omfg. TGIF tomorrow!

x x x

The hardest thing in this world is to live in.

Ahhhhhh so tired, it's only Wednesday & my next two days are super packed with Choir & assignments! (Wonders why I still can update.) Anyways, I've recieved both AMaths & EMaths homework(s), Literature Project A (Blog), English's duty roster, Physics's memorization of Standard Forms, Chinese Spelling to be learn, Choir's banner-making (Huimian & Jana came today to help with the banner! :D) & Trials, whoaaaaaaaaa. Really wished it's the weeeeekends so I can watch WEIXIAOPASTA!!! Okay crazy me.

Lacking in motivation kills. \:

Nothing that feels this good ever lasts.

Things I Must Do:

1. Finish up Duty Roster by Friday
2. Get English file by Friday
3. Get A4 single-lined book
4. Upload Jonas Brothers for Miaowen (!!!)
5. Get everyone's birth date.
6. Charge Soundaholic
7. Get earphones from Sean
8. Find white glue, double-sided tape, & scissors for Choir's banner-making
9. Pack school bag yo!
10. Save Money!

Hell. May not seem alot to you, but it sure does to me. Because I'm one who procrastinates, easily.

And I've been holding out for love ever since I had a heart.

Lessons started today, which wasn't that good (not) with me forgetting to bring my file which has the forms for admin stuffs! But ya know, Ms Koh is very very very nice so I'm only giving it to her tomorrow.

So the subjects I had today are FT (Ms Koh), English (Ms Tan, same like last year!), EMaths (Ms GohLC), AMaths (Ms G.Chia), PCCG/CME (Mrs C.Lua), Literature (MS SHARIFAH!!!!!!), & Assembly (videos from Cambodia + Sec 1 2008 Camp).

It's good to know that during recess we're still sitting with the same people.

After school was talking to Miss Leow about Choir stuffs, and then to Market for lunch with V & Lorraine. Then to EastPoint with Diana too, to get my English textbook! Gonna wrap it with wrapping paper because its all torn and stuffs, hahaha.

Home after that. Really really glad that the homework haven't started piling up. If not.. I'll be soooo dead.

x x x

All I really want to do, is tear straight into you.

At the rate of me watching WeiXiaoPasta, I'd never be able to finish them early enough to return the DVDs to Be anytime soon, most probably after March then I'll be able to finish, then what for I have the discs right!! Okay dumb dumb dumb.

I want my dear locker so I don't have to lug all the friggin' heavy books to and fro. ):

& can anyone tell me if we have Choir practise tomorrow?

& OH DIE MUST BRING TIE!!!!

& Replies:

Manda: HELLO DEAR DEAR SWEETHEART! :D
Nana: HELLO!!
Diana: Hahaha ya lor! Then now you all must everytime tag okay! :D
Fangqi: Hahaha actually it doesn't really matter what others calls us ? As long as we both respond together or sth? Lol.

x x x

Never to return again but always in my heart,

Listening to all the not-so-old songs. Damn weird how people usually listen to oldies & have tons of memories flashing back. Yet I don't feel that attached to these songs though I've been listening to them for one/two years already? Hahahaha random, random random.

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Sweetheart just left, Jaime left an hour ago. We didn't complete the project because I've lost/deleted the email which Jaime sent me. (Wait, is it possible to lose emails, or I deleted them by accident?) Anyways, SOO SORRY TO JAIME APPLE! SORRRRYYYY! Hopefully we don't have to hand in so early!

Then we surfed the webz, and Jaime left around 2plus, then both Sweetheart & I went downstairs to see her off, then came upstairs to surf more webz, and ended up on Friendster finding hot guys! Hahahaha. Then she left around 3plus, and she missed a 15, just so we could chat at the bus stop about somebody(s) more, and I'm sooo glad the next one came much much later! You know, Sweetheart makes me laugh without even trying, and my mouth was damn suan from all the laughing okay! Sorry not taking 15 with you to Roxy Square! Hahaha.

Came home & here I am! I wonder what I'm gonna have for dinner.

Love ya girls! XOXOXO.

x x x

I try to sleep but the clock is stuck on thoughts of you & me.

Just realised that with the new principal, things changed a hell lot! Like we're having combined assembly with the Lower Secs on Monday, even though we're seniors already & should be having assemblys on Wednesday; there's lesser Clubs & Societies, e.g. the cheese club got disbanded & I'm trying to get Zhenlu to join Choir! Hahaha, though V doesn't want him to join. Lol.

Today I was caught for my socks, lol. Please Mrs Tiu, don't call my name out during morning assembly okay! Had this talk on NE, and we're to build bridges or sth. Then went back to class, and we played Icebreaker games, and then back to class to do GROW ME, which I hope I'll be able to stick to it! Then we had recess, paid for my locker, with the help of V, who left my form below hers, so it was my turn to make payments very fast(!!), then to the hall for the CCA talk by Ms GohLC. Tyvm to Jiayan who waited for me! V was sitting behind the both of us, lol. Then according to the tables Ms Goh showed, think I've got a few CCA points or so already. Then Kelson wanted the cheerleader's emails, or sth, and he went up to make the announcement and it was damn funny. Then headed to the canteen with V for lunch. Bought my English workbook, & V bought her file, with the help of D who was queuing for us while we're still dining, then later me & V chit-chat for a while, then D came to join us, since her EVY went to Bedok Inter. Was thinking about where to go, then V suggested to go Airport, since we've never been to T3, so -poof! We're off!

Trained there, and we were talking about cheerleading and all, then at T3, we were all very suaku, kept getting high over the not opened shops, the damn big space, & my favourite: JING GU BANG! HAHAHA. You know Sun Wo Kong, his Jing Gu Bang, that one? Yeah T3 has tons of them! Hahaha okay stop. It's actually the pillars. Then we stayed at the Viewing Malls and getting high over all the planes that flew by which was not alot. E.g. "EH there there got a plane eh!!!" HAHAHA. Then we sat on the floor for some time, and cam-whore and I looked frigging fat in all of them(!!), and then I was testing out the functions and V thought I was taking peegchars of her, but I wasn't, then we all burst out laughing like hahahahahahaha okay damn stupid.

Then we stayed some time in the toilet which was super uber new and clean which I like! Then we headed over to T2 via the very long escalator which I like too! Went to Macs and sat there for some time, having Vanilla Cone (me) & Apple Pies (D&V). Then V went to see chocolates, but there's no Cocoa Trees in T2(?). Then we sat the skytrain to T3 and didn't alight, hahaha. Then walked around trying to find Cocoa Trees in T2 but to no avail, so we took the train home, and I fell asleep on the train, and my neck was like, sore. HAH. Then I wanted to take the train to Simei with them but didn't instead, since the train to Boon Lay was here, then I trained & bus-ed home.

Lova ya girlfs many many, so much laughters today, you guys are the !!!

& YAY! Going to get my lockers sometime next week, since I've paid for it already.

Hope Jaime & I are able to finish the Eng project tomorrow at my cribz! Sweetheart is coming along yo!

I'm off!

x x x

Somehow you're never out of second chances,

Spot checks today. Tsk. Kept irritating Miaowen, who was sitting two rows in front of us. Sorry babe! But we couldn't help it, -laughs like mad woman.

Jiayan & Fangqi were in class till 8.30am then -poof! So I sat with Angeline, and was telling her about *! Lol. Then we made up the Class Rules, which includes me tickling you if you didn't laugh since the class motto is "Fun, Joy & Laughter" alright, and we're allowed to use handphones in class to look at the clock, calender etc, and the usual rules you'll have in a class. Then we went to the hall, and then recess with Hidayah & Vivian, and then to the AVA for House-Meetings, and I trying to compare how tall Jansen is while asking them how to do Maths Q 8 & 10(!), & was feelimh very high throughout, and Kelson is our Captain (?) & oh yay I'm going to join cheerleading with Hidayah & Vivian & Shirin & Syafiqah & Leslie! Sad sad sad, no more Serena, Daphne, Elizabeth, Grace, etc but do hope you guys can come & help us yeah! Then went back to the hall to hear Mr Yap (VP) talked and stuffs. Then had this discipline talk, & TYVM to Sweetheart, for sitting with me, and TYVM to Samantha who followed too!

Then after that, hang outside the hall for while, before heading to Music Room to have a little practise so we can conduct sectionals in the very very near future. Those who went to TKSS were all present + Sweetheart too! Then I left early. SORRY GUYS! Hope I didn't miss out much!

Darl said that she's not going for the Dance Night already, so I got Nicaaaaa to go with me! I wore new pair of contacts, and you know what: WALAO IT WASN'T PAIN/DRY/HURTING AT ALL LOR!! So yay! I dare to wear contacts again! , and then I met her & Myron on the Paya Lebar platform at 6plus. Think I was late(?). Trained to Bugis and had Yoshinoya which caused me to burn a big hole in my pocket. Then Myron left, so we walked around, because it was quite early, and thank god Nica knows where's the temple, so we made our way there and saw the 2e4 peeps. Lol, didn't know they going sia.

Then we saw Jolene Khoo! & then waited outside the auditorium because we're wayyyy early, and then Jiayan's family came, with Tongtong also ya know! Hidayah & Afiq were here too@ Then it started to get crowded, and then went into the auditorium & ODT gave us small torch lights which I got the green one, and I sat behind Jansen, hahaha. Was telling Nica who is who etc, hahaha. Teachers were present too! Ms Koh, Mr Teo, Ms Joy Ho, Mdm Loh, Mdm Chew, Mdm Chua, Mrs SCheong, Ms Leow, Mr Steven Su, P, VP, VIP too. I think we waited damn long inside, hahaha. Then the P & VIP made a speech(s), & something about tokens of appreciations.

Then around 8, it finally started!!!!!! Some are SYF pieces which we've seen before already. The new ones are the ones that I'm looking forward too, and overall: GREAT PERFORMANCE! Really nothing much to comment because I'm not a professional lah. Duh. Hahaha.

Waited for Jiayan at the 1st level, to say bye and all, but left early since there's school tomorrow and she's busy. So walked back through Bugis Street, and 33-ed home with Nica. You have no idea how funny she is when she sings! Super hilarious! She came over to my house, and we wanted to watch a little but of Wei Xiao Pasta but her mum came to fetched her, so she didn't stay long.

LOVE YA NICAAAA! Thankyouverymuch for accompanying me, though its very very last-minute! XOXO!

GREAT DANCE to all the dancers!

& that's how my day went.

x x x

My heart pounds as I lay by your side.

Today is the start of school! Which was all because of my lovely classmates especially Amanda, Jiayan, & Farhanah! And of course the list goes on & on..! Was really high before the start of the assembly, probably because everyone's crowding around the Parade Square & it's been so long since we last saw one another so it's time to catch up!

It's so irritating to see the guys change, wearing long pants, really looking like Sec 3s, while we ladies, didn't change much and still looked the same! Wtfish!

& you know my form teacher + Chem teacher, Ms Sharon Koh, is all funny nice and stuffs, even though I kept saying: "I don't like her, I don't like her", and it turns out she's really nice! & our FT homeroom is in the Science lab! So we stayed there for the whole day, filling out forms and stuffs, and then to recess, which the queue was ridiculously long & dang now we're having the upper secondary recess which is after the lower secondary recess means my poor stomach have to tahan for a bit longer(!), then filled out more forms, and decided the class comittee which both Jiayan & I are Welfare Reps(!), and the class motto: "Fun, Joy & Laughter" and then headed to the hall for some talk. & it was brrrrr-oh-so-cold in the science lab!

Reallly in love my class! Like, the girls are noisier & more hyper than the guys! HAHAHA. Whoohoo!

Then after school went to find D&V and then we headed to EastPoint via 38 to have Rotijohns+Bbt for lunch. Jiayan couldn't make it because she got something on already. The food was really slow!! & I prefer BBQ to Black Pepper! HAHA. Then went to Popular & saw Jiayan's sister! So coincidental! Then walked around and head home. Took the super long way! Hohoho.

Don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow without Jiayan in class. AMANDA I'M COMING FOR YOU OKOKOK! HAHAHA.

x x x

New blog, new year, new me!

Hey all! It's 2008 January the 1st, and it's the opening of dirtymasquerade@bs & the beginning of a new me! (I have no idea how I got this name, but here it is!) Really excited to start off the New Year, and one way is to watch the fireworks at Marina Square with lots & lots of people and at the same time video-ing the fireworks, which went boom boom boom and your heart pounded like boom boom boom too! Super duper uber fun, watching it at such a close distance! Usually I'd be watching in the comfort of my own balcony's, with the tall buildings blocking it. But it was still awesome!!!

So yes, this is my new blog, and people, you know what to do: Relink!

& HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!