I started my June journal around 4pm, so it has been 1.5 hours and im still at the FIRST PARAGRAPH!!!!

WHY AM I ALWAYS SO SLOW?!?!?!?!?! Walao always get distracted -.-

Kekeke they can be so annoying (which is why i don't want to raise kids), yet they're always such cutie pies!

x x x

YESSSSS I'M DONE AND OVER WITH MY PROPOSAL !!!!!!!

It exceeds by a thousand words but who cares ^^

Whooo now time for my June journal...

I've learnt to - Set a VERY realistic aim muahahahahhahhahahaa

Aim: Finish my proposal before Mama comes home so which means i have around 2 hours. GO MEEEE

Just finished updating everyone's thumbdrive & Afiq's memory card whoo! Get ready for all the photos peeps! There are super unglamz ones but there are still nice ones HAHA

I want to blog but I still got Eng to do ):

Okay ciao!

x x x

I K.O.-ed LITERATURE HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whooo!!

Now for the rest... Oh man ):

• 3.5 Lit passages = 7 qns to be done
• Proposal (THIS IS SHIT I NEED TO CUT DOWN OR WRITE LONGER?!)
• June Journal june is one of the best months ever, or not, so many shit gg on.
• Edit May Journal the last part is crap
• HIST CONCLUSION CANNOT BE LAZY TO THINK ALR!
• EMaths try again
• AMaths try again

What is there for Chem and Physics? & there is both chem and physics on MONDAY!!!!!!

Why is time so short?

I'm freaking out right now na na na

x x x

R.I.P. MICHEAL JACKSON

Like :O & O.O

I'm 16 mins late and i'm still here! HAHA

Bye

Eating lunch noww. I wish i can just throw the whole wireless router to the ground and jump on it on, pour chilli sauce all over it, flushed it down the toilet bowl and then it will be so wrecked that there's no internet at home and i wont get distracted ^^ good idea, no? Since me being stucked at home is also not doing me any good since words are not coming to me for my Lit like how I am blogging which is just thoughts and fragments from my mind. I have to search deeper for words in my mind for Lit and English!!!! Can't stand staring at the blank paper with all of my scribbles, or the blank screen. I kept staring at it. Damn it!!!!!

I need to be thinking constantly, of school work, yes, and nothing else, hw hw hw hw. Thinking of what to write for my proposal. My proposal is nowhere near finish, and i already exceeded the word limit. GG to me! -.-

Can't wait for tmr! Birthday celebration: Badminton, cards, sushi, shades, sun tan, sun protection, cam-whore, sandwiches, hotdogs w/ bread, awesome company - the best and nothing else, and $$ flying away into the cashier because it is a dog-eat-dog world.

Have to dig $ out later!

Tata!

x x x

This personality profile is based on the writing of Jazmyne Gwee created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program.

Jazmyne uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Jazmyne does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Jazmyne will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Jazmyne is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

Jazmyne tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Jazmyne writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Jazmyne will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says "she didn't hear you", she really means, she didn't hear you.

Jazmyne will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

In reference to Jazmyne's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Jazmyne slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Jazmyne can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Jazmyne's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Jazmyne that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Jazmyne also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Jazmyne is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Jazmyne's self-concept is artificially low. Jazmyne will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Jazmyne to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Jazmyne is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Jazmyne is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Something is incomplete in Jazmyne's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Jazmyne's sexual needs.

I did this around 12noon, & I thought about this for the whole afternoon. Some parts are really true, some parts are just :O. Now i know why I'm like this.. or that..

However, like all other personality quiz, I don't really trust em, they're just, bogus? How you can let someone or in this case, something, who don't know you, who only makes assumptions due to the few questions you've answered? To hell with their university degrees or bachelors or whatever.

Plus handwriting is just different. It's never constant. No one word or signature will be the same, they may look the same, but they're no doubt not the same!!!

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I'm overwhelmed (overwhelmed is underrated - I'm feeling a tad more than that) by Lit, how others can score, why some, specifically - I, can't, how to get my A1 in 4months and less, how to finish up my 4 Unseen passages.

On a side note, thank you Sherlyn for doing the group one, maybe you can teach me!!
& Thankyou Lia & Mw ^^ :)

OH yes and Zl was being a funny entertainer!! I know you're trying to make me laugh with your jokes, but sometimes you don't have to try.

No more late nights today, no more SMSes. Physics Camp tmr, + Bill's gonna burst.

Tata for now!

x x x

Yesterday was good! :D

I'm down with 1 lit passage & EMaths paper! MANY MORE TO GO!

GO MEEEE!!!

Damn tempted to change skin, but I don't think now's the right time... hmmm.

& FML: School hol's not gonna extend!

x x x

I'M FINALLY DONE WITH MY MAY JOURNAL

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zhenlu would know how long i took. HAHAHA

OK One down, many more to go!!!!!!

GO MEEEEE!!!!!

♥♥♥

Because you made my day, like always :)

xoxo

Met Darl on the 18th, Wednesday after Media camp where I took bus 14 from Clementi Interchange and it took one and a half hour ride to Katong, and after that there were lemons and lime on my butt!!

Dinner @ Astons which I queued for half an hour which is quite short considering it was already 7.30pm already, and Darl's timing were perfect! (Y) Both of us chicken, hers was Teriyaki while mine was Chargrill and both of us had mug rootbeer ^^

Talked for about 2 hours or less or more I lost count but it was great catching up!! ^^

& she drove me home after that wheee :D

Love you Darl xoxo ♥

x x x

It has been exactly 7 years, 2494 days, and 59856 hours (& counting).

& tomorrow is Father's Day. -.-

Hate to say this, but i've officially wasted my whole afternoon away. GG & GL to me. ):

Koped this from Shermin's blog:

• English May Journal
  
• English June Journal
• English Compre Paper 2
• English Prposal & Speech Draft and Essay
• A math WS
• Chemistry Mock Exam Paper
• Physics Worksheet
• History Cold War Essays except for conclusions i was lazy to think
• Lit Unseen Passages
• E math WS

I am basically screwed. FML.

Been staring at my MS Word for the past hour. 60 MINUTES ALREADY YOU KNOW. & I only wrote one sentence. What is wrong with me? 

GOT MY HANDS ON JONAS BROTHER'S 

LINES, VINES, AND TRYING TIMES!! 

ITS ON REPEAT 

ON MY ITUNES

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE THEM LOVE THEM LOVE THEM

LOVE NICK LOVE NICK LOVE NICK

When's the last time I went crazy over such thangs... JT/JayChou??

x x x

I apologise to Jy & Diana & Tay because i had to cancel our cycling trip. Sorry, please forgive me. I pinky-swear I'll make it up to you all. Please please don't hold it against me. You all still love me right?!?!

I guess our next cycling date (or any date, for that matter,) would be.. idk when, and that's why i'm feeling so bad because i know this trip means a lot to 4 of us since we'll prolly never go out together as the 4 of us till after our major N's & O's. ):

Thank you all for being understanding. Xoxo to ya all from the bottom of my heart!!!!

Today is a damn shiok day! Out with Ahting & Sean. Had Crystal Jade (TZUYING LOOK HERE MUAHAHAHA) for Brunch, and MP Lib to mug, then Zen @ ECP for dinner!!! 

I swear the Facebook note Nica tagged me is damn hilarious after I posted it and peeps commented it! I SWEAR!! ESP the TAI TAI PART. YOU ALL MUST BE KIDDING ME RIGHT!!!!

So let's see, these past 2 weeks of the June Holidays (YES TWO FRIGGIN' WEEKS HAS PAST AND I'VE NOT STARTED MUGGING. NOT AT ALL. MUGGING FOR MOCK EXAMS? OH PLEASE!!! BULL SHIT!!) is super duper lovely and packed because of the company I have yo. :D

I have pictures to post, pictures to send, but i guess I'm soooo lazy it'll have to be other time!

Sorry to MG peeps and peeps from Sheryl's chalet who wanted pictures!

& SORRY TO "US" because you wanted to see pictures esp of youknowwho HAHAHHAHAHAHA :P BLEH @ YOU TOO! 

Time to really isolate myself from distractions, AND MAKE LOVE TO BOOKS, NOTES, AND OTHER RELATED STUFFS!!!!! 

But that will have to wait. Next week is packed too!

HELLO MIAOWEN THE BABELICIOUS AND YAYAH THE PANTAT! WILL BE SEEING YA GUYS THREE TIMES NEXT WEEK FOR LONG HOURS :D WHEEEEEE :D

HELLO HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE CUS ANNA THE COUSIN WON TICKETS WHOOO

HELLO JY TAY DIANA FOR CYCLING DATE !!! CAN'T WAIT!!! :D 

And yes Darl, are you free next week too? I can meet ya for dinnerrrrr on Mon/Tues/Wed, if i could see you next week, next weeek would be perrrr-fect whoooooo :D

& YES!!!!!! LINES, VINES AND TRYING TIMES OUT NEXT WEEEEK TOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE NICK LOVE NICK LOVE NICK HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE NICK OMG OMG OMG 

(I wonder how he looks like with beards/moustache........ EW EW EW EW NO NO NO NO *shaking the thought out of my head like how Haziq does HAHAHAHAHAHA*)

Yes I'm getting too high for my own good!  :D

Okay bye bye bye love ya all!!! 

Reason #1 why I love Twitter: 

NICK JONAS's UDPATES!!! 

Can't wait for LINES, VINES AND TRYING TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

IS SHIA LABEOUF HAWT TO THE MAX OR WHAT?!

Can't wait for TRANSFORMERS 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To hell with Korea because they had their premiere already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmmmm I seem to have a thing for men with beards/moustaches... I like JT that way too :D 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHA  

x x x 

ANOTHER MUST WATCH:

NOW YOU KNOW WHY I LOVE HIM TTM/SO MUCH & WHY I'M SO IN LOVE WITH HIM \m/

a fine frenzy - almost lover

Miaowen this is for you too :D

I've just typed a long thank you post to everyone important in my life right now. But i don't feel safe posting it. Gah, why am i so weird. -.-

Mock exams are over for now.. except for Chem's which is next Thursday. '

MIAOWEN JUST SHOWED ME UTUBE VID: MUST WATCH!!!!!!!!!!! SUPER HILARIOUS!!!!!1

CIAO! X X X 

Shermin & Tzuying are at my cribz yo! :D

So i shall blog because they're here! & we realised that my crib is not a condusive place at all because we kept talking and talking and talking from one topic to another and we gave up on SS & History. LOL.

NEXT TIME CANNOT STUDY AT MY CRIB ALR!!!!!! 

MT O's killer. I could write but I don't think I can score As.. so yup. THERE'S STILL ORAL AND PAPER 3 SO GO MEEE! 

So there's no more Chinese tuition for now.  Hmmm

ALOT OF OTHER THINGS TO TALK ABOUT but i want to dedicate my whole day blogging, catching up with Dirtymasquerade about a lot of nonsensical stuffs so i shall leave the rest for another day!

Aiyahh,,,,, my blogging nowadays have no quality at all. Go read my archives and you'll realise my posts are getting shorter and shorter. Long ones are so rare!!! SO NOT MY STYLE PLEASE. 

ANYWAY BIG SHOUTOUT TO SHERMIN & TZUYING CUS YOU TWO ARE THE GREATEST MOST FUN-EST PEEPS TO GOSSIP AND STUFFS :D WHOOO NEXT TIME MUST COME MY HOUSE TO SWIM!!! :D

Okay ciao! 

x x x 

I know i've got tons to tell and say but my mind went blank when i started to write. I kept backspacing and deleting.  -.-

I don't want things to turn out like this. I don't want to retake O's.

Good bye. 

Got tons to update, but time is against me. ):

Yes i'm waiting, for news to tell me that KRIS WHATSHISNAME IS NOT THE REAL AMERICAN IDOL!!!! 

NO NO NO NO NO 

ADAM LAMBERT SHOULD BE THE ONE!!!!!

WHATEVER OKAY, ADAM WILL DEFT SELL MORE ALBUMS AND BE MORE SUCCESSFUL THAN KRIS WHATSHISNAME!!!!!!!!!! 

hahahaha well lemme dream for a whileeee ^^

Chinese intensive training starts tmr. Please shoot me. 

x x x 

In the midst of copying Chinese compos. The rest think that it won't help, since I won't even remember what I copied, since I'm sorta copying blindly. But how else am I suppose to improve my writing skills? 用华文表达我的想法吗? 我都不知道我写的这一些对不对。-.-

I think I'm hopeless. 

Anyway, gotten back our MYE chinese results. Guess what I've gotten, even after going for tuition once a week since Feb and paying half or more though not 100 per cent of my attention in class (while the rest of the per cent were having fun with Kaylie Chriss Ryan)...

C5

Yeah I am SO hopeless. 

& ppl like Ryan who hardly does his hw also get a C5!!!! EH UNFAIR TO THE MAX PLEASE. 

It's not like I'm not putting in effort eh. Wtfbbq. I guess I'm not aiming to go to JC anymore. Simply because my chinese CMI BIG TIME and Jc need to take chinese!

How can I jump at least 3 grades to get A2 or even an A1? 

HELP!?!?!??!?!

x x x 

Am talking to Darl & Daanish on MSN now. :)

CL ORAL was killerrrr i got her which was soooo bad ok nvm.

EL ORAL WAS GOOD because I got Ms Freida Ho aka Choir teacher-in-charge aka FRIEND aka many things to talk about because she's quite particular about hairstyles HAHAHA hope i did well &&&&& i spoke in a slang-not-my-normal-voice and i hope she didn't mind and i hope she knows that im putting in effort to do well ANW ITS OVER WHEEEE 

Anw for both orals it seemed so short, wish i can go on forever wheeee :)

Sports Chanbara tmr eeeee ):

THANK YOU MS CHIA FOR YOUR BBT TREAT AKA WHEEE FREE LUNCH :) :D She sounded so excited about the night-cycling! But too bad we can only do that after O's. ):

Yes can't wait for post-O's. REALLY WANT TO ENJOY MYSELF W/O ALL THE STRESS FROM HW/MUGGING!! 11/11 I AM AWAITING YOUR ARRIVAL but before that i must really GET SERIOUS AND GET STARTED. IT'S ALREADY MAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. MUST NOT GET DISTRACTED aiyah why am i still here?!??!

& oh ADAM LAMBERT IS SOOO DAMN FRIGGING GOOD EVERY WEEK ON AMERICAN IDOL OMG LOVE HIMMMMM tho he's gay ):

&& CAN'T WAIT FOR THE FINALE NEXT WEEEEEKK!!!!!

Shall see the Mozzies @ Sheryl's chalet on Sat and I can go crazy with Yvette over ADAM because she posted pics of ADAM LAMBERT whoooo so i know i can go crazy over him with her :D

It seems all of my "secrets" are out. AIYAH i managed to keep quiet for so long ya know!!! Hur people you all know what im talking about yes :D

I LOVE FOOD. Adding on to what i had last week, I THINK I WILL DIE IF I STOP EATING. I WILL NEVER GO ON A DIET. NO WAY MAN. I LOVE FOOD TOO MUCH! OH FOOD, OH GLORIOUS FOOD. But ah, too ex already ): Damn it.

Okay updates till here for now.

Love my friends, love my friends, love my girlies, love my peeps, love my homiez!!!!!!!!!!! Miss ya all miss ya all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

x x x 

This weekend (incl today Mon) has been good (Y). Me wants more weekends like this please.

(Y) FOOD - top of the list you won't believe what i've eaten since Friday, uh huh.

(Y) FRIENDS - Shermin, Tzuying, Samantha, Sherlyn, Lia, Shermin & Tzuying & SK. 

(Y) FAMILY 

(Y) SLEEP - 12 hours each day, no less! 

(Y) Studies - because I completed my chinese compo with a lot of help from Shermin + TY! 

(Y) SHOPPING @ Far East which was (Y) because sister bought stuffs which i deft will wear!! 

(Y) SURFING - cut down(!!) 

Super energized for this week's school, can't wait to go school and fill people in about stuffs, muahahahahaha 

CL ORAL ON WEDNESDAY. KILL ME NOW. 

x x x 

I'm not sure who I'm waiting for..

I will know when I see you. 

I eat, therefore I am

New motto I live by: 

I eat, therefore I am. 

MUAHAHAHAHA

I want to apologize for the inappropriate use of explicit word today. I know i've hurt you and thus I apologize. Please forgive me. Words shot through my mouth before it's being processed, before my conscious brain can tell me to stop. I'm sorry. xxx

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How annoying. The passage was totally unexpected. 

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ON A SIDE NOTE: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I'M DONE WITH MY ENG JOURNAL(S) FOR BOTH MARCH AND APRIL though I feel that March one could have been better but i'm too complacent to edit it any further. Just sent it to Ms Tan!!!!!!1 whoo free printing muahahahaha :) 

& btw, i am not going to waste precious time like this ever again. LIKE THIS IS MY 3RD NIGHT ON IT. WTH RIGHT. Next time, for May journals onwards, it's either i do it WAY BEFOREHAND like, immediately after the event, so that it would not be hard for me to find the right words and pen it down properly. OR I WRITE LESS THINGS which is impossible so i guess it's only the formal. lol

Have i mention I love Microsoft words because they auto-correct you? And I won't have to waste seconds pressing the delete/back button to cancel the wrongs words, and they auto-correct my grammar too!! :D 

I still got Amaths test tmr/Emaths hw+file/Chinese hw!!!! Wulaoshi when are you coming back? ):

x x x 

Might as blog and whine and bitch and complain about how today sucked ttm. I SWEAR it was the most horrible day in April. & I tot April was superb. TSK.

The weather was killllerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr hate you ttc. 

4 papers for MYE today and ALL 4 of em was killlllllllllerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i'm not ready to get back my marks if you don't know which four pls go bang the wall no kiddingzzz

I should not type like this any longer - I don't want my English to deteriorate. 

Yup done whining and bitching and complaining bye do not have a nice day.

x x x 

May is arriving. 

Anyway sudden urge to post pictures!

(Pictures in order of dates. Go figure.)
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I wonder why do I always hesitate to post pictures, hmmm. 

I'm still a lazy ass. I'm neglecting the big O's. To think MYE Chinese & English is on MONDAY. Tsk. World wide web, what have you done to me? 

Hw left: 

• A lil' of March journal
• April journal
• Amaths Test
• Chem Test
• Lit test
• Emaths file (holes punched and reinforcement ring-ed, now im left with the file itself)
• Physics concept map. 

Someone please tell me why am i still here. 

Attending Fei's 21st birthday party later. Shouldn't attend though. Wasted so much time already. But even if I didn't attend, I don't think I'll have the motivation to do my work. So why not?

April's been a superb month! 

x x x 

To prove to Shermin that I'm not a lazy ass, I will blog!

So bye!!!! :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

x x x

In need of

• Sleep
• Rest
• My bed
• My blanket
• Three pillows for my legs and head
• Set alarm clock
• ZZZZZZZZzzzZZZZZZZ

I also want no school tomorrow but it's not gonna happen eh?

Good night! 

Things to do:

• CLEAR MY STUDY TABLE. 
• HW - EMATHS & SS SBQ LEFT (anything else?)
• SEND PICTURES TO EVERYONE MUAHAHAHAHA 

Yeah thats about it. I swear 1) is going to take me forever to do it. Phew at least I got the whole day!! :d

Ciao! 

x x x 

THIS IS A SUPER GOOD WEEK! 

FIRSTLY: 

HAPPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SIM JIA YAN ♥

YES I LIKE TO SPELL OUT YOUR FULL NAME, IDK WHY BUT IT GETS YOUR ATTENTION NO? 4 YEARS OF CLASSMATES WHOOOO AND AFTER ALL THESE TIMES GLAD THAT WE'RE STILL GOING ON STRONG. THOUGH OUR DIFFERENCES REALLY DIFFERENT (HAHAHA), BUT UNLIKE POLES ATTRACT YEAH!! 

HOPE YA LIKE THE CARD + THE BANGLE YOU CHOSE & WE BOUGHT + US SPENDING TIME W/ YOU DOING THE THINGS YA WANNA DO :D

(Y) ICE CREAM CHEFS 

(Y) 17 AGAIN

I LOVE YOU V MUCH XOXO :) 

I'LL SEND YA PICS WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT! MUAHAHAHA

Now I really have to stop enjoying myself so much and put some pressure on myself. Not too much though. It seems time is running out, oh no. 

Monday - English mass lecture

Tuesday - choir @ VCH, it was good!! I like performing there :)

Wednesday - Met Darl, she came over to my house. Glad that I'm able to cheer you up, glad that you like the surprise, glad that you enjoyed yourself, xoxo :) 

Thursday - YEARBOOK PHOTOS + Choir + East Point w/ Tay + tuition

Friday - Met Darl to go to Tampines 1 which has nothing much, except for Uniqlo but the queue is friggin' long and we didn't even go in, oh and I saw Weicong + Brent + friends. Thankyou for driving me home + kekeke peekchas in da car! xoxo :)

Saturday- LONGEST DAY EVER. (Y) 

Lit seminar + Mrs Cheong carpooled us + Home + Shermin/Clarissa cooked maggie mee for meeee + ICC which we got free mix-in because there's a birthday girl + bus 14 + Suntec + Marina Square + 17 AGAIN WHICH IS DAMN GOOD OMG ZAC EFRON HAWTEST MAN ON THE SET *DROOLS*  & ITS LOLARIOUS I SWEAR JY SITTING BESIDE ME CAN HEAR MY LAUGH-OUT-LOUD HAHAHAHA + Plaza Sing with Tay cus she wants Daiso to get files + Home @ 2300.

Love all my girls ♥, &  Darl ♥

I am super tired but my hair is wet argh cannot sleep with wet hair grrrr zzzzz

Thank god Mama got mahjong tonight muahahahaha. 

Okay imma go blow my hair and sleeep!!! 

x x x

I came online & I went :O 

Seriously I swear I could have gotten a heart attack. OMG SERIOUSLY!! 

Okay I shouldn't be here in the first place, ciao!!! 

x x x  

Yes i'm reaching 500 posts soon, in a year + few months. Not bad, I say. 

Devil Wears Prada later!

x x x 

I'm in a good mood so I'll blog! 

Just came back from MP Lib + Bedok Inter (KFC + Sheng Shiong) w/ Shermin + Tzuying! It was productive in all areas! 

Study checked!

KFC checked! 

Chitchats checked! 

Gossips checked!

Fun with aluminium foils, OH YES CHECKED! HAHAHA

I'm left with History (2 essays + SBQs which seems to be getting harder with each chapater!), 

& English (2 essays plan + research!! - oh dang pls shoot me)! 

Love Shermin + Tzuying very much! ♥♥♥

Am going out to eat KFC with sis again muahahahahahahahah ciao! 

x x x

Some updates:

I've been seeing Sheryl every Thursday for Chinese tuition. Can i say, I look forward to Thurdays now haha. A1 here we come. 

Btw. 57 days left. 7 more weeks ONLY!!!!!!!!!! ENDURE!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Speech Day is over! Every year is the same. Seriously.

So thanks to Speech Day, a) I successfully applied liquid eyeliner using Tay's one! b) I saw Darl & Hauyee! c) I saw Miss Leow d) It's my 1st time seeing Ms Goh wearing a dress & heels!!!! 

Seen Darl twice within a few weeks, & both times she drove me home muahaha :D love you xoxo

& I must thank Lucas BIG TIME for sharing Folie À Deux because it's the most addictive album so far, love it love it love it love it love it TO THE MAXXXXXXXXX. There's seriously no tracks on the album that's to my dislike. Transitions are damn smooth I wonder how they do it. OMG THIS IS HEAVEN ON EARTH BEST RECORD SO FAR EVEN 2 THUMBS ARE NOT ENOUGH!!!!!! They make the rest of the bands in the world sound & taste so bland. (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)

In need of study dates. Hello Tzuying see you tomorrow in the library :) 

How I wish there's no Facebook, MSN, Internet even, at a time like this.

How I wish I'm taking the O's many years ago, w/o all the distractions. 

Why is love intensified by absence?

Currently reading The Time Traveller's Wife. (Y) 

So much to update, so little time.

x x x 

The irregular updates in my blog makes me perfectly fine with leaving my blog to rot. Yes. G'bye.

In need of 

• Awesome music
• Consistent motivation
• Flowing pen ink
• Never-ending correction tape
• Hw to stop pouring in till I'm done with this batch
• Rain rain, to go away

Now, which should I start first, History or Amaths? 

Today is the last day of Term 1 Week 10! TIME FAST OR TIME SUPER FAST?!

Badminton during PE today was damn shiok. Whack + vent anger at the shuttlecock flying towards me :D

I had wanton mee for lunch and I suppose I'll be one-tonne heavier. Right Zlu? :D

Anw FINALLY went to Eastpoint after ages w/ Jy, though there's like no changes but still, lol.

Sleep throughout the bus ride, and only woke up at St. Pats. Am I lucky or lucky ? :D 

Okay short post. Tons of hw waiting for me. 

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THIS IS DAMN HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!
MUST WATCH!!!!

Ciao! x x x 

Been using the computer a lot more than usual. It has got to stop, before I find it hard to let go. But there are still things I need to do on the Net: 

• Feb Journal (which I'm planning to type it out one of the days when I'm all alone and in sync with my inner peace) 
  
• History research (which I better do today or there'll be no time tomorrow)
• Blog.

Now I hope I won't get distracted. Hmmm

OH YES BEFORE I FORGET: Tzuying's new-born cousin born on the 29th Jan has the same name as me! YIXUAN! So it would be LEE YI XUAN! :D How cool is that?! Imagine the scene where I get to meet the cousin:

Me: "Hi! My name is Yixuan!"

Yixuan: "Hello hello my name is ALSO Yixuan!" HAHA OKAY LAME i just made that up! 

Should I post pictures? A bit lazy to eh. 

This funny thing happened on Friday:

Wulaoshi made us complete all the hw that we owed to be handed in on Monday. She wrote a slip which consists of things I'm sure I did alr.

I was sooooooo VERY SURE 100% confirm + chop + guanranteed + stamp that i handed in my chinese hw, my gong han which I happily copied wholesale from the compo book Wulaoshi made us buy. ^^

BUT TO MY HORROR WU LAO SHI DID NOT RECEIVE IT! I argued with her quite a while, ransacking all my files, my worksheets, and i did not find it, so it prolly means i DID hand in right? 

& i was vvvvvv reluctant to do another one! 

&& then wulaoshi told me to follow her to her staff room because she said i'm the most honest one who did "all" my hw, and i deserved a lollipop!! (please laugh at this point)

& JY believed me, & stood up for me by saying that I'm vv confident to follow her up the staffroom so which means confirm i got hand in alr.

& yes i got the lollipop!!

Okay so today is Sunday.

& TO MY 2ND HORROR! GUESSS WHAT I FOUND IN BETWEEN MY MATH'S WORKSHEETS!?!?!

MY DAMN CHINESE GONG HAN WHICH I THOUGHT I HAND UP!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHICH MEANS I DON'T HAVE TO DO A 2ND ONE YIPPPEEEEE!!!!!!

BUT OMG can you imagine the drama that went through on Friday??!?!??! 

OMG OMG OMG OMG now i feel damn & super bad because I do not deserve the lollipop and i wrongly accused Wulaoshi. :x

BUT thank god i did not eat the lollipop!! So i can still return it to her!! HAHAHAHAHA

*Jy please return my call. You need to laugh at this. 

x x x

English Compre workshop from 10-1pm + LJS @ Tm's Open Plaza where we just sat on the floor and eat(! damn shiok) + English summary workshop from 2-5pm :)

TMall for retail therapy + Oreo McFlurry + CS + Cam-whore + Sleeping on the bus on the way home = Quality time spent with Tay :) 

Yes it feels good to be in tee and jeans the whole day. I'll be damn to wear it to sleep though. I wonder how that feels, hmmm

Mama's out to play mahjong tonight! :D 

I forgot what else I want to say. Ciao

x x x 

It doesn't really matter anymore, because I've learnt to let go, knowing that it will come back to me.

YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS! IF YOU DIDNT' MELT, YOU'RE INHUMAN!!!!!!!

Jesse McCartney - How Do You Sleep - Featuring Ludacris

Thank you very much Lucas (if you ever see this lol) for your Folie À Deux!!!! :D Loving the album art already. Seriously. 

I must confess, I'm in love with my own sins 

x x x 

I apologise for the way I acted these days. I really think it's the stress taking a toll on me. The slightest thing make me irritable. I can turn 180 degrees in a split second. 

Maybe I really need some time to relax, to chill, to calm myself first. Please bear with me.

I want to go back to the way I am. If not i'll be miserable and unbearable.

Maybe it's PMS/PMT at work. (I'm gonna blame it on raging hormones and stress. It's the worst)

I'm really sorry ):

The last CT1s are over but I don't feel any happier. All the stress is taking a toll on me. I fully deserve the marks I get because I know I didn't take it seriously. 

Please, no re-test, pretty please?

Am going to post because I can't stand the BV Choir dashboard above my own's LOL

So CT1 STARTS TMR & I THINK I'M FALLING SICK SERIOUSLY. Sore throat, blocked & leaky nose, but thank no fever. BUT it's like deja vu all over again. I hope it's not 4e2 virus!!!!!

Okay I'm done with i) of SS, there's still ii) !!!!

x x x 

Study dates anyone? 

7 A1s 7 A1s 7 DISTINCTIONS 7 DISTINCTIONS 7 DISTINCTIONS!!!!! 

& to think, CT1 09 is in 5 days. 

"Omg" can't even explain the feeling i'm feeling right now. 

Need. To. Study. 

Happy Birthday to Me Myself & I!

I turn sixteeeen on the 16th. How cool is that! :)

My Thankyou's are in another post. Hehehe.

Love love love ya all xoxoxo 

x x x

Short & sweet updates:

English Composition Workshop from 10am-1pm + Airport after that to celebrate my bday with Jy Shermin Tay Diana Rizuan Daryl + Popeyes which were damn shiok! & the price also went up eeeeek stupid recession + SURPRISE CAKE FOR ME OMG SO SWEET OF YA ALL (L)(K) hehehehe + Camwhore + Gossips =  ♥♥♥ = A great day = A happy me!

Thankya all so much for everthing today!

(L) ya girls vvv much! 

*

& HOTSHOT damn exciting to the max now that Dongfangxiang knows who is Qiugui but he cannot tell JieEr that he knows or she will run away again!!!!!! Kekekekeke

Black pepper crab tomorrow muahahahahahhaa

x x x

I apologise if  I ever made you doubt yourself. It just came as a big surprise simply because I wasn't expecting it & it made me realized that I'm special to you, so it's definitely a good thing!! :) 

Because we've not been keeping in touch as much as we used to, thanks to school being so fast-paced, and i don't want to lose touch, i don't want us to drift apart, please oh god no. I overreacted because I really didn't thought you'd be so sweet, it's so out of the blue, so sudden! 

I hope I didn't hurt your feelings by adding that, though I think i did ):

Please reply, & I want to tell you these. 

Productive day, both in studies and leisure! 

Lib with Shermin + Jeremy first. I brought pineapple tarts (!!) and packet drinks to snack in the lib hahaha I amused myself :) & No, i'm not celebrating CNY in the library HAHA. Did Emaths/Amaths/Lit/& more Amaths. Need to focus more, and do things faster cus i didn't get to do History revision + Chinese hw which I owed for weeks already. 

Then on the way to Parkway, saw Chinken&Mian. Then to Popular and to Parkway then home. 

Changed, watched 30 mins of my Hotshot(!!!!) and out to meet the sisters at FarEastPlaza. They were doing their mani&pedi and watching House Bunny hahaha. 

FEP + Tangs + Isetan @ Shaw + Wheelock for dinner + Plaza Sing for damn-gao chocolate brownie @ Cartel + Cathay for movie @11pm (The Curious Case Of Benjamin Buttons) + cabbed home at 2.30am. 

The movie is damn freaking good! If you can tahan 3 hours of movie then go watch it!! 

BRAD PITT IS DAMN HOT IN HIS EARLY DAYS ZOMG SOOO HAWT !!!!!!!! 

Okay ciao. 

x x x 

I feel so blessed at the moment. Enough said, lest I jinx it. 

Happy NIu Year!

Updates for CNiuY!

Sunday: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DERICK! 

SIS painted red nails for me! :D

Did a bit of cleaning up, a very trivial spring cleaning. 

Reunions dinner @ grandma's place, which is three storey down hahaha. It was nothing special, since I see the family and cousins from Dad's side every day, since we all live so close together. 

The only highlight was the spread of food! Seriously, the shark's fin 3shen made was (Y)! I think I had like 4 bowls hahaha. Collected angpaos ($.$) and all. 

The funny thing was that the same mandarin oranges was just anyhow anyhow passed around, when we the young ones passem them to the old ones, the old ones returned the same ones to us the the young ones. And in the end, all the oranges belonged to Nainai hahaha. 

Played sparklers with Jonathan. The whole pack of 100 sticks was gone in 30 mins. Yes we played that fast. 

Mahjong at night. I wore my red OBS shirt and my red fbts!  Me, Ahting, Sean, 4shen. Mama played too, she took over Sean after he left. I won $11!! :D HAHA. 

I slept at close to 4am, watching Tropic Thunder with Fei. Funny movie. 

Monday CHU 1: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERLYN! :D

Woke up at 11am. So shiok. Changed and went to nainai's house again. It's sort of a tradition every year to go her house again before we leave to bai nian outside.

We went to maternal GrandAunt's place first. Had another huge spread of food for lunch. Damn shiok. 

Mama&DAjie stayed to play mahjong. Kor drove me and fei to IKEA! Bought tons of stuffs. Then to Giant and I bought FBTs, this time in blueee! Then went back to fetch Mama & sis. Then we went to Alicia's house, but didn't catch her there. Played with Johnny, the maltese, damn cutteee. 

Then to another of Mama's friend's house. 

Dinner @ Alforno was (Y) super shiok omg and i saw LiouJing! :)

Then was home and played another round of mahjong with Kor + his friend Eugene + Mama. 

Then Kor drove Fei, Mama, Ting, Anna & I to Century & caught the Wedding Game @ 11.15pm and it was sooo low production and I swear Christopher Lee was almost naked throughout the movie!!! Anna fell asleep halfway thru the movie cus it was way past her bed time lol

Kor came to pick us up and I thought Mac was 24/7!!! ):

Slept at 4am

Tuesday: Woke up at 11am and had Steamboat next door. Damn shiok. I'd never eaten so much abalone in my life hahahhaha. 

Then out to bai nian again. Sean came with us today. Went to Mama's friends place again, a few houses away, then to find other distant relatives at Pasir Ris, then all the way to Ang Mo Kio lol.

Kor drove us home after that. Then we went to #02-01. Played black jack and I won $4! :D

Had steamboat again for dinner. You have no idea how shiok it was!!! 

Then I was chionging hw while Mama, 4shen, Ting, & Sean was playing mahjong right in front of me!!! Tsktsktsk

I slept at 1am though I have school the next day. 

I've got tons more of picchas. Some are up on Facebook alr, Sis uploaded them :)

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You're a trainwreck but I wouldn't love you if you change. x x x

Name: Gwee Yi Xuan
Date: 1/31/2009
Colorgenics Number: 37512460

You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

Enough is enough - but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit - you bounce back time and time again - you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that 'belief' system that in the end, everything will turn out OK - and you are right -it will!

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.

Click to do it! 

(Can I just say that THIS IS FRIGGIN 95% ACCURATE?!?!??!?!?!?!?! & THE FACT THAT THE RESULTS DIDN'T CHANGE EVEN AFTER I TRIED IT FOR THE 2ND TIME MAKES IT EVEN HARD TO BELIEVE!!!!!)

That's exactly how I've been feeling these days. The stress, the thought that I couldn't this and that, the limits that I have.

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No time no time no time life is so freaking hectic

I just want to exclaim that JAYCHOU is on TV now &&&& LiouJing lent me his MoJieZuo(?) album WHEEEEHOOOO SO HAPPPPYYYY!!!

On the other hand, damn tired damn tired damn tired.

I'm going to miss HOTSHOT tmr!!!!!! Hope i can catch the 7pm one pre-t please?

x x x

Mad

Got my hair dyed back to black, specially for CNY. Waiting for the dye to do its thang before I go wash my hair. This might be the last time I'm dye-ing it, and wait for da O's to be over and then it's gonna be any colour that I fancy, prolly red or gold, with blonde streaks and hahaha sound so.. mad. 

Speaking of MAD,  must listen to this!!!! (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y)

Mad - Ne-Yo

& Hotshot hotshot hotshot!!!! *jumps around* 

x x x

♡

Hadn't laughed so hard since..i-don't-know-when. All I know is I love 4e2'09 because IT'S DA BOMBZZZZZZZ & I LOVE THEM ALL VVVVVVVV MUCH for they make me feel whole, make me feel like i'm part of this BIG FAMILYYY don't cha all feel the love, the together-ness, don'tcha, don'tcha? wheeeheee ♡♡♡

Big big big huge huge huge shoutout to: Kaylie Yayah Ara Aqilah Nanah Jiayan Shermin Sweetheart Samantha Jaime Line Tzuying(Zinc!) KimWeeeeee Jeremy Zhenlu Derick Haziq MarcusSoh because you all deserve a round of applause for painting the class w/ whitewash in whichever possible, and indefinitely making my day!! ♡♡♡ 

I am the SUPERWOMAN because I got ladder for us to paint on! HAHAHA :D 

& some ideas were really *WOW who would ever think of that?!*kinda thing yknow!!!

& (K)(K) to Jiayan for your plaster! ♡♡♡

&&  I ♡ all the talks & gossips & bitching sessions because a) I'm a girl LOL :P b) it just bond all of us together sooooo much!

&&& HAHHAHAHA @ ZL BECAUSE OF YOUR SPECIAL TALENT! - To catch food like a fish! and just knowing that the food can stick to your tongue HAHAHAHAHAHA 

I don't want all these to change k ! 

love ya alll vvvvv much from the bottom of my heart ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

x x x 

J ♡